Whitney D. Grandison - The Right Side of Reckless

Whitney D. Grandison is dedicated to telling stories about teens of color and teens in difficult but relatable situations. Some of her works can be found on Wattpad, one of the largest online story sharing platforms, where she has acquired over thirty thousand followers and an audience of over fifteen million dedicated readers. Outside of writing, she is a lover of Korean dramas, all things John Hughes, and horror films. Whitney currently lives in Akron, Ohio. She is the author of A Love Hate Thing and The Right Side of Reckless. Visit Whitneys website, www.whitneydgrandison.com, and follow her on Twitter, @whitney_dg, and Instagram, @wheadee.

Books by Whitney D. Grandison
available from Inkyard Press

A Love Hate Thing

The Right Side of Reckless

Whitney D. Grandison

The Right Side of Reckless

Simone Elkeles,
thanks for telling seventeen-year-old me
to keep her head high and keep forging forward.
I made it!

Contents

You gotta give a boy a chance to grow some.

J. Cole, 1985 (Intro to The Fall Off)

Fresh off the plane and I was already making trouble.

The security guard was staring at me like I was some type of criminal. He stood across from us as we came out of the gate into the terminal at the Akron-Canton Airport, and as soon as he caught eye contact with me, his brows pushed down and knitted together. His hand breezed over the Taser gun on his utility belt, while he stuck out his broad chest.

Sizing him up, I knew I could take him. He wasnt that big. But with the way my mother was looking at me, I knew it was better to ignore him.

He probably thought I was trouble. I was trouble...at least, I was before.

Keep walking, Memo, my father said, shoving his carry-on bag into my spine.

I stole a final glance at the security guard. He was still glaring at me.

Pendejo.

Like the diligent son I was now trying to be, I obeyed my father and kept moving, catching my younger sister, Yesenia, shrinking beside me.

Jostling through the airport, we made our way to the baggage claim, gathered our bags, and prepared to leave. Upon heading toward the exit, I was surprised to see Mr. Security Guard by the door. The glare was still on his face, but this time, he was shooting his dark steely gaze at some other guy.

Guess it isnt just me. For once.

I was used to this type of judgment.

The car service my father had arranged was waiting outside. Our driver was standing in front of a Honda Pilot, holding up a sign with our last name stamped on it.

My father quickly introduced our family before helping the man stow our luggage in the vehicle. At my attempt to help, my father shooed me away.

Having no choice, I handed him my bag, and then I got in the middle row beside my mother and sister.

Its going to be okay, Memo, dont worry. Yesenia reached out and squeezed my hand gently.

I averted my gaze out the window, not seeing things her way.

You should listen to your sister, shes right, my mother said.

Once the driver and my father finished packing the trunk, the driver took the wheel while my father sat in the passenger seat.

As soon as we were on the road, my father faced me with a serious look. Were back now, Guillermo, and things arent going to be like before. Understand?

It wont happen again, I said.

My father grimaced, as if he doubted me. With my mass of screwups, I didnt blame him. Dont forget to call your probation officer first thing in the morning. He spoke with bitter disappointment laced in every word. Remember, if you mess this up, its back to jail for you.

I gritted my teeth. Back to juvie? Fuck that. I know.

Two weeks in Mexico and nothing had changed.

They still hadnt forgiven me for what happened back in March. Hadnt even mentioned it to the relatives wed just visited. I couldnt blame them. Unlike the times before, I had fucked up royally.

I stared outside for the remainder of the drive. Summer had slipped away while I was locked up. Now fall was here, a new season, a new beginning. It was seven fifteen at night, the sky above us a reddish orange as the sun sank lower on the horizon. Soon, the leaves on the trees would match.

We got off the highway and began to pass closing businesses as streetlights flickered on. I watched all this, trying to feel a sense of rebirth. A piece of optimism.

It didnt come.

While I was...away, my parents had packed up our house and sold it. They had purchased a new place on the east side of Akron and made it clear we were moving on from the past up north.

Less than thirty minutes later, the driver pulled in to a subdivision called Briar Pointe. A subdivision, as in row upon row of houses that looked exactly alike, as in too bland and boring, unlike the neighborhood wed lived in before.

A late-night jogger breezed by, her blond ponytail swishing behind her, and I raised a brow. Where wed come from wasnt exactly dangerous, but nobody ran, especially at night.

The driver came to a stop in front of a medium-size two-story house complete with an attached two-car garage. I gazed at my new home. It was my clean slate, my second chanceor more like my last.

We all vacated the car and grabbed our bags from the trunk.

My mother gathered the house keys and took the lead to the front door with Yesenia and me behind her. My father tipped the driver, and the man drove off.

After I got home from juvie, and before our sudden trip to Mexico, my family and I had only begun unpacking here. Now it was almost the second week of September, and Yesenia and I had missed the first week of school.

After spending spring in and out of court and a lovely ninety-day stay at a detention center, where Id caught up on all the schoolwork Id missed, I would be serving my probation in a new part of the city with a fresh start. However, it was beginning to appear as though there was no moving forward as far as my parents were concerned.

They no longer looked at me as their son, but as a petty criminal and a burden.

And given that in the morning I would meet with my parole officer, I couldnt blame them. I was newly seventeen and already the Patron Saint of Fuckups who couldnt be trusted, as far as they knew.

Guillermo. My father spoke softly behind me as we entered the house and Yesenia and my mother disappeared down the foyer around a corner.

I didnt face him. There were only so many times I could see that look in his eyes. Yes?

In the garage, now.

I turned and found him already making his way to the door that led into the garage. Each step I took after him felt heavier than the first, my anxiety causing sweat to bead down my back.

Inside the garage, my father stood back, waiting for me.

I barely glanced at him before my gaze landed on the two vehicles. One, my mothers silver Acura, and the other, a dark blue Charger. The shiny, vibrant paint made its beauty stand out.

My father cleared his throat. Matt knew a guy who could restore it, and it took some bargainin, but its yours.

Another glance from him to the car, and I realized what this was and what this meant. Back in the day, when my fathers brother, my to Mateo, still lived in Akron, he used to keep this beat-up old Charger in his driveway. Ta Jacki used to complain about it, but Mateo wouldnt part with it, swore it was a project in the making. Whenever I was bored, Id climb in behind the wheel and pretend to drive it, pretend I owned the road, pretend to be as cool as To Matt.