Writing a book is never really a one person job, and writing a series is especially difficult alone. Keeping track of details is so much easier when you have help. Not only does it take a great deal of hard work, editing, and research on the part of the author to get things correct, but without my compatriots, thered be a lot more mistakes. Huge thanks to Cat Johnson for offering me this opportunity to join my SEALs with her, and letting me keep going. I fangirled over her back in 2012 at Authors After Dark and Im still doing so now that shes invited me to play in the big girls pool. Great thanks go to Silver James who made sure the typo bugs werent too big and the military portions of the story made sense from start to finish. Thanks to George Varhalmi for his knowledge of homemade explosives used in mining. He really knows his blast packages. And to Chandra Crawford for beta reading this bad boy until he shaped up. Thanks to Cara Michaels for designing the most glorious cover art.
Cover Design: H.L. Carmichael
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously, and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to any other book, or actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
PROLOGUE
Master Chief Petty Officer Cyrus Darwin Finch cracked his neck and eyed his buddy Jon Rudnick with surprise.
Youre really getting out?
Yeah. Its time. Besides, I got something Im working on to keep me busy. Its not like Im gonna be golfing or sitting on a beach somewhere. Jon snorted.
Oh yeah? What is this thing youre working on?
Jon rubbed his chin and eyed Cyrus with speculation. I could tell you
Yeah, yeah, but then youd have to kill me. I know.
No, but you have to promise not to laugh.
Cyrus raised his eyebrows. Hed never known Jon to be insecure about anything. Scouts honor.
Jon still shot a look around the taproom where theyd met for supper and drinks, his SEAL training showing. Cyrus smothered his smile in his beer.
Guardian Angel Protection Services.
Cyrus almost spit beer across the bar. What?
Guardian Angel Protection Services, precision security to fill in the GAPs in yours. We cover your six when Gods too busy.
Cyrus blinked, the possibilities echoing through his mind. What do you do?
Do you want the full spiel or just the bullet points?
Just the bullet points for now.
By the time Jon finished talking, Cyrus had consumed his beer and two more glasses of water. His own retirement plan lay in an amorphous blob in the back of his mind, but this had given him inspiration. Maybe after this PCS, I can start something like that when my time is up.
When your enlistment is up, youre welcome to join GAPS, Darwin. I could always use another DEVGRU SEAL on the GAPS team.
Yeah, everyone loves the Naval Special Warfare Development Group guys cause we think outside the box.
Thanks, Jon. Ill give it some thought. It sure would be nice to have the usual toys, but get shit done when it needs to rather than wait on Command.
Hooyah to that. Jon raised his beer bottle and clinked it to Cyruss glass.
Chapter One
Master Sergeant Sadie Hawkins came awake with a jolt, her heart pounding. She froze, listening and feeling the environment around her. The transport she rode rocked back and forth in a regular rhythm with a low rumble of wheels on rails. The air around her smelled vaguely like upholstery cleaner and body odor, but every few moments the scent of pines in summer sunshine wafted through. Someone breathed evenly close by and a warm, heavy weight pressed against her left shoulder.
Despite the plethora of data, she still didnt remember where she was. After a few more breaths of the same information, she opened her eyes. She leaned against the window of an Amtrak passenger train and the ponderosa forest sped past in a dark green blur. She tried to shift to an upright position when her back complained, but the warm weight leaning on her left shoulder wouldnt be budged.
She turned her head and scanned what lay against her.
A pair of black cowboy boots rested crossed over each other under faded blue jeans stretched across thick thighs. A broad torso wrapped in a green plaid short-sleeved button-down shirt leaned against her side, breathing steadily. She couldnt see the mans face, but his hair lay silver at his temples and his biceps strained the sleeves of the shirt.
Usually, she didnt like to be touched, particularly by unknown men who appeared to be strong enough to give her a run for her money. But something about this man suggested he needed his rest and found her as a safe harbor. She tilted her head just enough to catch the sight of dog tags resting on his chest beneath the shirts collar and nodded with understanding.
Another soldier.
She didnt always feel kinship with members of the armed forces. Many of the young punks were still jackasses despite the general camaraderie of the military. Shed had enough men, young, dumb, and full of cum, try to assert their strength, misogyny, and stupidity on her because she had a pair of obvious tits and a pretty face. But she was as much a Marine as she was a woman, and they learned the hard way that she could hold her own.
But this man smelled like leather, cedar, and a hint of cinnamon, and his weight against her was surprisingly comforting. She snorted softly. My inner romantic is getting out of line. Or her nostalgia over her time in the military. Shed been in the Marines since just after her eighteenth birthday and now, after twenty years, shed stepped away into her new life.
The problem is, I dont know what that entails.
As a marine she was used to uncertaintyin where shed go, in what shed be asked to dobut the one constant was the order and protocols. Now shed retired from it, with no certainty in anything. Shed packed up her shit, loaded it into actual trunks and crates, and headed for her mothers place in Williams, Arizona on the train, like a World War II vet.
She glanced out the window at the pine trees sliding past and tried to let go of the concern over her precarious position. No use in borrowing trouble. Wont know what Ill face until I get there. The pep talk helped, but the uncertainty still grabbed her gut. Usually she had men and women behind her, watching her back. Now she faced the unknown alone.