Make It Messy is a work of nonfiction. Nonetheless, some of the names of the individuals have been changed in order to disguise their identities. Any resulting resemblance to persons living or dead is entirely coincidental and unintentional.
Text copyright 2015 by Marcus Samuelsson Group, LLC.
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Samuelsson, Marcus.
Make it messy : my perfectly imperfect life / Marcus Samuelsson with Veronica Chambers.
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Contents
This is to the chefs and mentors I had along the way who gave me a chance. And to those who didnt give me a chance and made me prove I could do it.
And to my mother, who through all the ups and downs stood next to and behind me with strength and encouragement.
M y name is Marcus Samuelsson, and Im a chef. This is the story of my life, from being born in Ethiopia, to being adopted by a family in Sweden, to my years playing soccer, and then eventually to becoming a chef. Its all in herethe stuff Im proud of and the stuff Im not so proud of, my biggest heartbreaks and the times I was so scared I threw up three times a day.
As a chef, Im not interested in making everything perfect. Im interested in making each dish delicious. Delicious is so much more interesting than perfect. Hence the title of this book. There were times, especially between the ages of twelve and twenty-five, when my life felt like nothing more than one mess after another. It doesnt matter that I made some messes. What matters is that I cleaned them up. I hope my journey will inspire you to go full out for your dream and to change direction and try something new if you hit a roadblock. You might see me on TV and think, That guy eats amazing food, he hangs out with celebrities, and hes famous. His life is easy. But as youll learn, cooking was my plan B. I had another dream entirely, and when it didnt work out, I honestly thought my life was over. But heres the thing: it aint over till its over. Every day is a chance to try something different.
I hope this book inspires you on your journey. If it does (and even if it doesnt), Id love to hear from you. You can visit me online at marcussamuelsson.com, and you can holler at me on Twitter at @MarcusCooks. And if you remember nothing else from this book, please remember this: perfect is overrated. Make it messy and make it delicious.
I ve never seen a picture of my mother.
I have traveled to her homeland, my homeland, dozens of times. I have met her brothers and sisters. I have found my birth father and eight half brothers and half sisters I didnt know I had. I have met my mothers relatives in Ethiopia, but when I ask them to describe my mother, they throw out generalities. She was nice, they tell me. She was pretty. She was smart. Nice, pretty, smart. The words seem meaningless, except the last is a clue because even today, in rural Ethiopia, girls are not encouraged to go to school. That my mother was intelligent rings true because I know she had to be shrewd to save the lives of me and my sister, which is what she did.
Although Ive never seen a picture of my mother, I know how she cooked. For me, my mother is berbere, an Ethiopian spice mixture. You can use it on everything from lamb and chicken to roasted peanuts. Its Ethiopians salt and pepper. I know she cooked with it because its in the DNA of every Ethiopian mother. Right now, if I could, I would lead you to a red tin in my kitchenone of dozens I keep by the stove in my apartment in Harlemthat is filled with my own blend and marked with blue electrical tape and my own illegible scrawl. I would reach into this tin and grab a handful of the red-orange powder, and hold it up to your nose so you could smell the garlic, the ginger, the sun-dried chili.
My mother didnt have a lot of money, so she fed us shiro. Its a chickpea flour you boil, kind of like polenta. You pour it into hot water and add butter, onions, and berbere. You simmer it for about forty-five minutes, until its the consistency of hummus, and then you eat it with injera, a sour, rich bread made from a grain called teff. I know this is what she fed us because this is what poor people eat in Ethiopia. My mother carried the chickpea powder in her pocket or bag. That way, all she needed to make dinner was water and fire.
In Meki, the small farming village near where Im from, there are no roads. We are actually from Abrugandana, a village smaller than Meki that does not exist on most maps. You go to Meki, take a right in the middle of nowhere, walk about five miles, and theres Abrugandana.
I know my mother was not taller than five feet two inches, but I also know she was not delicate. Country women in Ethiopia are strong because they walk everywhere. When I go there now, I stare at the young women and their children and its like watching a home movie that does not exist of my childhood. Each woman has a kid, which is me, on her back, and the fingers of her right hand are interlocked with another, slightly older kids fingers, and thats my sister. Each has her food and wares in her bag, which is slung across her chest and rests on her hip. The older kid holds a bucket of water on her shoulders, a bucket thats almost as heavy as she is. Thats how strong that child is.