Alan Carr - Look Who It Is!: My Story

E ven though he was wearing sunglasses, you could see Kanye West was staring at us thinking What the hell? The camp one was wearing a gold lam tracksuit, and the beardy one was wearing MC Hammer pantaloons made of tin foil. We looked like two oven-cooked turkeys that had just run a marathon. I think he thought we were simple.

It was whilst standing there in The Friday Night Project studio, explaining to Kanye West what dogging was, that I had a flashback to when my life wasnt so surreal, wasnt so out there, wasnt so wig-based. Look at me now, for Christs sake, standing in front of a mirror, my eyes following the line of my stockings up from my black stilettos to the silver-sequinned nglig. Its not a dream because I can actually hear myself saying but would Tina Turner wear this? How did this happen? My life was becoming about as real as the plastic tits that had been rammed down the front of my top.

No one told me it would be like this not that Im complaining, I just didnt even know what it was. I knew it would be a lot of smiling, waving, good press, bad press, people gossiping about me, but I didnt realise it would happen at this pace. My life had been pelting along at breakneck speed and, like the costume changes on The Friday NightProject, sequins, feather boas and leather had been whizzing before my eyes, and I hadnt had time to absorb it.

It was only when the show finished and I sat in my dressing room and had made time for gentle reflection that I realised Id been in front of millions of viewers dressed as a gimp. Its telling when you can recognise your outfits from other television programmes. Theres something tragic sitting there of an evening watching Heartbeat and then suddenly blurting out, Hold on, I wore that wig when I was Rula Lenska! The Friday Night Project has been a wonderful experience for me, albeit a wonderful experience with a learning curve reminiscent of a cliff face.

I walked into the studio on that cold January Thursday morning, not taking it particularly seriously. It was only when I saw the huge eight-foot portrait of my face next to Justins, staring back at me, that it finally dawned on me what I had let myself in for. This was serious. It was like a punch in the stomach. I felt sick. The studio we were filming in didnt help, either. It was huge and imposing and bathed in harsh lighting. Looking out at row after row of empty seats, which in eight hours time would be filled with excited and expectant faces, made the agony even worse. Id only ever appeared in makeshift studios at the back of production offices, performing in shows that were destined for obscure satellite channels, where often the people in the studio would outnumber the viewing figures two to one. This vast space was all worryingly new to me. Even the rehearsals for TheFriday Night Project were done in a room above a shopping centre in West London.

Admittedly, my acting didnt do the rehearsals justice. A lot of the time the rehearsals would consist of me stumbling over the words on the autocue wearing an ill-fitting wig mind you, it hasnt done Brucies career any harm, I suppose. The sketches are done one after the other, which is no hardship. But when youre whipping off clothes at a moments notice, donning wigs, and having your breasts adjusted by a saveloy-fingered costumier, on a hot day, you could fool your body into thinking its going through the change. If you have someone fabulous at presenting like the lovely Davina or Cilla, the rehearsal can fly by. But if we are saddled with, shall we say, some of our less literate showbiz friends, the show will be begging to be put out of its misery.

Thankfully, those shows are few and far between. But there I go again with my mocking, totally forgetting my first appearance on the first show of the first series at the beginning of January 2006. I wasnt so hot myself. As you can imagine, the nerves had gone full throttle, not helped by the three energy drinks Id downed in quick succession in a vain attempt to salvage some vim from some part of my body which wasnt quivering with fear. The amount of energy drinks I consume before I go onto the studio floor is a bit of a joke with The Friday Night Project team. I love the buzz I get, plus it gives me the added bonus of coming up just as my Topical Barometer does. Perfect timing.

So 7.15 p.m. finally came, which could only mean one thing: showtime. People forget how Justin and I and Princess, the production company that created The Friday NightProject, had to build things up after the previous series. We had been left with a vacuum. A familiar brand, but nothing to back it up, an empty shell that needed to be filled not only with stuff but entertaining stuff. After the last series Channel 4 had had a complete clear-out of the main hosts, and Justin and my good self had been chosen as the replacements.

Obviously, being relatively new faces, we were a gamble. Viewers would have to take a chance on us. We werent as established as Jimmy Carr and, as we found out to our displeasure, on that first show we couldnt fill the seats in the studio we had to cover up the empty places with a discreet black cover. Employing adept camera-work, the director managed to make the studio look full to the brim and fooled our lovely viewers at home that Thursday night at The FridayNight Project was party night. If you believed what you saw on the screen, we were the hottest ticket in town. Justin and I were obviously connecting with someone, though, because after a few shows we were filling all the seats. Not only that, they were turning people away at the door.

I have never watched The Friday Night Project, or any other programme Ive been on, for that matter. I cant stand watching myself, I find it uncomfortable, I start begrudging my camp-ness. The critics had slated the programme its a Friday late-night entertainment show, of course theyre going to hate it! What were they expecting? World in Action? Even so, I could tell the show was going down well because, say what you want about the Great British Public, theyre not backward in coming forward. If they like you, they will tell you they like you.

Shopping, eating, catching a show, attending a funeral, ALAN, WE LOVE YOU! will come out of nowhere and pierce the atmosphere like a pin. You will look up and, more often than not, there will be a gaggle of girls wolf-whistling and waving, poking their heads out the back of a Cortina window a bit like dogs do when they need some air.

We were starting to get audiences who were real fans. The first few shows had been uninspiring audience-wise, plus we had noticed that a handful of the seats in the studio were suspiciously vacant once the Coat of Cash had happened. For those of you who dont know it, the Coat of Cash is very simple. A celebrity, a term used loosely, runs into the audience with a coat covered in fivers and tenners, and the audience has to rip the money off. The audience go wild at this point, and it is pure chaos as people try to get their moneys worth off the poor coat-wearer.