Cosey Fanni Tutti - Re-Sisters: The Lives and Recordings of Delia Derbyshire, Margery Kempe and Cosey Fanni Tutti

The past few years have been some of the busiest, most demanding and exciting Ive had. A multitude of creative activities and unexpected opportunities have all contributed to a vast melting pot of ideas that have been gathering momentum, forming some semblance of collective purpose and coherence until the subject for writing this book emerged. The exploration of the lives of three women myself, the electronic musician Delia Derbyshire and the fifteenth-century mystic and author Margery Kempe through our recordings: my own as a multimedia artist, Delias music and Margerys autobiography.

In 2018 I was commissioned to compose the soundtrack for a film about Delia, whom I had long admired. I became immersed in exploring her life and music through the Delia Derbyshire archive at the University of Manchester, discovering her work and that of the remarkable experimental musician Daphne Oram, and meeting many of Delias surviving friends and colleagues and for my own curious pleasure I was reading Margerys Book in between working on my own projects. Id accumulated quite a stack of paperwork and books that Id take with me on my numerous travels, so Delia and Margery both became a part of my life. Margerys bravery and audacity as a woman living in medieval times was remarkable. From her marriage onwards all stages of her life were unconventional. She didnt fit the female type and wasnt willing to settle for a life lying low, hiding out of the sight and the judgemental aim of authorities. But what made such a xii huge impression on me was her being the author of the first autobiography in English, making Margery Kempe and her recording of monumental historical importance as are Delias pioneering experimental sound recordings from her time working for and independent to the BBC Radiophonic Workshop.

I was working on two film projects about female fortitude at the time, Delia and one based on my 2017 autobiography, Art Sex Music. So when Margerys book turned up unexpectedly one day while I was out shopping, it seemed to announce her arrival beside myself and Delia a trinity of the sacred and profane, sinners and saints of a kind. Three defiant women with our individual, unconventional attitude to life. Untameable spirits, progressive thinkers living within the inherent societal constraints of our times but finding our own ways to circumvent them in our pursuit of self-dom. We all pushed against restrictions, compelled by visions of differing kinds and a deep sense of needing to rid ourselves of the unease we felt at being in the places we were expected to accept without question, undaunted by both feeling and being treated as outsiders while embracing and staying true to the outsider in us. I felt a sense of connection with both Delia and Margery not only from unexpected coincidences but our like-mindedness, bloody-mindedness, our resistance to inequalities, albeit in differing circumstances, and our determination to retain our sense of self when undermined by societal pressures to accept our place, to play our part. We all found ways to traverse the world on our own terms despite facing vilification, rejection and worse for our views, lifestyle and works. Our recordings played a vital role in sustaining us, making our lives meaningful, making us feel whole, ourselves the processes adopted being the route to a sense of freedom. We werent afraid to record our presence in the world through our actions and to create something to share. xiii

My work on the film soundtrack and this book coexisted. My composing the music provided, in part, a framework for the book. Our stories weave through one another, revealing the challenges we encountered as we shifted between places within society and on the fringe. We all stepped outside the norm Margery six hundred years before me and Delia each of us driven by a feeling that coping with the demands we faced was sometimes too much, while simultaneously knowing that the life we envisaged and wanted for ourselves was about so much more.

This book is not simply about the likening of one persons life to anothers. Its about individualism. What we choose to say, why and how, and when other less troublesome options are open to us, why we seek out alternative ways of living and expressing ourselves despite the difficulties. Whats important is that we do it at all.