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Lauren Emily Whalen - Two Winters

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The winter of 1997 is a tragedy waiting to happen. Small-town life isnt easy for seventeen-year-old bisexual and closeted Paulina, especially when her best friend Mia becomes pregnant and doesnt want to tell the babys father, Paulinas other best friend, Tesla. Meanwhile, Paulinas secret relationship with volleyball star Ani is about to go public. One fateful night, everything changes forever.

In the winter of 2014, Perdita, bi and proud in Chicago, is weeks away from turning seventeen. She loves her two moms, but why wont they talk about her adoption? When Perdita meets improv performer Fenton, she discovers both a kindred soul and a willing accomplice in her search for the truth. Will Perdita find what shes looking for?

Two Winters is a contemporary YA retelling of Shakespeares The Winters Tale about birth, death, Catholic school, improv comedy, and the healing nature of time.

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Prologue

February

Hi little one,

I have to burn this after I write it.

I wrote this letter in my pre-calc notebook where my parents areunlikely to look, but you never really know with them. I know I shouldnt be writing this down at all, especially before your daddy knows, well, hes going to be a daddy.

But youre here. Youre in me. Not big or strong enough to kick yet, just tiny flutters, asserting yourself. I have to do something to mark this milestone, even if I immediately set the record on fire with the verboten lighter I know your dad keeps in his locker. I wont tell him what I need it for.

I live in a town where girls are not supposed to get pregnant. If you get knocked up, they tell you before you even menstruate, it will ruin your life. Its not even a strictly Catholic thing. I know enough girls at the public school who say they, too, get that message.

No one ever specifies why or how, exactly, this life-ruining occurs. Young women have had babies since the beginning of time. My best friends mother had her at nineteen and theyre both still here. Lives definitely unruined.

Im not stupid. I know this means giving up little stuff like the senior prom if I cant get a babysitter and big stuff like going away to college. Even bigger, Im disappointing my parents, with all the time and money and hope theyve put into raising me, ensuring Im a model for success while also giving me all the love I could handle. Even though were not originally from this town, they buy into the life-ruining theory too. My getting pregnant as an unmarried teenager is their worst nightmare. In fact, thats the first thing they said to me when I got my period in sixth grade.

At the same time, I have the biggest feeling that you were supposed to happenright here and right now. My parents and friends dont put a lot into faith or fate, but I believe in both. Im sure others will call you a mistake and maybe thats true to a point. Your dad did, in fact, forget a condom, and I really should have stopped us because he would have listened, but we were finally alone for the first time in what felt like weeks. And honestly, the Church is wrong here: it doesnt matter if youre married; sex with the right person feels good. Really good. So good that just like all those dumb TV movies, you forget to think a little.

Still, though, youre here. You have a wonderful dad who will adore you when Im ready to tell him.

Until then, you have me. And your auntie Paulina who, though she was shocked when I whispered my fears to her in the locked bathroom of Dairy Queen weeks ago, did what she does besthelped. There is no better person in the world than Paulina. I cant wait for you to meet her, and your dad, and Xander, and your grandparents, and all the people who make up my life that will soon be yours as well.

Not a ruin in sight.

Your mama,

Mia

Chapter Nine

April

I checked the bathroom mirror and saw I wasnt alone. It was straight out of the movie Scream , except instead of a guy with an Edvard Munch mask, a semicircle of volleyball girls lurked behind me. Anis teammates. Looking right at me. Looking mean.

This wasnt good.

Inhaling quietly, and noticing one was blocking the door, I turned around, feeling the porcelain of the sink press into my lower back.

Hows it going, dyke, said Laura Frink. She had both a mean serve and the biggest ass in our grade, which she proudly showed off with an incredibly short skirt. Her eyes were slits, so narrow I could only see navy blue eyeliner.

A scream froze in my throat. The last bell had rung, which meant everyone was making a break for the parking lot or after-school activities. Who would hear me? No one.

Ani says youve been hitting on her, said Michelle Casey, who had terrifyingly broad shoulders. Even her untucked shirttails looked menacing as she advanced on me and poked her stubby finger into my sternum. Thered be a bruise tomorrow.

Dammit, Ani. As if ignoring me wasnt devastating enough, shed outed me. Probably to get me off her backnot that Id even tried to contact her. I doubt she had any idea how devastating this could be.

Or maybe she did.

Standing there trapped, my mind whirling with how to get out of this circle of ripped, angry girls with nasty smiles, I realized I didnt know Ani at all. That despite her words of love, what wed had was anything but.

You see, Paul-lee-na, Laura said, stepping toward me. I winced, trying my hardest not to let her see me sweat. We dont like when someone fucksa dab of spittle hit me in the facewith one of our girls.

Yuuuuup, drawled Gretchen Keithley, cracking her knuckles the way she always did.

We dont like muff divers, squeaked Melissa Morrison, trying to inject threat through her Kewpie doll voice.

Hey. Nora Cox came forward and gave me a light, stinging slap on the left cheek. What the fuck are you smiling at, lesbo?

Oh no. Id smirked. Shitshitshit.

Werent you listening in theology, smart girl? Laura asked, motioning the other four girls forward so they were crowded around me, in my face. Except for Amanda Simon, now guarding the door. God created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve.

I sucked in my lips, shaking, with no way to hide it. Id mostly avoided bullies through the yearsmy friendships with the golden boy and the most beautiful, talented girl in our class gave me a cushion I was grateful for every day. But Mia wasnt here. She and Tes were probably holed up somewhere planning that godawful secret wedding.

My mind raced with everything that could happen in the next few minutes: my forehead banging against the sink, being held under the water, their tough girl fists beating me to a bloody, unconscious pulp. These girls could kill me for loving another girl. I could be the next headline.

Whaddaya girls think? Gretchen rasped, lumbering closer so we were nose to nose. The cafeteria meatloaf from hours ago lingered on her breath, not the good kind with ketchup like my mom and I made.

Mom .

Tears welled in my eyes. What would she do without me?

Awwwww, Laura said, eyes dark and glinting. Are you gonna cryyyyyy?

They were like bullies out of an after-school special, so clichd and unoriginal. If I werent afraid for my life, it would be funny.

As the volleyball girls squeezed closer, I spotted a body-sized hole and, hoping I could overpower Amanda at the door, pushed forward, trying to make a break for it.

No dice. Five sets of hands grabbed at me, all over my body: my breasts, my ass, yanking the tail of my shirt out of my skirt. Someone pulled up my skirt, laughed at the fact I wasnt wearing shorts, and smacked my butt hard and fast.

Every unwanted touch burned, like poison seeping through, disabling me further. We moved, a six-person unit with me thrashing and desperate, losing my ability to breathe out of fright. The second story window was open. I hadnt thought of that; they could throw me out. I tasted salty tears and metallic fear and something elseblood. Id bitten my own tongue.

Suddenly, I was over the toilet, someones hands holding my hair back, pulling at the roots.

And I laughed.

Maybe it was gallows humor. More likely, it was relief that Anis friends were so goddamn stupid they couldnt think of anything worse than a swirlie.

The fuck ? Laura yelled behind me. I sneaked a look over my shoulder and saw five volleyball players, who three seconds ago were violently defending their teammates honor, staring down at me dumbfounded. They couldnt believe Id dared to laugh.

This was it.

Feeling completely out of my body, I slammed my head as hard as I could up into Gretchens nose.

SHIT! she screamed, doubling over in pain.

The other girls let go of me, and I shoved past them, successfully this time, my vision blurred. Amanda ran to the team captains aid, completely abandoning her guard dog post, so I knocked open the door with my shoulder and hustled down two flights of stairs, through the empty main hallway, and to my bike, which I unlocked with the speed of light while silently thanking a higher power that Max had a dentist appointment and Tes couldnt drive me today. I headed straight to El Rancherito, a public place, where Carmen would feed me chips and salsa and Mia would give me a bear hug and sing me some Dixie Chicks and no one would hurt me anymore.

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