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We Lost Our Baby is the true story of a young couple who, after the initial excitement of discovering a new pregnancy, faced the heartache of losing their baby. On top of the trauma of a miscarriage, they also had to deal with insensitive and sometimes rude doctors and nurses, outdated hospital policies and a shocking lack of empathy and understanding during the worst times of this tragedy. Angry and confused, they went looking for answers. They found none. There were no books to help them with the emotional upheaval they were going through. There were no explanations from the hospital as to why they had lost their baby and the counselling on offer was largely ineffective. What followed was an awkward few months where they could not grieve together and their relationship was severely strained. It was not just their relationship with each other that was affected. Family and friends who did not know how to deal with the situation also became isolated from them. Realising that communication was the key to getting through this sorrowful time, they finally started talking and found a way to get their relationship back on track. They also found that if they spoke honestly and openly to family and friends, they could get those relationships back as well. Knowing that other couples who have lost a baby would be going through similar difficulties, they decided to write down their experience in an effort to help them. Their beautifully written and poignant story, dealing with an issue that is too rarely acknowledged and discussed openly, is one of complete and heart-rending honesty.

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For our baby.
Even though you did not quite
make it into this world, you will be
etched in our hearts forever.

Siobhn

T HE SECOND TIME AROUND is much easier. That is what I had been told by so many mothers. So when I became pregnant for the second time and it felt different from the first one, I did not worry about it too much. Unlike my first pregnancy, I was not constantly enveloped in a haze of nausea. I assumed that my body was more experienced this time around and, as such, I did not put too much stock into the old wives tale that morning sickness is the sign of a strong baby.

When I suffered a miscarriage, at twelve weeks and three days, I was completely shocked. I dont even like the word miscarriage. Its so formal. It sounds like something you would hear in a courtroom: a miscarriage of justice. It does not do justice to the heart-wrenching experience of losing a baby.

Thats what happened to me: I lost my baby. The little life that was growing inside of me slipped away and left me empty, stunned and heart-broken.

I was in denial for quite a while after it happened. When I finally did come around and started looking for answers, I did not realise it would be so difficult to find them. I thought I would be able to go to my local bookstore and pick up several books about losing a baby. I was wrong. I searched and searched but all I found was one book. It was hidden away, out of sight (maybe because this is a subject we are sometimes afraid to tackle?) and I had to ask a sales assistant to help me find it.

Apparently somewhere between a quarter and a third of all pregnancies end up with the loss of the baby and all I could find was one book about it. To add to this, it was a very factual book. As much as facts and statistics are helpful, I wanted to read about how this tragedy had affected other people. I wanted to know if I was normal. Were my reactions and emotions normal? Was I feeling how other women felt when this happened to them?

I could not find any books that dealt with the emotional trauma. So I decided to write down my own personal experience in the hope that, some day, someone else who has lost a baby can pick it up and find some solace in the knowledge that their feelings and reactions are normal. (Thats another word I dont like normal because I dont think there are any normal reactions to such a heart-wrenching loss).

Most importantly, this is a book about hope. My wish is that it inspires you, the reader, to be hopeful about, and look forward to, the future.

Dave

W HEN WE LOST OUR BABY it was definitely the most confusing time of my life. As a Man I felt that I was just supposed to get on with it, look after my wife and pass on messages from well-wishers. This was not a time to feel sorry for myself; this is something that affects the women, and arent we lucky that we dont have to go through it?!

It seems to me that a lot of the books on pregnancy, birth, babies and parenthood are either written by doctors or mothers. The birth of our first baby and the loss of our second baby affected me profoundly and I wanted to co-write this book with Siobhn for any dads who have been unfortunate to experience the loss of a baby. Its heartbreaking for us too. We shed tears as well and we should not be afraid to talk about that, or to show our feelings about it. We have come a long way from the days when men were not real men if they cried. Its OK for us to feel the loss and, most importantly, to be able to talk about our loss. It was my baby too and I also have a right to grieve.

Siobhns recollections

I HALF-EXPECTED IT TO HAPPEN to me on my first pregnancy and would run to the bathroom every so often to check that I was not, in fact, bleeding. Luckily for me I had a good pregnancy (except for all the morning sickness) and a good birth (except for all the pain!) on my first baby and so I thought I knew a thing or two when I became pregnant for the second time.

My second pregnancy was quite unexpected; in fact, I was shocked to discover I was pregnant again so soon. It wasnt exactly planned.

My son was seven months old and my husbands Christmas party was coming up. I was starting to get the hang of this parenting business and my feelings of panic when leaving the baby at all had started to dwindle. That tends to happen when they start teething! Between sleepless nights and all the work that goes with a very active seven-month old, every so often we needed a break. We needed some time alone as a couple, so every now and then the grandparents would babysit. It was nice. The panic I felt as a new mammy was wearing off and I was getting a little bit of a social life back. I was feeling kind of like my old self again.

When my husband asked me if I wanted to go to his work Christmas party, adding that his parents had offered to take the baby overnight so that we could stay out late and sleep in the next day, I was very happy to say yes. Having a night out together was a rare treat and I was really looking forward to it.

We got the baby ready and my husband left him over with the grandparents while I spent ages getting ready. I did not get out much anymore, so I was making the most of it. We went along, had a lovely dinner and a few glasses of wine. We called and checked on the baby and he was sleeping fine, so my husband suggested we go to a nightclub. I love dancing but I suggested we go home. He was surprised and a little bit disappointed but when I told what I had in mind for him, he was pulling his coat on with record speed to run out and hail a taxi! (We had not been getting much alone time since the little nipper had come along, so the chance of an uninterrupted kiss and cuddle was far more appealing than a nightclub).

We got home, cracked open a bottle of wine, put on some soft music and lit the fire. As we were getting down to the good stuff, we realised we had no contraception. You know the way it is (I should get a slap on the wrist for saying this); we had been sipping on wine for a while, the fire was warm and the little man was away for the night. It was tempting, to say the least. Add to that temptation the fact that it was a windy and rainy December night outside and the nearest chemist or shop was well past closing time so, even if we had tried, we may not have been able to find condoms; plus we were getting caught up in the heat of the moment and we did want to interrupt all that to sort out contraception. (I know, I know, we were very irresponsible ) Anyway, I calculated my dates and reckoned we were safe, so we threw caution to the wind and had a very pleasant night.

Two weeks later it was Christmas. I felt a little bit tired. I was a tad short-tempered as well. I just thought I was run-down from all the Christmas preparations. I was so tired on Christmas Day that I did not even have wine with my dinner and, soon after dessert, I was curled up on the sofa in my pyjamas. I thought my exhaustion was from a lack of sleep and the constant running around after a very energetic and imaginative seven-month-old.

It never dawned on me that I could be pregnant; I thought I was simply worn out from how busy I had been. Instead of thinking about my symptoms and putting two and two together, I put my feelings of tiredness down to the baby teething and the fact we had cooked for eight people on Christmas Day.

We had booked a winter holiday for the three of us. My husband and I had decided it would be our Christmas present to each other that year and we were really excited at the prospect of getting some sun, while it was freezing cold here. A few days into the New Year, we headed off to the Canaries for some sun and relaxation. I still felt a bit tired; I was expecting my period to arrive at any minute and I usually get a bit tired before it arrives. I never suspected for a minute that I might be pregnant. After all, we had only been together without contraception that one time, so I thought we were safe.

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