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Dawn Raffels debut delivers us to the wild spaces of a youth in the Midwest and to the blank terrors of the heart. There is a cold wind blowing through these stories, whose sentences come to us as a rebuke to anything felt. In her flight from sentiment, Raffel masterfully reifies the new will to absence that marks the moral and emotional bearing of her generation. The result is not just an acknowledgment of all our long divisions the divide between impulse and the means to apprehend it, between desire and entrapment but of the final sweet concession that we must each of us make to the futility of even the smallest mending. In the Year of Long Division gives us the triumph of craft over the obstinance of expression and the installation of a writer certain to be cited in the continuing reinvention of the American short story.

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Dawn Raffel

In the Year of Long Division

FOR MICHAEL

I am deeply grateful to Gordon Lish. I want also to thank Christine Schutt, Heywood Hale Broun, Marsha Spyros of the New York Public Library, my dear friends Cindy Schweich, Emma Segal, and Etta Jacobs, and the editors of the literary magazines who first published these stories. And my family! Brendan and Sean-may you thrive.

WE WERE OUR AGE

DUKES brother died under the ice in spring, the season I met Duke. The other kid survived shivering, fat-lipped, the instigator, littler. A miracle, the search team said. Just a hurt front tooth, a gash, a stitch. A boys likely story. This is what I heard, but not from Duke.

Duke said, Go.

Duke said, Ladies first, please.

Rock, rock, gap, stone-cold to the lighthouse Duke and I were spiny in the dark. Weeds swam up. Weak sunk stars, a lap, suck, and bubble. The usual. Lake and pier. Us and us. Month after month.

Duke was always finding things to skip across to who knew where.

August.

Pinkness hovered.

A school was in the ebb of the tide, bellied over easy.

Ready or not, Duke said.

We were our age.

Fishing was the only sport in our town. How it was. Pick. Any house in our town was any house in our town. Any wind in our town was the wind in our town. Down was down. Queasy was a way of life. Bored to crackers, snap, kerplunk.

That Duke was smart. Had a flat-out daddy, elbow-room. Had boxes worth of weatherproof clothes, size close enough. Had any-purpose pockets.

Maybe I obliged. The least I could do.

All the talk in our town was talk, talk, talk. That, no this. Rain, no shine. More, no less. Pardon me, maam.

Duke said, No news is good news.

Quiet, that was me. To a fault. Sneakers on the rocks. A torn boys poncho, blue, somebody elses breath in the hair. Braids loose. Skin pale. Sky slow and dangerous.

The lighthouse was an eyesore. Fenced to match. Wood swollen. Tender is what I would have liked to have said. Gulls posted.

Signs ignored by us.

Single file in the evening, Duke and I.

Ready and not.

NO one was allowed to go beyond a certain point.

Certainly not with Duke.

COMMON the names they had. The kid. The brother. Had had. Short. Like Duke.

I was the kind of girl to write lists:

Tar.

Rope.

Bone.

Glass.

Hook, I think.

Nylon.

Sand.

Peau de soie.

Chunk.

In the night, on the skin, erasable, rinsable. Or only in the skull.

Imagine.

THE smell of these things was a whole other story. I could be that discreet.

HERE is how it was another way in our town, in any icy season (puddly fall; the holidays glint, glint and breakage, scouting for the egg in the shy grass): scraped and dug. Glare. Any house in our town was sealed. Any words in our town were used. Any sorrow underfoot.

On the lake: red right encrusted. Pier tied off. In the mudrooms: boots and salty rinds. Skin and wool, wet. The weight of skin and wool, wet. The feel of skin and wool, wet; not to mention the smell pale nose scrunched and sunk in a crook, the way a girl would do.

News dredged.

Coffee black.

Any window had somebody waiting behind it. Wet air seeped.

In the square of our town: bank, bait and tackle. Gulls and bread. Rx. The hill. The wayward strands of the light.

In the churchyard: Duke. Dukes sobered-up or anywise daddy, scrubbed. Chin coarse, perhaps. A kid with a kids common name. Me.

This could almost be a scene in our town.

SIX in one any scene in our town. Before.

THE kind of girl I was, I could swallow ink. Paper, too. A hangnail, laces, possibly a fin, a dove, a jack-in-the-box, cement, and, with a little urgent purpose, someones dry wrap, a buoy.

We had local standards. Had to.

I could have won a cup.

SIX in one.

After.

ANY conversation could go like this:

Go.

Ladies first, please.

Lapse.

Or this: No news is good news.

Lapse.

Or this: Feel?

Lapse.

Or this: Lapse.

Any lapse in our town was mine. Any pause. Any possible yes.

But only sort of.

SUMMER easy. So much was obvious, stripped of the cloak of the ice, salt. Duke was Duke. Fish washed up. I was a girl who could see through skin, but only to the bones. Natural events took place. Bells rang. Supper cooled. Corn turned sweet, got picked in another Middle West.

In the mudrooms: mud.

On the doors: screens, gripe in the hinges. Someone on the pier hooked a sock size boys obvious, same as the one that got away.

Duke had a knack. He could tie a tourniquet. Said so.

Heat could wobble. Did so.

Lightning struck us dopey.

In the square of our town: speculation, counter-talk. Knee-bang on Formica. Anybodys saucer pooled.

By Fridays, anything a body could abide by rasher, by platter, by bucket, by stretcher: potatoes, potatoes, slaw, slaw, slaw, and something burning.

The keeper of the lighthouse drank. According to the actual physical record, as Dukes daddy told it.

Duke said, All you can. And after that, then some.

Dukes daddy by September got a gut.

I WAS a girl who wanted silk.

Our lake was great. Could have been an ocean.

Under the surface, everything shone.

HERE is how it was in the night with Duke, alone on the pier, a stones short throw from the world: We were ourselves. A keeper could blink. I could swallow gristle and muscle; oh, that bloody reek my heart.

Fell in. Likely. Urge and rage, a boy and girl, and once in, over and over, rage and urge, diving for the thing that would not save us.

THE OTHER RS

THE Rs the other Rs, not us had something the matter with their baby. In the summer in the after-dinner light of our street, when Mother and the mothers with babies would be sitting, two and three and four, to cool on cool stoops, to knit and clack or beg and share a lipsticked cigarette, yarns puffing out of bundles at their feet, the arms of sweaters, loose, crissed across a waist, a mothers belly, a neck hair rolled; when the babies would be sucking or asleep, Mother and the mothers drinking drinks of bottled pop, tree-tied tires would be swinging, red flies lighting, and poor Mr. next-door M, bushed, being pulled on a leash, one of the two of the boarder nurses hooked up, honked for, riding out of uniform again with men, and children: Gs, Js, us C and DR, clovering and fighting and whuffing picky milky balls of weed off weeds, fathers hosing, sweating; when all the goings-on of our street, our lawns, would be going on and on, the Rs the other Rs would not, would never, once, come out.

Their house was draped. Tight. Tucked in on the block.

We were made to snoop.

He, Mr. R not our father could be seen in the mornings leaving, never coming back. She would be out in the high heat of day, a mother buttoned and bunchy in the elbows, a mother not ours, wearing saddle shoes, a mother passing other mothers houses, bumping the carriage on the sidewalk, stepping on the cracks.

The carriage was a dark, hooded thing.

We would hang back to watch quiet, drawn.

We had heard the priest had come.

We had heard it was supposed to be a boy, this R baby neighbor the nurses swore they had each seen, that the soft nurse said she had bathed once, that the pocked nurse vowed was feeding, gaining its weight.

We would be a fat-tongued gaggle, looking at the sparkle in cement. We would be burnt-nosed, flat feet thonged. We would be thick into shrubs, cross, scratchy in the burrs.

We saw wheels. Spokes and pleats were what we saw, the carriages ribs, her looking in in and in. She would be touching the hood of the carriage, touching crushed net. She would be moving her lips or else looking at us: a sticky and streaky, scab-kneed clan Gs all jam on the fingers, shirttails, somebody chewing on a braid, BG not much but ears, and minus teeth, three hipless Js, each in the next J ups old last years clothes, Peggy in the middle with the asthma, picked-on, C and I our own cant-pry-us-apart, dont-try-it selves. Or could have been she didnt even know us.

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