James Cain - Serenade

I was in the Tupinamba, having a bizcocho and coffee, when this girl came in. Everything about her said Indian, from the maroon rebozo to the black dress with purple flowers on it, to the swaying way she walked, that no woman ever got without carrying pots, bundles, and baskets on her head from the time she could crawl. But she wasnt any of the colors that Indians come in. She was almost white, with just the least dip of caf con leche. Her shape was Indian, but not ugly. Most Indian women have a rope of muscle over their hips that give them a high-waisted, mis-shapen look, thin, bunchy legs, and too much breast-works. She had plenty in that line, but her hips were round, and her legs had a soft line to them. She was slim, but there was something voluptuous about her, like in three or four years she would get fat. All that, though, I only half saw. What I noticed was her face. It was flat, like an Indians but the nose broke high, so it kind of went with the way she held her head, and the eyes werent dumb, with that shiny, shoe-button look. They were pretty big, and black, but they leveled out straight, and had kind of a sleepy, impudent look to them. Her lips were thick, but pretty, and of course had plenty of lipstick on them.

It was about nine oclock at night, and the place was pretty full, with bullfight managers, agents, newspaper men, pimps, cops and almost everybody you can think of, except somebody you would trust with your watch. She went to the bar and ordered a drink, then went to a table and sat down, and I had a stifled feeling I had had before, from the thin air up there, but that wasnt it this time. There hadnt been any woman in my life for quite some while, and I knew what this meant. Her drink came, and it was Coca-Cola and Scotch, and I thought that over. It might mean that she was just starting the evening, and it might mean she was just working up an appetite, and if it meant that I was sunk. The Tupinamba is more of a caf than a restaurant, but plenty of people eat there, and if that was what she expected to do, my last three pesos wouldnt go very far.

I had about decided to take a chance and go over there when she moved. She slipped over to a place about two tables away, and then she moved again, and I saw what she was up to. She was closing in on a bullfighter named Triesca, a kid I had seen a couple of times in the ring, once when he was on the card with Solorzano, that seemed to be their main ace at the time, and once after the main season was over, when he killed two bulls in a novillada they had one Sunday in the rain. He was a wow with the cape, and just moving up into the money. He had on the striped suit a Mexican thinks is pretty nifty, and a cream-colored hat. He was alone, but the managers, agents, and writers kept dropping by his table. She didnt have much of a chance, but every time three or four or five of them would shove off she would slip nearer. Pretty soon she dropped down beside him. He didnt take off his hat. That ought to have told me something, but it didnt. All I saw was a cluck too stuck on himself to know how to act. She spoke, and he nodded, and they talked a little bit, and it didnt look like she had ever seen him before. She drank out, and he let it ride for a minute, then he ordered another.

When I got it, what she was in there for, I tried to lose interest in her, but my eyes kept coming back to her. After a few minutes, I knew she felt me there, and I knew some of the other tables had tumbled to what was going on. She kept pulling her rebozo around her, like it was cold, and hunching one shoulder up, so she half had her back to me. All that did was throw her head up still higher, and I couldnt take my eyes off her at all. So of course a bullfighter is like any other ham, hes watching every table but his own, and he had no more sense than to see these looks that were going round. You understand, its a dead-pan place, a big caf with a lot of mugs sitting around with their hats on the back of their heads, eating, drinking, smoking, reading, and jabbering Spanish, and there wasnt any nudging, pointing, or hey-get-a-load-of-this. They strictly minded their business. Just the same, there would be a pair of eyes behind a newspaper that werent on the newspaper, or maybe a waitress would stop by somebody, and say something, and thered be a laugh just a little louder than a waitresss gag is generally worth. He sat there, with a kind of a foolish look on his face, snapping his fingernail against his glass, and then I felt a prickle go up my spine. He was getting up, he was coming over.

A guy with three pesos in his pocket doesnt want any trouble, and when the room froze like a stop-camera shot, I tried to tell myself to play it friendly, to get out of it without starting something I couldnt stop. But when he stood there in front of me he still had on that hat.

My table, he interest you, ha?

Your what?

My table. You look, you seem interest, Seor.

Oh, now I understand.

I wasnt playing it friendly, I was playing it mean. I got up, with the best smile I could paste on my face, and waved at a chair. Of course. I shall explain. I shall gladly explain. Down there you make it simple, because spig reception isnt any too good. Please sit down.

He looked at me and he looked at the chair, but it looked like he had me on the run, so he sat down. I sat down. Then I did something I wanted to do for fifteen minutes. I lifted that cream hat off his head, like it was the nicest thing I knew to do for him, slipped a menu card under it, and put it on a chair. If he had moved I was going to let him have it, if they shot me for it. He didnt. It caught him by surprise. A buzz went over the room. The first round was mine.

May I order you something, Seor?

He blinked, and I dont think he even heard me. Then he began looking around for help. He was used to having a gallery yell Ol every time he wiped his nose, but it had walked out on him this time. It was all deadpan, what he saw, and so far as they were concerned, we werent even there. There wasnt anything he could do but face me, and try to remember what he had come for.

The explain. Begin, please.

I had caught him with one he wasnt looking for, and I decided to let him have another, right between the eyes. Certainly. I did look, that is true. But not at you. Believe me, Seor, not at you. And not at the table. At the lady.

... You tell me this? You tell me this thing?

Sure. Why not?

Well, what was he going to do? He could challenge me to a duel, but they never heard of a duel in Mexico. He could take a poke at me, but I outweighed him by about fifty pounds. He could shoot me, but he didnt have any gun. I had broken all the rules. Youre not supposed to talk like that in Mexico, and once you hand a Mexican something he never heard of, it takes him about a year to figure out the answer. He sat there blinking at me, and the red kept creeping over his ears and cheeks, and I gave him plenty of time to think of something, if he could, before I went on. I tell you what, Seor. I have examined this lady with care, and I find her very lovely. I admire your taste. I envy your fortune. So let us put her in a lottery, and the lucky man wins. Well each buy her a ticket, and the one holding the highest number buys her next drink. Yes?

Another buzz went around, a long one this time. Not over half of them in there could speak any English, and it had to be translated around before they could get it. He took about four beats to think it through, and then he began to feel better. Why I do this, please? The lady, she is with me, no? I put lady in lotera, what you put in, Seor? You tell me that?

I hope youre not afraid, Seor?

He didnt like that so well. The red began to creep up again, but then I felt something behind me, and I didnt like that so well either. In the U.S., you feel something behind you, its probably a waiter with a plate of soup, but in Mexico it could be anything, and the last thing you want is exactly the best bet. About half the population of the country go around with pearl-handled automatics on their hips, and the bad part about those guns is that they shoot, and after they shoot nothing is ever done about it. This guy had a lot of friends. He was a popular idol, but I didnt know of anybody that would miss me. I sat looking straight at him, afraid even to turn around.