Tiffany Mays - Tween Place: The Journey Through

TWEEN

PLACE

The journey through

TIFFANY MAYS

Tween Place

Copyright 2021 by Tiffany Mays. All rights reserved.

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04.05.21

Dedication

I would like to dedicate this book to my mother, Earnestine Mays. I will carry you in my heart and spirit always. Thank you for being the wonderful mother you are and introducing me to Christ Jesus. I love you.

Table of Contents

L ife brings many unpredictable moments that leave unseen effects on the way we live. Questions of why things are happening surface to our lips asking, when did my life begin to go wrong? When did it all start, and when will it end? Why has my life stop moving forward? What is this place, and how can I get out? We are all victims of causalities, and by identifying the causes, we could get to the ef fect.

How many of us can honestly say we even remember the things that shaped our present life, although we are living the results. Who would have ever thought that a tiny lesson of cause and effect in those school age years could render lifelong lessons? Many of lifes lessons leave unanswered questions. Creating a foundation filled with personalities taken on through suppressed emotions and failures due to lack of knowledge. Life takes us down multiple paths that seem to leave the mistaken impression that we are moving forward, when in all actuality we are traveling in cir cles.

Pathways disguised to look like different faces and places. All the while, we are dancing and getting older with each new song. When asking questions to become aware of your surroundings, you find no one to help you. Hell seems to be breaking loose in your life, making you feel like everyone is watching you burn. Next you began a cycle of panic and frustration, being in this state of mind forces a reaction that cannot be ignored. I experienced denial, trying to pretend those situations were not happening t o me.

Denial made me feel more pain, confusion, and loneliness. I started to fight in every situation that allowed me to vent, even if it had nothing to do with what I was going through. I searched out weakness in others so no one could see my weaknesses. I never once looked to a higher power to help me find my way or trusted even the closest family members with my secrets. Desperate situations made for desperate actions which led to desperate shouts for help, to all the wrong pe ople.

When the responds of those you are asking for help is not what you expected, the cycle begins all over again. It takes a huge amount of strength to ask for help only to get a responds like youre crazy or simply stressed out. You begin to believe, the advice of others and seek to do it, this advice never shows the way off this particular path. False dependences begin to form giving people a sense of power over you, rendering no results. Yet again another trap you have to escape from, when in this Place. In this place many people share pieces of you; causing you to take on false obligations to be there for others when you are not even there for your self.

When attempting to give yourself over to love you fail, not realizing how out of control life has become. When in this Place self-awareness is absent, and the approval addiction is present. Leaving us puzzled to think, are we building up on a foundation of painful experiences? Will it ultimately lead to indecisiveness? Why cant I move forward? Why cant I seem to make good choices? We must expose this Place, which harbors our heartache and confusion by facing up to it. Every one of us has a destine assignment to fulfill in the Earth, a grand design put into p lace.

Walking out that set path, headed into the right direction, unlocks the release of peace for your soul. When we are blinded to our pain, we are also blinded to the solution. In this book we can shine light on your pain and seek out the absolution you have been waiting for. In the beginning, God had a plan for the Earth; unfortunately disobedience caused that plan to change. (Genesis 3:1-6) Sin was ushered into the Earth and a place that was once pure, holy, and righteous became the opposite. The Earth became a double standard, split into two different life forces causing it to become the Tween Place. I believe this broke the heart of God, along with the consequences of their mis take.

The Earth once had a purpose, it lacked no good thing. Adam and Eve caused themselves and the world to become separated from its Creator. This great separation caused a huge ripple in the ocean of human life. (Genesis 3:7) He gave them His grace, and mercy. He could have killed them both but He loved them just as He loves you and me. When God questioned Adam about the incident, Adam quickly blamed his wife then God for giving her to him. (Genesis 3:12)

How quick are we in blaming others for our choices? There was another involved in the beginnings of our shame and the causing of this Tween Place to arise, the serpent. He was punished for his assistance in the act of betrayal. (Genesis 3:14) God cursed the serpent to crawl on his belly as if he was eating dust. With that curse, the serpent slithered away. I believe, in that moment, the Earth transformed from Heaven on Earth to a Tween Place, a place between good and evil, where purity of neither exists. Evil cannot conquer it can only influence, and good cannot fully exist but can sustain us. Neither one can fully take over while in this Tween Place. After these incidents took place, God desired to fix the broken u nion.

The Earth in this form was not Gods plan. It was not meant to exist in a double standard, providing only temporary life. It was not created to house division, war, and sickness. It was not created to witness death. It was created for wholeness. It was created for eternal fellowship with the Creator. Eternal life ended when the sin of disobedience entered the Earth that day in the garden. Sin did not extend the life of man, but it killed our rights to life (Roman 6:21) Knowing your beginning creates a foundation to build upon, truth is neces sary.

Truth is the key to survival in the Earth, you must learn the whats, and whys of life. It affects everything you are and everything you do. Realizing something is missing and wrong with the puzzle of life cannot continually be ignored. We cannot wait for someone to fill in the pieces for us; we must begin to seek out the answers for ourselves. Begin asking questions, anything to get beyond ourselves so we can receive the truth and illumination of Gods mercy. God had a plan to save us all those many years ago, come with me as I reveal the Masters plan. Only He can save us from the final judgment of the Tween P lace.

R eality can never be an easy thing to face especially when we believe it is being lived. Every day you awake in a life you feel is good, bad or not so great thinking this is your reality, but that is not so. Our reality travels a lot deeper than what we see or think we are living. Society has learned to take the easier route in life and to forget about the things we are lacking and go after only what we know exist. We make conscience efforts to do as we are taught then on occasion what we want.