a meditative, almost conversational autobiography. This highly charged autobiography of a priestly life will stand as a lasting memorial to the difficulty of maintaining certain articles of faith and dogma at a time of shifting cultural paradigms. It is likely to become a classic.
Publishers Weekly
Hearing Matt Fox talk, I feel less lonely in the universe, said a street priest fifteen years ago. We should all feel less lonely now with this exhilarating, deeply companionable book in our hands. The unfolding story of this irrepressible spiritual revolutionary enlivens the mind and emboldens the heartmust reading for anyone interested in courage, creativity, and the future of religion.
Joanna Macy, author of World as Lover, World as Self
Traditionally, when big government in the church tries to silence a good soul, it indicates that the soul is often far ahead of the times. Matthew Fox is such a person. He writes simply, powerfully, about his life as a visionary. He continues now, as before, to give out the twenty-first-century keys to the kingdom.
Clarissa Pinkola Ests, PhD, author of Women Who Run with the Wolves
Confessions
THE MAKING OF A POSTDENOMINATIONAL PRIEST
REVISED AND UPDATED
Matthew Fox
NORTH ATLANTIC BOOKS
Berkeley, California
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Fox, Matthew, 1940
Confessions : the making of a postdenominational priest / Matthew Fox.Revised and Updated [edition].
pages cm
Includes bibliographical references.
ISBN 978-1-58394-935-1 (pbk.) ISBN 978-1-58394-936-8 (ebook)
1. Fox, Matthew, 1940- 2. Episcopal ChurchClergyBiography. 3. Anglican CommunionUnited StatesClergyBiography. 4. Anglican convertsUnited StatesBiography. 5. Catholic ChurchUnited StatesClergyBiography. I. Title.
BX5995.F65A3 2015
283.092dc23
[B] 2015014619
Acknowledgments
How does one acknowledge those, living and dead, friend and enemy, who form one and help to delineate one? Acknowledgments for the stories in this book extend to all those mentioned herein and many not mentioned due to lack of space. My dedication of this book to family members is key, though I must include my aunts and uncles too, especially Doris and George Carland and Helen and Harry Bryans, and my grandparents. I also extend gratitude toward my many mentors mentioned and not mentioned in the text; students, especially though not exclusively those at ICCS; fellow faculty members and administrators where I have taught; and monks, sisters, and fellow activists. A special kudo to Marlene Denardo, Robert Rice and M. C. Richards, Adrianna Diaz and Jeremy Taylor, and all of the ICCS faculty. All the artists and poets who have whetted my soul. And to Tom Grady of HarperSanFrancisco, who first proposed the idea of this book, and to Caroline Pincus with Sue White and Priscilla Stuckey, my editors. And to Dominican brothers and sisters in Holland who supported me and to those individual Dominicans in America who know who they are and who were not so threatened by Romes attacks as to give up altogether on our solidarity, thank you! To my helpers Peter Farriday and Tom Barnes and Cliff Atkinson. To my Anglican brothers and sisters, with special mention to Bishop William Swing and Bishop Marc Andrus. And to Ben and Javier and Ron and other friends who have supported me along the way. To Mel Bricker for his stalwart gathering of permissions for new and old citations. To Andrew Harvey and the team at North Atlantic Books who have supported the idea to bring the autobiography up to date, including Doug Reil, Louis Swaim, and Lauren Harrison. A hearty thank you to Phila Hoopes for her work on my behalf with social media. And to Aaron Stern and the Academy of the Love of Learning in Santa Fe who have been so supportive and have rendered my work with Yellawe and my writing possible. To Ted Richards for his leadership in alternative education for inner city youth and to Adam Bucko for his inspiring work with street youth and to Broderick Rodell and Ambessa Contave for their dedication to creative education for the young through their work with Yellawe. To my two vice presidents at the University of Creation Spirituality, Dr. Dorsey Blake and Dr. Mary Ford Grabowski; and the director along with Dr. Mel Bricker of the D Min program, Dr. Carol Vaccariello; and to all those contributing so generously to the Creation Spirituality Communities group, many of whom are graduates of our UCS program. And to my coworkers with the Cosmic Mass including Director Skylar Wilson and Assistant Director Mariko Pitts as well as Jahan Khamsehzadeh. And a special shout out to Fred Matser and Anita Roddick for their support for the University of Creation Spirituality and for my colleagues and students who made it so special an experiment with a special kudo to friend, poet and indomitable teacher, potter and lover of life, M. C. Richards. And to John Conger for his wise listening and coaching in hours of fruitful exchange of my spiritual journey. And to Steven Herrmann for lively intellectual gifting. And to Thomas Merton for setting me on a journey full of surprises and depth encounters that began with reading him over sixty years ago but reached a turning point when he directed me to go to Paris to study spirituality.
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To my brothers and sisters, Tom, Nat, Terry, Roberta, Michael, and Tricia, in gratitude for their solidarity and groundedness through many years of surprises
And to my parents, Beatrice and George Fox, for their many gifts of life
A Testimony
I was born on the winter solstice, 1940, at St. Marys Hospital in Madison, Wisconsin. I completed the first edition of this book in Oakland, California, on the winter solstice, 1995, and the new edition in summer 2015. In between, over these seventy-four years that constitute my story, some telling events have occurred culturally, religiously, perhaps even spiritually. I write this book as a witness to those eventsnot under any pretext of being an impartial witness, just a witness with my own story and its perspective to share. Elie Wiesel has said that Whoever survives a test, whatever it may be, must tell the story. It is under that rubric that I am telling my story, for the test I have survived may assist others today who find themselves either passing from religion to spirituality or trying to integrate spirituality back into religion.
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