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Sarah Durst - The Lost

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It was only meant to be a brief detour. But then Lauren finds herself trapped in a town called Lost on the edge of a desert, filled with things abandoned, broken and thrown away. And when she tries to escape, impassable dust storms and something unexplainable lead her back to Lost again and again. The residents she meets there tell her shes going to have to figure out just what shes missing--and what shes running from--before she can leave. So now Laurens on a new search for a purpose and a destiny. And maybe, just maybe, shell be found... Against the backdrop of this desolate and mystical town, Sarah Beth Durst writes an arresting, fantastical novel of one womans impossible journey...and her quest to find her fate.

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The Lost

The Lost - 1

Sarah Beth Durst

For my mother,

Mary Lee Bartlett

Poem

Things I lost:

a stick of Chapstick

a few quarters

one turquoise earring, a gift

my old college roommates new phone number

my left sandal

Mr. Rabbit, my favorite stuffie from my preschool years

my way

Chapter One

For the first hundred miles, I see only the road and my knuckles, skin tight across the bones, like my mothers hands, as I clutch the steering wheel. For the second hundred miles, I read the highway signs without allowing the letters to compute in my brain. Exit numbers. Names of towns. Places that people call home, or not. After three hundred miles, I start to wonder what the hell Im doing.

In front of me, the highway lies straight, a thick rope of asphalt that stretches to a pinprick on the horizon. On either side of the highway are barbed-wire fences that hem in the few cows that wander through the scrub-brush desert. Cacti are clustered by the fence posts. Above, the sun has bleached the blue until the sky looks like fabric stretched so thin that its about to tear. There are zero clouds.

I should turn around.

Instead, I switch on the radio. Static. For a moment, I let the empty crackle of noise spray over me, a match to my mood, but then it begins to feel like prickles inside my ears. Also, I begin to feel self-consciously melodramatic. Maybe as a sixteen-year-old, Id have left the static on, but Im twenty-seven. I change the station. Again, static. And again. Again.

First option: an apocalypse has wiped out all the radio transmitters.

Second, much more likely, option: my car radio is broken.

Switching the radio off, I drive to the steady thrum of the car engine and the hiss of wind through the cracked-open window. I wanted the radio so I wouldnt have to think. I listen to the wind instead and try to keep my mind empty.

I wont think.

I wont worry.

I wont scream.

The wind feels like a snakes hot breath as it coils through the car. It smells of dust and exhaust. All in all, though, its not so bad. The palms of my hands feel slick and sweaty from the steering wheel, but otherwise, I feel like I could drive for hours...and hours and hours until the car runs out of gas in the middle of nowhere and I slowly die of dehydration while the cows lick the remaining moisture from my limp body.

That would make for a humiliating obituary.

Half my funeral audience would consist of family and friends, a few aunts and uncles Id never met, neighbors who had never spoken to me (except to complain about how I always parked my car askew), friends Id meant to have lunch with... The other half would be heifers.

Great plan, Lauren, I tell myself. All of this...very well thought-out. Kudos. I have no reason to be out here on Route 10, three hundred miles east of home. No rational reason at all, except that I am sick to death of rationalof facts, of hospitals, of test results with predictions that feel as cold and impersonal as the expiration date on a gallon of milk.

I keep driving as the sun sears its way toward dusk. Sinking lower, it blazes in the rearview mirror until I blink over and over. Soon, the sun will set. Soon, Mom will return from her doctors appointment. Shell try to pretend its a normal day: set the table, lay out extra napkins, switch on the TV for the PBS NewsHour, and wait for me to come home with our favorite burritosour Tuesday-night tradition.

I havent eaten since breakfast. Burritos would be nice. Seeing Mom...I dont know.

Glancing at my cell phone, I see it has zero bars. Next town, I promise myself. Ill call Mom and ask about the new test results. Just ask. It might be fine. False alarm. Silly me for worrying so much. Shell laugh; Ill laugh. After that, Ill call work and claim I was sick, perhaps toss in a colorful description of vomit. Ill say that Ive been glued to the toilet all day. No one ever questions a vomit excuse. Then Ill fill up the tank, and Ill drive back and celebrate the false alarm with Mom.

Its a decent plan, except that I dont see a next town.

I scan the highway for signs. Speed Limit 75. Watch for Deer. Littering $500. With the road so straight and flat, I should see at least the silhouette of an exit sign. But I dont see any exits at all, either behind or before me.

Its an endless highway. There will never be an exit. Or a turn. Or a hill or a valley or a bridge... I know I saw signs at some point in the past hour or so. I remember looking at them; I dont remember what they said. Im not even positive what state Im in. Arizona, Id guess. Possibly New Mexico. I dont think Texas yet.

It is strange that there arent other vehicles on the road.

I watch the wind swirl over the highway as the sun stains the sky a rosy orange. The low light makes the desert earth look red, and the asphalt glistens like black jewels. Its a wide highway, two lanes in either direction, and except for me, they are empty.

I should see some cars. A few tourists with kids in a minivan, off to see the Grand Canyon or visit Grandma in Albuquerque. A pickup truck with a bed full of rusted junk, shotgun rack in the back. Maybe a motorcyclist with bugs in his mustache.

Or maybe there really has been an apocalypse.

Dust blows across the highway, and dried weeds impale themselves on the barbed-wire fence. Id feel better if at least one truck would barrel past me. I tap my fingers on the steering wheel faster, faster, and the needle on the odometer creeps higher like the needle of a blood pressure gauge on the arm of a stressed patient. I need to find a town soon.

As the sun dips lower, shadows stretch long from the setting sun. The fence post shadows cut stripes in the red dust. A man in a black coat perches on one of the fence posts.

Leaning forward, I stare over the steering wheel, as if those few extra inches will help me see the man clearer. Hes a quarter mile away, and his coat blows in the wind like a superhero cape. I cant see his face.

Closer...its a mesquite tree with a cloth caught in its branches. I lean back as I pass the tree. Its leafless and twisted, half-dead, with dried thorns that have captured a strip of black fabric. For an instant, it was something uneasy and beautiful.

Ahead, the highway is blotted out by dark dust, as if a dirty cloud drifted onto the road. Real estate changing hands, Mom said once of dust storms. If I wait long enough, the wind will send me a swimming pool and a fully planted vegetable garden.

You have an ocean twenty minutes away. You never swim in it.

I could be mauled by a sea lion, Mom said. And when was the last time you swam in the ocean? I used to have to haul you out of the water kicking and screaming at the end of summer.

I remember that, those summers when Id be so waterlogged that Id feel like driftwood when I washed into the start of the school year. Id spend the year drying until I was light and brittle. I blame the sea lions, I told my mother. Vicious things.

This storm is more like a smear of dust than any sort of storm. It has no energy or power or movement. It looks as if a painter slapped bland reddish tan across the blue, black and red of the sky, highway and desert. I tell myself that dust storms like this are common out here. The few bushes and cacti cant hold the parched dirt onto the cracked earth, and it rises up with the wind. But common or not, coming now, it only adds to the sense of surreal aloneness. Id write a poem about it...

Desert dust.

Alone,

she drives

into the earth that gravity lost

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