Sarah Ferguson - Finding Sarah: A Duchesss Journey To Find Herself

T O ALL THE staff at Royal Lodge, led by Terence Holdforth. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your goodness and for making it possible for me to stand and smile. To Amanda-Jane, my friend who has been by my side forever.

To Colin Tebbutt, Dafydd Jenkins, Harry Galliven, Phil Danvers, and Mark Harryyour loyalty knows no bounds. Thank you, Colin. We have seen each other through thick and thin, you have been constant to me and my family, and words are not enough to honor you. Thank you.

To all my devoted staff, past and present, who have stayed strong and robustly loyal at the coalface. Thank you all for never ever letting me fall, when I am sure you must have been weak with exhaustion.

To Madgemy dear Kate Waddington. You have been for twenty years at the coalface with me; I cannot thank you enough and always I send big love And to all at Sputnikthank you, especially Katherine.

To John-Boy, I will never forget you XX.

To Helen JonesI miss you and your loyalty knows no boundswith my devoted love.

To Gerry Casanova with love and thank you to my artistic Libran.

To Paul Lachman, thank you for your kindness and loyalty.

To my magical friends who have remained steadfast, kind, and full of compassion. I am so deeply grateful for your friendshipthank you.

To Poppina your mother, Carolyn, my Angel, would be so proud of you, love you x.

To my Debonnaire and Eric Buterbaugh, you MADE it possible to carry on. All love and thank you.

To my darling Frooty, Christopher Ambler, and Poppy, you are my family and your strength is beyond words.

To Giuseppe Ciprianiyou are always my shelter in a storm. Thank you.

To Stefania and Olivia Girombelli with love & LADY BUGS.

To my dearest Bonita, you are my lovely most special sister.

To my lovely darling Lee who makes my life shine, and everyday is better with her in it.

To Martino and Grant, you make my life better.

To Simon Griffiths and his lovely wife, Lisa, how do you manage with such compassion and love? Thank you for all my financial support.

To Amanda Thirsk, thank you for all your help. I am deeply grateful to you. You always keep calm and fight on for the family.

To Tim and Janey Ryan, thank you for your magical friendshipand for always being at the end of the telephone and for being there when my world fell apart.

To James Henderson, thank you for your unending patience and loyalty in the press trenches. To Alex Boyd-Carpenter thank you for keeping James and me upright whilst looking after all my press and publicity.

To Amanda Lewiswith my love and heres to Khyber Road! Thank you.

To Camilla de Caires and your kind heart. Thank you.

To Rachel Virden, thank you for your enthusiastic goodness, and always picking up the telephone.

To Harry Keogh, Mark Simmons, and all at RBS. Thank you.

To Sachi Caldera at HSBC. Thank you.

To Marcus Leaver and all at Sterling Publishers.

To Josh Salzman, my buddy.

To Marcus Weston, you are my shining star.

To Karen Wellman and Zana Morris, thank you.

To all my charities, you give me the strength to go on. Thank you.

To Children in Crisis and my friends at Stewarts Road.

To Olivier and Zoe de Givenchy.

To Libby CaudwellYou are my shining star and I love my Libs.

To John and Claire Caudwell and your kind strength in adversity; when all turned their backs, you did not.

To S. With love and thanks from your Emma Harte.

To Hugh Lillingston, you have changed my life. Thank you.

To all the porters and doormen in the hotels that I visit. Thank you.

To all at Heathrow and Gatwick Special Services, you make my life so much easier.

To Mimi Poskett and Antonia Marshall with so much gratitude and big love.

To Heather McGregor, thank you for all your advice, friendship, and love.

To all my lovely friends at the OWN network.

To Lisa Erspamer, Kimi Culp, Rod Aissawhat would my life be like without you? Thank you so much.

To my Lisa (Louis and Lily). You have never broken your word, you are a pillar of strength, and you guide me with creative brilliance. Thank you, my sister.

To Kimi and her babies, thank you for fighting for me.

To Cindi Berger and Janet Ringwood, you are professional, strong, kind publicists, thank you.

To all my special friends at World of Wonderthank you.

To Fenton Bailey, thank you for believing in me all those years ago.

To my lovely Elise Duran, you are my special friend lovely hairy dog.

To Anne Keating, with all my love and thank you.

To Ken Sunshine, my friend who suggested going to Oprah.

To Jack and Cindi Mori. Thank you for helping me to Oprah and being so kind and full of love.

To Heidi Krupp, thank you for helping me to Oprah with love and thanks to you.

To Dr. Peter Prociuk, for all your help, advice, and support. You have been amazing.

To Libby Moore and Peggy, and the Sarah Summit. You have held on to Sarah, and thank you for caring so deeply.

To my little magician lady, the beautiful Robin McGraw, with my love and so many thanks.

To Dr. Phil, thank you for all your friendship, wisdom, and being the giant of strength who has guided my life.

To Suze Orman, LYLAS. I have no words to thank you, I follow in your footsteps. Thank you for your loving guidance and goodness.

To KT, for kindness and love and mustard pots!

To Anamika, you are my shining star, my steadfast friend, my rock in stormy waters. I love you.

To Martha Beck, thank you for being incredible and my sister. All my love to you.

To Koelle, you are superb and so much love.

To Mark Nepo, you have inspired me, and thank you from my heart.

To Prudence Hall and all at the Hall Health and Longevity Center. You have given me my energy and life back. Thank you.

To my friends Ken Browning and Julie Groome, thank you.

To Eric and Mary Cowan, thank you so much for all your guidance and compassion and so much love.

To Bill and Aimee Beslow and all the magic of Charlotte and Beatrice. Thank you so and much love.

To Sara Weinstein, you give me strength, love, and wisdom. I admire you.

To Faith Cheltenham, you are exceptional and now you Twitter and connect me to the worldyou live up to your name. Thank you.

To Nick Gonzales, with my huge thanks for your expertise and help.

To Agnes, my sweet Polish hairdresser, thank you.

To Tatyana, with all my thanks.

To Kat Miccio, with my huge thanks and love.

To John Scott, thank you so much.

To Larry Schwartz, you are my Planet.

To Angela Mathes Shapiro, with all my friendship, love, and thank you.

To Lou Palumbo and Kevin Jacobsen. I will never be able to thank you enough.

To Claudio Visconti, my fast and furious driverthank you.

To Stedman Graham, thank you so much for all your wise and strong adviceyou are a pillar of strength; I am in awe of your wisdom.

To Janet Ripley, thank you.

To Angella Cole and your deliciousness from Picky Eaters. Thank you.

To all the Affleck family. Thank you for my stay in Yellowknife.

To Ray Zahab and Bob Cox. You make Impossible to Possible.

To Terry Woolf, I wont forget your words in the Arctic, they inspired me to carry on.

To all my friends in Spain and lovely Michele and Dave.

To Paula Wiseman, thank you for your kindness in always being there for me with love.

To Linda Medvene and Gabriella, you are always with me with love.

And finally to all those who have helped me with this book:

To Judith Curr, thank you for this amazing book and for your patience and friendship.

To Emily Bestler, for all your publishing brilliance.