Table of Contents
BOOKS BY CAROL MUSKE
POETRY
Red Trousseau (1993)
Applause (1989)
Wyndmere (1985)
Skylight (1981)
Camouflage (1975)
NOVELS
(as Carol Muske Dukes)
Saving St. Germ (1993)
Dear Digby (1989)
ESSAYS
Women and Poetry: Truth, Autobiography and the Shape of the Self (1997)
This book is dedicated to my mother and father.
And to David and Annie: my home.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I would like to thank Cal Bedient and Louise Glck for their close, insightful readings of these poems in manuscript. I would also like to thank Michelle Latiolais, David St. John, and Molly Bendall for invaluable critical advice, moral support, and friendship, for which I am daily, deeply grateful.
Also, special thanks to Paul Slovak for patient editing and understanding about last-minute changesditto Barbara Campo! Thanks to Gerald Costanzo for unflagging support of my work and the gift of a hardcover. And to Kim Witherspoon and Maria Massie: all my gratitude and admiration. And Susie Dubs: thanks, my Basil! My deep appreciation to Barbara Kassel, to Joe Byrne, and to Judith Hall. Thanks to Creighton University for their distinguished alumna citation. Thanks to the University of Southern California for the Phi Kappa Phi award and to Nancy Malone, O.S.U., for the pilot fellowship of the Association for Religion and Intellectual Life.
Some of the poems in this collection first appeared in the following periodicals:
The American Poetry Review: Afterwards, Blue Kashmir, 74, Box, Dream, Lucifer, Miracles, My Sister Not Painting, 1990, The Painters Daughter, Red Trousseau, To the Muse, and Wyndmere, Windemere
Antaeus: Census, Child with Six Fingers, Chivalry, Fireflies, and Skylight
The Antioch Review: Coral Sea, 1945, and Monks House, Rodmell
The Best Verse: Ideal
Colorado Review: Barra de Navidad: Envoi
Columbia: Blood Hour
Esquire: Swansong
Field: An Octave Above Thunder, poems 1 to 5 and 7 to 10, August, Los Angeles, Lullaby, Last Take (Unsent Letter 4,) Prague: Two Journals (1970, 1990), and Worry
The George Washington Review: In-Flight Flick
The Little Magazine: Freezing to Death
Los Angeles Magazine: Like This
The Missouri Review: De-icing the Wings and Immunity
Moon and Lion Tailes: Cheap Scent
The Nation: Pacemaker
New England Review / Bread Loaf Quarterly: China White and Ransom
The New Yorker: Golden Retriever, The Invention of Cuisine, Skid, Summer Cold, Surprise, and War Crimes
The Painted Bride Quarterly: Hyena
The Paris Review: Having Fled the Cite Universitaire (Paris, 1970)
Ploughshares: Anna, David, and A Fresco
Poetry: Little L.A. Villanelle and Sounding
Poetry Miscellany: The Way a Swan Turns
River Styx: Unsent Letter 2
The Snails Pace Review: Theories of Education
Solo: Blue Rose
Three Penny Review:Pediatrics
Verse: Ideal
The Western Humanities Review: At the School for the Gifted
Woman Poet: Special Delivery to Curtis: The Future of the World
The Yale Review: Field Trip
Benares and the section We Bought Amish Quilts from An Octave Above Thunder appeared in Slate, the on-line magazine of Microsoft, Inc.
A number of the selections were reprinted in the anthologies, The Best American Poetry 1992, edited by Charles Simic and David Lehman (Scribner, 1992); Mothersongs: Poems For, By and About Mothers, edited by Sandra M. Gilbert, Susan Gubar, and Diana OHehir (Norton, 1995); One Hundred Great Poems by Women: The Golden Ecco Anthology, edited by Carolyn Kizer (Ecco, 1995); Pushcart Prize XIII: Best of the Small Presses, edited by Bill Henderson (Pushcart Press, 1988); and Pushcart Prize XVIII: Best of the Small Presses, edited by Bill Henderson (Pushcart Press, 1992).
NEW POEMS
LIKE THIS
Morituri te salutamus.
Los Angeles Times, 1927
Maybe its not the city you thought
it was. Maybe its flaws, like cracks
in freeway pylons, got bigger, caught
your eye, like swastikas on concrete stacks.
Maybe lately the dull astrologies of End,
Millennium-edge rant about world death
make sense. Look. Messages the dead send
take time to arrive. When the parched breath
of the Owens River Valley guttered out,
real voices bled through the black & white.
The newspaper ad cried, We who are about
to die salute you. Unarmed, uncontrite.
Gladiators: a band of farmers, entrenched.
And how many on the Empires side recognized
the bitter history of that bow? Greed drenches
itself in a single element, unsurprised.
Like strippers, spotlit. Tits and asses
flash red-gold, while jets shriek above.
Rim-shot. History, like a shadow, passes
over a city impervious as a bouncers shove
to dreams. Images tell you whats imaginable.
Here comes another ton. We bathe in
whats re-routed from the source: a fable
of endless water in a dipper made of tin.
The futures in fact a few images refusing to fit
anywhere. For some: heads on pikes, sky-fires.
For others: a kids painting of a green horse, its
bridle fallen behind. This city never seems to tire
of stupid prophecy, yet seeks no past, ways
Time talks to itself, salutes us as it dies.
We were taught to think: like that, like this. Days
of nights, not seeing the similes power. It tries
to link the unlike and the like, I said aloud
to my special students, so-called troubled youth
whod packed guns & gang caps. On campus, proud
to scare the shit out of everybody. The truth
is, they wrote offkey, like weird singing. So
it was quiet as one of them read his analogy:
The bullet-holesover my door, his voice low,
look like a peacock tail, a peacock fan. He
whod never seen a shuddering strut of quills,
hadnt seen desire in that many eyes, said I
dont think like anybody. And why? He kills,
hes a kid. But look, he sees what we die
from not seeinghow different beauty opens
its different eyes. The expanse unfolds,
many-eyed, iridescent, it holds. Unbroken,
salutes you. The fiery gaze turns gold.
SLED
The child on the sled shields her eyes
against the moving glare of snow
looking ahead to where shes been,
growing up impatient for the precipitous
slide of thought into thought.
White fires divide: trees again.
So the landscape is never more
than an exit (the sled veering)
into beauty, not a path to person,
place, the plural surface of touch.
Red paint arrow slashed on pine,
red runners, a reflection, but no
shadow of a wolf stretching, no violin,
just the wing of the arched board, the
child doubling the frozen rope over
her knuckles, kneeling, then lying flat