Vanya Vetto - Gropamine Diaries

Day one. Took tablet about midday. Slight buzz, kicked in after three hours, exercised with weights for two hours, had incredible strength. Walked six kilometres and wanked all night. Ate one banana and drank some milk. No hunger. No hunger.

After working out, I'm usually hungry. A mild buzz. Nothing in your face. First three days could be a big weight loss opportunity. Just need to ride it out, keep busy and stay resolved. Had more energy than normal.

Day two, let's see if it was as good as day one. No real dry mouth or headaches. As I said, a nice mild high that suppresses appetite. Drank about four coffees. Weighed in at one hundred and fourteen kilos. Aim is to lose fifteen kilos in a month.

Ninety nine would be a good target. It's all about changing diet and keeping up exercise. Will wait, when that moment comes, gosh I feel light until then Stay with the cause. It will be good for your knees, imagine walking, and weights every day on top of the pills; should really accelerate weight loss. This is the kick-start to better things, by September you could be ninety kilos. Just think, its all in realms of can-do, with modern medicine.

No depression today the pill seems quite active late into the night. Nicotine not helping Day two Woke up at 10.30. John gave me some pancakes. Restless, but still slept. Felt I wanted to wake up early. Took the tablet immediately.

Reading in internet forums on how effective it is. First thought when I woke up, this isnt going to work. Around 3.30 I had first hunger pains. Do I make a sandwich? My eating disorders are late night snacks. Ate a banana yesterday and drank some milk. But dont feel any lighter.

Day two, should be easier than day one. Reports say it doesnt work until after three days. I need to be realistic about weight loss. This is my chance. The tablet hasnt really kicked in. Thought there were hints of depression starting.

Then I realised, mild ones, can deal with it. I feel better next morning, after taking these pills, than if I take codeine tablets. No fuzzy feeling in the head. Its clean. Be patient. You have two packs of fifteen pills.

Yes it seems daunting, but be patient. You have a lot of weight to lose. Its the fact that this stuff speeds up metabolism. Thats what I need to burn fat. Two weeks from now we could have some great news to report. Three pancakes will sustain me.

Will get some lemons and put the juice in water. Could save money on not buying food. Thats food for thought. Its now 12.29 , two hours since I took the pill. Drank one coffee. Im waiting for the energy gushes.

Day two should be more gentle than yesterday. The weekend is a good time to start. No food going in for the last 24 hours. It must be showing. But not feeling it. Be patient.

General optimism. Exercise is going well. Will hit the weights after doing some surveys and finishing off the Koch book. Need be more productive and positive. This is a heavy duty drug you are using. Bear that in mind and respect it.

Here is your chance to lose 15 kilos if you play it safe and right. Not really feeling irritable like I do on codeine, theres a bonus just there. You have quit smoking. Its now time to lose some weight. You are only doing yourself a favour. Remember that.

Dont despair. I believe you can do it. Didnt really feel dry mouth. Lets see if the lemon helps with the slimming process. Need to buy a juicer and bombard system with carrot juice. Theres a thought.

Will eat a banana and an apple, and see if the pill works better on something in the stomach. Its had time to kick in. Feel I need a shit. Good sign. Will hit the toilet soon. Feel fat and bloated.

Excessive weight. That should be a thing of the past. Cant deny it. Great feeling on it. Im more talkative, more positive. Its so subtle.

But it lasts forever. Two days with little eating, results should be imminent. Its the night snacks that are my downfall. If I can wake up early and take a pill, I should sleep easier. Had pains run from left hip to foot. Can say I enjoyed the stabbing pain.

Only a few stabs. No pins and needles. After a big weight work-out and walk, Im usually famished, but it wasnt the case yesterday. Vaping more. Enjoying it. Better than cigarettes.

Call it chain smoking but so much cheaper. You can afford to cut out meals. This beats a hit of crack that is immediate. The next day you were eating. Gropamine knows what I want and suppresses it. It also provides spiritual sustenance.

Im waiting for the moment I see that Im ripped, muscles resurfacing after years being hidden in layers of fat. Im doing this for my knee and ankle joints. To lose 20 kilos, the size of my weights, would be a real confidence injection. Every day I do biceps, Ill say its the weight that Ive shed. Smell of food makes me sick. A good sign.

I can go throughout the day without food if Ive woken up at midday. Need to be up at 9 am every day. Trying to cut out midday sleeps too. Habit changing. It could be an interesting month ahead. Need to make Dr Kalaji proud of me.

He believes in my judgement. Thanks Danial. It does make me racey. And if others have taken it, so can I. He lost six kilos in the first month. Hes a chemist and recommends it, thats good enough for me.

Need milk and juice handy. And bananas. Ok, time to take a shit. See if theres much coming out. I like studying my shit. Used to have blood mixed with it.

Ulcer of the stomach. I used medication to fix that. Same with dieting, science does help us. So dont feel bad about it. You are cheating. You need to cheat.

You need to fix up your knees. Being lighter, better for recovery, said Danial. Hes a big supporter. We have sparring moments but he respects me. Hes fair. Will cut out evening coffee.

Nicotine gum and spray seemed to kick in the pill in the evening. The techno music sounded great. Talked to Faith, eying up her ass. Cleaned, talked a bit, talkative, so yes the pill has kicked in. Any slight anxiety I may have had is gone. Im in a survey mood.

More focused. Made some lemon water. Ill be drinking loads of it. The Mango and Lemon Tree. Let it work for me. All my bad habits are out the window.

Its ground zero. Rebooting the hard drive. Day two could be a breakthrough. If you can get under 100 kilos in a month, fantastic. Just dont give up. Teeth done, quit smoking, lose weight.

Thats the trifecta you are after. Night time I get edgy. But even noise pollution doesnt worry me. The more I attain my goal, of what I once thought as insurmountable, walking solid for a year didnt help much, now I feel there is hope in the air. Im doing this for me. 85 kilos? It would be fantastic. 85 kilos? It would be fantastic.

Was never one for weighing myself. It crept up on me. But, Im set upon it. Even seeing a dentist in a few weeks. Im changing. Im ambitious.

I can do it. Ill make it happen. Other people cant make it happen. Only I can. Negative thoughts are creeping away. I say Fuck less in my bedroom.

Overall feeling of well-being has never been better. I can see why Hitler took speed. Dont really have insomnia issues. So thats not really affecting me. John will knock on my door at 9.30 tomorrow. It was a godsend being woken up by him today and offered pancakes.

What magic starts the day. Its 1.44 and sense of well-being is cruise. Im cleaning up my desk. Cleaned my room, got rid of the ant hills. So the drug is still being faithful to me. Its not a dud.

Reading lots of forums on the drug. Its a crash course in dieting. And it reassures me. Need to take before and after photos in front of the mirror. A week later you might be startled. Think back to gym days and body sculpting.

Was hesitant to take drugs today. Fuck it. Id be cheating myself if I didnt. Not being a pig on the coffee and the lemon juice is really adding a nice herbal element to the weight loss program. Ive never done any dieting. Im not stupid.