INTERNATIONAL PRAISE FOR FOOLS RUSH IN
CARTERS BOOK READS LIKE A NOVEL, evoking a lost city inhabited by angels, bandits, punks and adrenaline fiends. (He) reaches far beyond personal experience to find the story of a wounded city, and a war that pitted neighbor against neighbor in a nightmare of endless hatred.
Ginanne Brownell, NEWSWEEK
THIS LIVELY BOOK is like Good Morning, Vietnam crossed with a Conrad novel.
The London Times
TEW WRITERS HAVE TRAVELED A MORE REMARKABLE PATH than fisherman-humanitarian-filmmaker-author Bill Carter.
David Swanson, Rolling Stone
FOOLS RUSH IN IS AS ANGRY AND OUTRAGED AS IT
MUST BE, yet funnier and warmer than youd expect it to be. In besieged Sarajevo, physically and psychologically a long way from home, Carter finds unlikely kindred spirits: circus performers, disc jockeys, musicians, writers, artists, barstool philosophersand, at the other end of a satellite link, the biggest rockn'roll band in the world.
Andrew Mueller, journalist and author of
I WOULDNT START HERE: The 21st Century
and Where it All Went Wrong
SELT-JUSTITYING, YET NEVER SELL-GLORITYING, this memoir is simultaneously engaging and electrifying.
The Observer
CARTERS SELF-STYLED RELIEF MISSION OFFERS A RARE WALKING TOUR inside a war that was famously hard to parse while it was occurring, and remains tragically unexamined by much of the world in its aftermath
Jim Breuthaupt, Bomb
CARTER HAS THE COURAGE TO REVEAL THINGS AS HE SEES THEM. He has lived on the edge and returns here to tell what he saw.
Frank Shouldice, The Irish Independent
BILL CARTER IS MORE THAN A DIGITAL AGE HUCK FINN. He is not merely writing here, he is singing, as if his life depended upon it. And you get the very real sense that it does. This drama is an honest, wry, immensely humane look at coming of age at the edge of a bomb crater.
Doug Stanton, author of IN HARMS WAY
FIERCELY INTELLIGENT It is a deeply felt emotional reaction to the horror and the humanity that Bill Carter would witness Told with the passion of one who came to identify himself with the tragedy of Bosnia, not as an observer
The Guardian
THIS IS A BOOK WITH MIRACULOUS TWISTS, where the absolute desperation touches the cosmic loneliness of people from Sarajevo during the war. Bill Carter was one of them, he was proud of it but thats not everything: He knows how to tell it in the very best way.
DANI Magazine, Sarajevo
IN RECOUNTING AN EXTRAORDINARY HUMAN STORY, it simmers with a quiet rage and a remarkable self awareness.
Irish Times
CARTERS BOOK DESERVES A WIDER AUDIENCE: his shell-shocked tales of life in the besieged city paint a powerful picture of ordinary people trying to survive in hell.
Ink
ITS BEEN HELD THAT THERE ARE ONLY SEVEN ORIGINAL STORIES, most of them cogged from the Greek: basic templates that have provided endless variations from Homer to Hemingway. To this lineage we can add Bill Carters book, FOOLS RUSH IN.
Hot Press
Fools Rush In
where angels fear to tread

Copyright 2005 and 2009 Bill Carter
Introduction: Copyright 2009 Charles Bowden
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Carter, Bill
Fools rush in: a true story of war and redemption/Bill Carter
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ISBN: 9780982433294
1. Sarajevo (Bosnia and Hercegovina)HistorySiege, 1992-1996personal narratives, American. 2. Carter, Bill. 3. AmericansBosnia and HercegovinaSarajevo I.Title
Second Edition
Jacket photo: Bill Carter
Author photo: Sarah Neyhart
Cover design: Anton Markous and Darci Slaten
Interior book design: Darci Slaten
Map design: Neil Gower
For my parents,
Susan and John Lalaguna
Authors Note
Although everyone in the story is a real person, I have changed a few names in the writing of the book. And although a true story, the book is not intended to be a historical account, one that seeks to answer any burning academic questions surrounding this period in time. That said, I have sought to make it a testimony to what really happened, and how it was for me.
Furthermore, this is a story pieced together from my memory. I have included dialogue, all of which I believe to be fair and accurate. As for the facts, the editors have checked and rechecked to the best of their ability, and any remaining errors are entirely my own.


Map by Neil Gowei
Living, there is no happiness in that.
Living: carrying ones painful self through the world.
But being, being is happiness.
Being: becoming a fountain,
a fountain on which the universe falls like warm rain.
Milan Kundera, Immortality
PREFACE
People borrow this book and then never bring it back. I have learned to write this off as the cost of living. Generally, the most avid readers and book thieves are in their twenties and thirties. Given the nature of the tale, this at first surprised me. After all, the basic story is of a depressed young man who hitchhikes in gloom to a certifiable hellhole, Sarajevo during the siege, and then flounders toward a simple conclusion, that life is better than death. And does something to save lives.
But what Id failed to see initially was how necessary this story is for our times when people have become passive and when the flow of events has created more numbness than action. No one in this book is numb by the end. The people of Sarajevomurdered daily by killers firing from the hillsiderefuse to surrender joy, humanity and lust. They are life against death and their example will remain with the reader long after this book is closed. It is telling how easily we lose touch with the simple facts of life, that the first flowers of spring are more powerful than the strongest drugs, that music matters regardless of the bullets flying through the air, and that the stubbornness and zest of young girls has more significance than the babble of politicians. Sarajevo, some name on a map, becomes the center of the real world and, at least for me, a touchstone that demands I do things and that I enjoy things.
We keep forgetting what we can do and so we need writers like Bill Carter to slap us in the face and remind us of what we can be and must be. In 1858, Abraham Lincoln gave a speech in Edwardsville, Illinois that could function as the backbeat for this book: