Ryan Notch - Nowhere Blvd.

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The boy didnt look at the camera, but rather at the door. At least, the doctor who was watching him on the monitor thought, he looks like hes looking at the door. The doctor had begun to suspect the boy slept with his eyes open.

How long was he missing, asked the second doctor. A man considerably younger who was currently reading through the boys chart.

Two years, went missing when he was nine years old.

How did they finally find him?

That might be the strangest part. They didnt find him, he just showed up in his old bedroom.

An interesting mystery, said the second doctor as he looked up from the chart to the boy on the monitor, staring at the door to his padded cell. Why would the kidnapper return him after all that time?

Why isnt really the mystery. The mystery is how.

The second doctor shot him a quizzical look.

This boy disappeared from his bedroom two years ago, with no sign of entry, forced or otherwise. The parents had a second child only a few months later, a daughter. They built up that house like a fortress. Alarms, deadbolts, bars on the windows. Then, five days ago, they hear a noise coming from the boys old bedroom, which had by this time been turned into storage. The father goes in, gun drawn, and finds his long lost son. Barely recognizable, completely feral, but no doubt about it.

There must be a simple explanation, said the second doctor. The first doctor had been a psychiatrist for at least two decades longer than the younger man, and didnt have much faith left for simple explanations. No theories he could come up with began to explain the case.

How far gone is he, asked the second doctor.

He hasnt spoke a word since he got here, only snarls and growls. Im only half convinced he even still understands English. His nails are torn ragged. Teeth rotten, skin covered in sores. The pediatricians say hes suffering from multiple vitamin deficiencies. Their best guess is that hes spent the last two years living off of candy and raw meat.

I cant imagine the horrors hes been through. So whats he doing here? Shouldnt he be in pediatrics?

He was, at first, said the older doctor. The police took him there as soon as his parents called them, standard procedure. The staff down there made the mistake of dimming the lights in his room after giving him a shot to make him sleep. When they came back to check on him a few hours later, they found pillows under the covers in his shape. As far as what happened next well theres a two hundred pound orderly who is going to need physical therapy if he ever wants to regain full use of his right leg. As far as the nurse, she had the good sense to run.

So they sent him to us, finished the second doctor. Its going to take a long time to put some humanity back in that kid.

We wont get the chance, said the older man. The parents got a court order to take custody of him. Spencer Williams is going home tomorrow.

Spencer remembered his parents. He hadnt at first recognized them, with the madness of the return and afterward being dragged off to imprisonment in the hospital. The truth was hed given up on them long ago. All fond memories had faded as hed realized they were never coming to rescue him. But he was glad to see them when they came to take him home. The hospital wasnt secure. Drugged, restrained, kept in tiny rooms. There would be no where to run if Smiling Jack came for him. And running was the only thing you could do if Smiling Jack came for you.

They left the hospital on a bright summer day. Spencer looked up at the sky, so much higher than he remembered. His mom pulled up in a minivan. She looked a lot older than he remembered, as did his father. He hadnt seen a car in a very long time (with the exception of the police car ride to the hospital), and was excited and nervous to ride in one again. He sat in the back next to someone his parents said was Baby Suzie, your sister. He didnt remember her, except as a faint impression of a roundness in his mothers stomach he had been convinced would be a baby brother.

Contrary to what the doctors thought, Spencer did understand English. He sometimes listened in when Smiling Jack gave orders to the Hollow Men, so he would know how to avoid their patrols for the night. Understood it, but hadnt spoken it in a very long time. There wasnt any point in talking to the half-things he lived amongst. They only understood hunger and pain.

Listening to Baby Suzie, though, he thought he might have forgot some of English. Half of what she said didnt seem to make any sense at all, and she babbled all the way home.

When they got there his parents bubbled over and over about how happy they were to have him home, and how he was safe now. They showed him his room, newly restored to nearly the way he remembered it from before he left. It was completely unacceptable. Neither the closet nor under the bed had independent lights, and could serve as entry points for Jacks friends. Plus with the bars on the windows, the only escape point was the door, which was easily blocked. As they showed him the rest of the house he picked out the best hiding spots, made escape plans from each area. His first thought was to just sleep in the tree in the backyard, but then remembered there was no threat of the Rejected Things coming up on him in his sleep here.

Perhaps worst of all the rooms for defense was Baby Suzies. As their parents proudly let her show Spencer her room, she spoke a few words of nonsense about it and began bouncing on the bed. Not only was there an entry point under the bed, but there was a closet sized wardrobe right by the door, where an intruder could easily arrive from to trap her. Not that she could outrun even the slowest of the friends of Smiling Jack.

Good fucking luck kid, he thought, mentally crossing her off the list of possible survivors.

Spencer didnt remember every day he had spent in Nowhere Blvd. A lot of it was fairly boring, in a never ending terror kind of way. But he remembered the first day. A day which started out at night, in a dream.

Hed dreamt that a giant living teddy bear came walking out of his closet while he lay in bed. Spencer stared out at it from beneath the covers, unsure of whether to be excited or terrified. It looked just like the teddy bear that his father had thrown away months ago, saying Spencer was too old for such a thing. Covered in soft looking brown fur, a sewn up mouth, and buttons for eyes. When his old teddy was taken from him hed felt like hed lost a friend, but his old teddy wasnt real. It didnt move and talk, not like this one, which was taller than him but not as tall as his mother.

My name is Mr. Buttons, said the teddy without moving its mouth. And youre having a wonderful dream. Want to come to a magical place with me?

That cinched it, because Spence loved good dreams. So he took Mr. Buttons hand and walked into the closet. Only it wasnt his closet anymore. It was crowded inside somehow, thick but not solid. They kept walking and walking until they came out the other side. It took Spence a moment to see anything, it was so bright after the darkness of his room.

But he could hear, and the first thing he heard was children laughing. When his eyes cleared he saw a room full of children playing in their pajamas with all kinds of toys. Bright sunlight shone through the high windows, though it had been night only moments before. The room itself was long, like a grand hallway. The door they came through was at one end (and looked like nothing so much as another closet door), the only other door was at the far other end. In between the walls were painting with images of children in ecstatic play at all kinds of wonderful places. Places like amusement parks and forests filled with mystical creatures and real animals alike. Their smiling faces and wide eyes imploring you to abandon yourself to fun.