THE WOLVES AT MY SHADOW
The Story of
INGELORE
ROTHSCHILD
Our Lives: Diary, Memoir, and Letters
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Ingelore Rothschild, edited by Darilyn Stahl Listort and Dennis Listort
THE WOLVES AT MY SHADOW
The Story of
INGELORE
ROTHSCHILD
edited by DARILYN STAHL LISTORT and DENNIS LISTORT
Copyright 2017 Darilyn Stahl Listort and Dennis Listort
Published by AU Press, Athabasca University
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Rothschild, Ingelore, 19242006, author
The wolves at my shadow: the story of Ingelore Rothschild / Ingelore Rothschild; edited by Darilyn Stahl Listort and Dennis Listort.
(Our lives : diary, memoir, and letters)
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I miss you.
~ Dari
Acknowledgements
We extend our sincere thanks to all those who assisted. Readers and reviewers at various stages of the books planning, development, transcription, research, and editing were of tremendous help to us. We appreciate the efforts of Linda Carlucci, Stephen Duffie, Allison Duffie, Teresa Listort, Cynthia Listort, and Ray Engineer. Additional support and guidance came from Tom DeAngelo, Therese Paff, Amiel Tokayer, M.D., Gail Campato, Mark and Louise Stahl, and Steven Silverman, M.D. Thank you to George Nicholson at Sterling Lord Literistic and to John Brenner at the State Historical Society of Missouri for their encouragement. We appreciate permission granted by Cole Smith from Atlantic Fleet Sales for the photograph of the Marine Falcon. The entirety of special regard, gratitude, and recognition is conveyed to Marjory Allen Perez, genealogist, for her painstaking and tireless labour.
To my sweet sister-in-law, Chery Duffie, who unexpectedly passed away at the age of fifty-eight, thank you for being our most passionate cheerleader.
At Athabasca University Press in Alberta, Canada, we thank Megan Hall and Karyn Wisselink for their editorial work. Also, we would like to extend our gratitude to Pamela Holway, senior editor at Athabasca University Press, for all her efforts, for believing in the manuscript from the first time she read it, and for her constant encouragement. We could not have done this without her.
Contents
Preface
On Monday, 8 June 1936, the day before her twelfth birthday, my mother, Ingelore Erna Rothschild, received a diary as a gift from her parents. They were in a caf at an impromptu party in the Siberian city of Irkutsk in Eastern Russia. Over the next two years, my mother regularly recorded her memories and reminiscences of her remarkable journey from Berlin, Germany, across half the world to Kobe, Japan. In April 1938, during a severe rainy season, which caused one of the deadliest floods on record in Japan, a mudslide tore through Ingelores family home in Kobe and destroyed her diary. Eight years later, while sailing from Japan to America she began to record her story once again, on a pad of paper given to her by her father.
In 1948, after settling in Queens, New York, Ingelore enrolled in a summer secretarial course. To practice her dexterity and her English she translated and transcribed all her handwritten recollections, typing them onto onionskin pages. Although her handwritten remembrances are lost, what remains are the dozens of memories she typed, single-spaced on the backs of scrap paper.