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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Moorer, Allison, author.
Title: Blood: a memoir / Allison Moorer.
Description: First edition. | New York, NY: Da Capo Press, 2019.
Identifiers: LCCN 2018057263| ISBN 9780306922688 (hardcover) | ISBN
9780306922671 (ebook)
Subjects: LCSH: Moorer, Allison. | SingersUnited StatesBiography.
Classification: LCC ML420.M575 A3 2019 | DDC 782.42164092 [B]dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2018057263
ISBNs: 978-0-306-92268-8 (hardcover), 978-0-306-92267-1 (ebook)
E3-20190927-JV-NF-ORI
For John Henry
T O LAURA NOLAN , for your belief in this story and in my ability to tell it, and for your constant encouragement, invaluable guidance, and abundant grace.
To Renee Sedliar, for seeing me and what I saw, and for making that vision more beautiful with your own keen eye and endless sensitivity.
To Robert Polito, for not only adding so much richness to my life as an artist, but for also helping me find a structure for this story.
To Steve Earle, for the example with a capital E.
To Danny Goldberg, for the early reads, encouragement, and important introductions.
To Jessica Doran, for invaluable and loving childcare.
To Jane Smith Courtois and Katharine Moorer Henson, for filling in the blanks.
To Leon Harris, for the stories about Daddy.
To Anthony Arnove, for being a great friend and advisor.
To Anna Devries, for being the first person to suggest I could do such a bold thing as write, and for showing up when I finally did.
To Dr. Maya Angelou, for the nudge.
To Shelby Moorer, for the memories shared and otherwise, and for your never-ending encouragement and fiery faith.
To Hayes Carll, for quiet confidence when I didnt have it, first reads, patience, and most of all, for your love.
To John Henry Earle, for being the reason.
ALLISON MOORER is an American writer and singer/songwriter who has released ten critically acclaimed albums. She has been published in American Songwriter, Guernica, No Depression, Literary Hub, and The Bitter Southerner, and has been nominated for Academy, Grammy, Americana Music Association, and Academy of Country Music awards. She holds an MFA in Creative Writing and lives in Nashville. You can learn more about her on her website: www.AllisonMoorer.com.
[Moorers] written this book like a symphony. It is expansive, and its three parts feel like movements. Moorer fills them with prose that has the sharp honesty of the greatest songwriters.
The Bitter Southerner
Allison Moorer is known for songs of ragged, poetic honestyand for the emotional clarity of her country western ballads. Her debut memoir exhibits these qualities and more. Moorer eases into the heat of memory and trauma and returns with a tale of sisterly love and protection, of self-examination, recalling the ways she learned to avoid her alcoholic fathers tempestuous rages. A series of riffs on family objects gives this intense, necessary book room to breathe before it brings yet more truth to a childhood more than survived.
Literary Hub
(one of the most anticipated books of 2019)
Grit and grace, beauty and pain, on every wise page. Allison Moorer has given us a memoir as bloody, rich, and complex as red Alabama clay.
Alice Randall,
author of The Wind Done Gone
Blood is the most vulnerable work youre likely to read for quite some time.
Rick Bass,
author of For a Little While
Written with brave, clear-eyed compassion for all involved, Allison Moorers Blood is an astonishing and moving meditation on family inheritance and acceptance. Despite her familys singularly tragic circumstances, Moorer tells a universal story about the things our parents pass down to uswhat we learn to be grateful for, what we release ourselves from, and what we simply leave alone.
Jennifer Palmieri,
author of Dear Madam President
I N ALL MY YEARS trying to write my story I always wondered where Sissy was in it. I had my memories and she had hers, but when I wrote them she was always in the background. Selfishly my words led me to my own renderings. So after reading my stories back to myself I looked for her.
This book she has written telling her side and her memories changed my life.
When she sent me the finished piece I sat down and read about my life through her eyes and voice. I then realized where she had been all of those years. While I was trying to protect Mama and watch our failing parents every move, Sissy was there scared, worried, alone, suffering, and I never knew it. She was there hanging back, hanging tough, watching, observing, worrying, testing the waters of her world, waiting. Her childs voice in these writings and the voice of a woman in pain now showed me where she was and where she is. We were together. And we are here together now, same mementos and memories just different voices; same bumps in the night only on different skin.
This is a remarkable tale and one that exemplifies how two sisters can face the most horrific situations and come out not only surviving them, but finding each other as women now. Sissy is the most amazing woman. My admiration for her is intense and grows daily. Her words changed my admiration and forgiveness of my father into a more realistic scheme, and one I need now in my world. Its okay if I dont forgive Daddy for taking our mama away. And its okay to feel the pain that is still very real. Her voice has allowed me to open my own buried pain. But the most revealing and important part for me is knowing where my little sister is now. I have found her. She is in my heart safe and sound, forever.