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Family History of Fearhas been in me for years. Along with this secret. From the instant I found out I was not who I thought I was.
Every family has its own history. Many families carry a tragic past. Like the authors mother, many Poles did not tell their children a complete story of their wartime exploitsof the underground Home Army, the tragedy of the Warsaw Uprising, the civil war against the Communists. Years had to pass before the stories of suffering and heroism could be told.
InFamily History of Fear,Agata Tuszyska, one of Polands most admired poets and cultural historians, writes of the stories she heard from her mother about her secret past.
Tuszyska, author ofVera Gran(a book of extraordinary depth and powerRichard Eder,The Boston Globe;captivatingNewsweek;darkly absorbing, shrewd, and sharply etchedPublishers Weekly), has written a powerful memoir about growing up after the Second World War in Communist Polandblonde, blue-eyed, and Catholic.
The author was nineteen years old and living in Warsaw when her mother told her the truththat she was Jewishand began to tell her stories of the familys secret past in Poland. Tuszyska, who grew up in a country beset by anti-Semitism, rarely hearing the word Jew (only from her Polish Catholic father, and then, always inderision), was unhinged, ashamed, and humiliated. The author writes of how she skillfully erased the truth within herself, refusing to admit the existence of her other half.
In this profoundly moving and resonant book, Tuszyska investigates her past and writes of her journey to uncover her familys history during World War IIof her mother at age eight andhermother, entering the Warsaw Ghetto for two years as conditions grew more desperate, and finally escaping just before the uprising, and then living hidden on the other side. She writes of her father, one of five thousand Polish soldiers taken prisoner in 1939, becoming, later, the countrys most famous radio sports announcer; and of her relatives and their mysterious pasts, as she tries to make sense of the hatred of Jews in her country. She writes of her discoveries and of her willingness to accept a radically different definition of self, reading the works of Isaac Bashevis Singer, opening up for her a world of Polish Jewry as he became her guide, and then writing about his life and work, circlingher Jewish self inLost Landscapes: InSearch of Isaac Bashevis Singer and the Jews of Poland.
A beautiful and affecting book of discovery and acceptance; a searing, insightful portrait of Polish Jewish life, lived before and after Hitlers Third Reich.
From the Hardcover edition.

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Praise for Agata Tuszyskas Family History of Fear A moving memoir Toronto - photo 1
Praise for Agata Tuszyskas
Family History of Fear

A moving memoir. Toronto Star

An important book.A fascinating account of the authors journey and of her parents and countrys past.Tuszyska conscientiously excavateshurtful memories by retracing her parents footsteps, and meticulously researching their upbringing, education, friendships and familial relationships. Winnipeg Free Press

Tuszyskas writing is cyclical; she introduces key events and ideas early on, passing over them again with increasing depth and intensity. That technique [is often] dreamlike in effect. The Forward

A wrenching journey in search of memory and identity. Kirkus Reviews

Agata Tuszyskas memoir breaks your heart with an eloquent selflessness that transcends the personal journey of [her] quest to find herself. The Jerusalem Post

[A] haunting and searing family history and examination of Jewish life. Booklist

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Agata Tuszyska
Family History of Fear

Agata Tuszyska is the author of six collections of internationally translated poetry, a biography of Isaac Bashevis Singer, Vera Gran: The Accused, and Bruno Schulzs Fiance. Tuszyska is the recipient of the Polish PEN Club Ksawery Pruszyski Prize, a grant from the Rockefeller Foundation, a Fulbright scholarship, and won the Canadian Literary Award for Holocaust Literature for Family History of Fear. Her books have been translated into a dozen languages. She lives in Toronto, Warsaw, and Paris.

www.agatatuszynska.com

Charles Ruas was born in China and graduated from Princeton University and the - photo 4Charles Ruas was born in China and graduated from Princeton University and the - photo 5

Charles Ruas was born in China and graduated from Princeton University and the Sorbonne. He is a specialist in French and English comparative literature. He is the author of Conversations with American Writers, and has translated Michel Foucaults Death and the Labyrinth: The World of Raymond Roussel as well as Pierre Assoulines An Artful Life: A Biography of D. H. Kahnweiler1884-1979 and Herg: The Man Who Created Tintin. He was awarded by the French government the Chevalier of the Order of Arts and Letters. Ruas lives in New York City.

ALSO BY AGATA TUSZY SKA

Vera Gran: The Accused

Lost Landscapes: In Search of Isaac Bashevis Singer and the Jews of Poland

FIRST ANCHOR BOOKS EDITION MAY 2017 Translation copyright 2016 by Alfred A - photo 6FIRST ANCHOR BOOKS EDITION MAY 2017 Translation copyright 2016 by Alfred A - photo 7

FIRST ANCHOR BOOKS EDITION , MAY 2017

Translation copyright2016by Alfred A. Knopf, a division of Penguin Random House, LLC

All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Anchor Books, a division of Penguin Random House LLC, New York, and distributed in Canada by Random House of Canada, a division of Penguin Random House Canada Limited, Toronto. Originally published in Poland as Rodzinna Historia Lku by Wydawnictwo Literackie, Krakw, in 2005. Copyright 2005 by Agata Tuszyska and Wydawnictwo Literackie. This translation is based on the French edition originally published in France as Une histoire familiale de la peur by ditions Grasset & Fasquelle, Paris, in 2006. Copyright 2005 by Agata Tuszyska, copyright 2006 by ditions Grasset & Fasquelle. This translation originally published in hardcover in the United States by Alfred A. Knopf, a division of Penguin Random House LLC, New York, in 2016.

Anchor Books and colophon are registered trademarks of Penguin Random House LLC.

The Library of Congress has cataloged the Knopf edition as follows:

Tuszynska, Agata, author.

[Rodzinna historia leku. English]

Family history of fear : a memoir / Agata Tuszynska ;

translated by Charles Ruas from the French of Jean-Yves Erhel.

pages cm

1. Tuszynska, Agata. 2. Tuszynski family. 3. JewsPolandBiography.

4. Warsaw (Poland)Intellectual life. I. Ruas, Charles, translator. II. Title.

DS134.72.T87A313 2016

929.2089'9240438dc23 2015020551

Vintage Books Trade Paperback ISBN72196

Ebook ISBN87587

Author photograph Krzysztof Jabonowski

Translator photograph Kelly McCormick

Cover design by Kelly Blair

Cover photograph courtesy of the author

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TO MY PARENTS

IN MEMORIAM

Marilyn Goldin

(19412009)

Who began the translation of this work before illness took her away.

Victoria Wilson

Charles Ruas

Agata Tuszyska

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The Secret
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THE PARENTS

T his book has been in me for years. Along with this secret. From the instant I found out I was not who I thought I was. From the moment my mother told me she was Jewish.

I was born in Poland, in Warsaw, several years after the war. I had blue eyes and blond hair, a source of great pride to my mother, whose own eyes and hair were dark.

Today, I realize she wanted a Polish child, for fear of the fate her daughter might inherit otherwise, a fate like her own. And even though the war was officially part of the past in a new socialist Poland, where everyone was equal by definition, she resolved to obscure her origins.

We are our memory. We are what we remember. And what others remember about us.

Even more than that, I often find myself thinking, we are our lapses of memory. We are what we forget, what in self-defense we blot out of our memory, chase from our consciousness, avoid in our thinking. We conceal memories to make life easier or lighter, so it will not hurt.

I do not remember when my mother told me she was Jewish. I remember nothing about itnot the day, nor the season, nor the place; not whether we were sitting at the table or by the window; not the tone of her voice, nor the color of her words. I have no memory of any such conversation. Maybe she told me that she hid in a cellar during the war. That was not unusualmany Poles were forced to hide in cellars or attics. Maybe she said she had to run away from the Germans, escape, like many othersPoles who were hunted down by the Nazis, rounded up at work, machine-gunned in the streets and forests, sent to the camps.

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