Endorsements
The sad truth is that most of the problems in the world today exist because of racism. We are all in recovery. This book provides signposts along the deep, difficult, and honest journey into a racist past that becomes unpredictable. This faithful reflection creates the opportunity to learn liberating truths and reimagine a better tomorrow. Idelettes life embodies this journey and the telling of the story invites us all into the necessary work of habitual anti-racist intentions. It lays bare the evil not only of a superiority complex but of how it in turn promotes an inferiority complex. Together these complexes rob us of both our dignity and our humanity. Rejecting white supremacy is work that we all need to do. It has humanized Idelette and relocated her in the human family as a daughter, sister, friend, and accomplice in the work of loving all Gods children. I count it a privilege to have witnessed some of the steps along this precious way of love.
Rev. Ren August , The Warehouse
What a powerful book. With hard-won wisdom, repentance, and clear-eyed humility, Idelette takes us with her on the transformative journey of recovering racists from South Africa to Canada and beyond. One of the few white voices I trust in this space, she models repentance, truth-telling, and reparations as part of our collective work of peacemaking and liberation. Idelette is one of my greatest teachers, and I recommend her work with my whole heart.
Sarah Bessey , editor of the New York Times bestseller A Rhythm of Prayer and author of Jesus Feminist
Idelette Mcvicker is a trusted healer, teacher, and friend, and this book proves that shes not afraid of holding space for difficult conversations in a fiercely graceful way. This book is a beautiful, honest invitation to a better way of being human in which we embrace each other fullyI hope youll accept it.
Kaitlin B. Curtice , author of Native: Identity , Belonging, and Rediscovering God
Idelette is incredibly gifted, a powerful writer and a strong leader, but the most impactful thing about her is found in this bookhonesty. This is a heartbreakingly honest and gloriously transparent account of the other side of racism, the one most of us deny. Telling this story requires a person to go to the deepest places of truth, to endure the death of ego, to embrace the searing wound before applying the balm. It is the recipe for our own healing. I hope and pray that everyone everywhere will read this book because its the kind of truth that can set us free.
Danielle Strickland , communicator, advocate, and author of Better Together
This book is an absolute must-read for white people seeking to be recovering racists and anti-racists. With vulnerability and intentionality, McVicker invites the reader into her story and her own journey of facing her own and her countrys racism. She challenges her reader to more fully understand, embrace, and find the courage to live out the call not just to recognize the racism theyve internalized but to become active anti-racists. Recovering Racists will encourage and liberate those who are ready to receive its wisdom.
Karen Gonzlez , immigration advocate and author of The God Who Sees: Immigrants , the Bible, and the Journey to Belong
McVicker offers a global perspective on how racism has manifested itself in cultures and countries around the world while addressing what it means to reckon with ones own relationship with white supremacy. Her honest grappling with whiteness makes way for us all to lean in and learn from someone who has done the work to reclaim our humanity.
Tiffany Bluhm , author of Prey Tell and cohost of the Why Tho podcast
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2022 by Idelette McVicker
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Dedication
For those who keep longing and
working for a different world
Epigraph
One of the most difficult things is not to change societybut to change yourself.
Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela
The longest journey we will ever make as human beings is the journey from the mind to the heart.
Chief Darrel Bob of the Sttimc Nation
Contents
Endorsements
Half Title Page
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Epigraph
Foreword by Lisa Sharon Harper
Introduction
Part 1: Wake Up
1. Acknowledging Our Racism
2. Awakening
Part 2: Leave
3. Imagining a Different World
4. Getting Comfortable with Discomfort
5. Facing Ugly Truth
6. The Liberating Jesus
7. The Heart of a Learner
8. Mutuality
Part 3: Repent
9. Repentance
10. Seeking Justice
Part 4: Recalibrate
11. The Way of Relationship
12. Honoring Everyone
13. Knitted Together
14. Contending for Peace
15. Listening for the Truth-Tellers
16. Decolonizing
17. Re-membering
18. Practicing Restitution
19. Using Power for Good
20. Reclaiming Our Humanity
Afterword
A Confession for Recovering Racists
Acknowledgments
Notes
Author Bio
Back Cover
Foreword
Sixty faith leaders from across the globe sat in a wide circle in the former minimum-security section of the apartheid-era prison called Robben Island. It was 2016, and we were there to deliberate two things: the state of People of Color in the post-colonizing world and the relationship between justice and forgiveness. We engaged these critical questions while pilgrimaging in the footsteps of Nelson Mandela on Robben Island during his eighteen years of imprisonment.