Howard Jacobson - The Making of Henry

Henry believes he knows exactly when the ninety-four-year-old woman in the neighbouring apartment dies. He hears her turn off. Until now he has not been able to distinguish her from her appliances her washing machine, her vacuum cleaner, her radiators, her television. But the moment she gives up the ghost he detects the cessation of a noise of which he was not previously aware. A hum, was it? A whirr? Impossible to say. There is no word for the sound a life makes.

Ah well, his cleaning woman muses, once word of the death has seeped out, whats one more?

Plenty, if you happen to be the one, Henry says.

She sidles a walled Irish eye towards his, oblivious to an Englishmans partiality for space between two people not connected by marriage.

There we are, then, she says with a shrug, and goes on with the dusting. Theyre all shrugging and dusting round here. Not on edge exactly, but fatalistic. Waiting to be blown apart. Henry isnt thinking like that, though; Henry is just waiting for himself to die. Theres a subtle political difference. Never mind poison gas in the Underground, never mind helicopters crop-dusting the city with anthrax, Henry sees whats coming as an entirely personal catastrophe, something between him and his Maker and no one else. Thats always been the trouble with Henry he has never been able to grasp the larger picture.

Rather than remain in his apartment while there is a corpse next door, Henry ventures out. This is not something Henry normally enjoys doing. Nothing to do with anthrax. Out, in Henrys view, is a madhouse. Historians of social lunacy will confirm that this is literally the case, that the mad have been let out of the asylums and allowed to walk the streets. But Henry doesnt mean that. By mad, nerve-strung Henry means revving when youre stationary and driving with your hand on your horn read that sexually if you like, but Henry has in mind incessant honking he means text messaging the person standing next to you, or being wired up so that you can speak into thin air, conversing with God is how it looks to Henry, or wearing running shoes when youre not running, or coming up to Henry with a bad face and a dog on a piece of string and asking him for money. Why would Henry give someone with a bad face money? Because of the dog? Because of the string?

But theres out and theres out, and this out, Henry concedes, beats others hes encountered. Still too much revving and honking and similar vehicular hectoring inevitable, given the triple-parking which is the custom here: people nipping out of their cars to say hello to other people who have nipped out of their cars to say hello, and people boxed in by both sorts having heart attacks on their horns but its a superior sort of hectoring, and the sports clothes, especially on the elderly, bespeak a greater gentility too, more cricketing and yachting than footballing due, presumably, to the proximity of Lords and the boating lake in Regents Park. As for the bad-faced men with dogs, they rarely venture this far into the comfort zones of NW8. Neither did Henry much before now. Henry isnt from here. As arent many of the people he sees in the street or bumps into in the lift, which accounts for much of the appeal the place has for him. Its better to be a stranger among strangers, Henry reckons, no matter how jumpy everyone is, than to be even partially at home among the indigenous.

Prior to NW8, Henry had lived postcodeless and with the semi-permanent headache of the never quite settled anywhere, with one dry foot on the cobblestones of the town and one wet one in the drains and delfs of a moor so dour it was a miracle a single flower could find the will to bloom there, and few did. Walkers came and marvelled, but walkers are only ever passing through. As for the natives, Henrys explanation to visitors to his rented crofters cottage was that they looked the way they did blunt-nosed, crook-backed, mole-blind as a consequence of never having moved from here since around about the end of the ice age, or whenever it was the great muds came. Their heads grew beneath their shoulders as a matter of adaptational imperative, Henry went on, and theyve never been able to find a way of prising them out since. Assuming this to be a complaint about his environment, the less subtle of Henrys visitors wondered what, in that case, he was doing living in a cold-water cottage by a delf. What did he expect, for Gods sake? At which Henry opened his eyes wide. He did not like people to talk ill of his heartlands. Ever since he could remember, Henry had woken up to a view fringed like an eyelash by the Pennines. The Pennines were his Mountains of Mourne. He attached lyrical significance to their green and purple. They were his Alps. They extended his conception of the possible. They were all foreignness and promise.

He should have stuck with the view. Down here, Henry is happier which tells you something, since he isnt happy or at least he is more at home being not at home. But he hasnt been here long. And wouldnt be here at all if he still had his job, or his youth, or someone to love. And if it werent for the accident of a luxurious southern apartment the one that has the dead old lady lying next door passing into his possession.

The luxurious apartment is another reason why Henry would rather be in than out. Crystal chandelier over his bed, sunken bath, electronic drapes press the keypad and the lights go on, the bath fills and the curtain closes Henry has never lived so graciously before. The sound system is so good he cannot locate the speakers, he just gets music wherever he goes. A white bare-breasted mermaid, Saudi Arabian in conception, conceals the lavatory cistern, promising to press herself against him when he sits. She has a plastic plug in each of her nipples, from which, Henry initially deduced, fountains must play, though why you would want fountains playing down the back of your neck when you visit the lavatory, Henry had no idea. In the end he worked out that the plugs were simply to protect the nipples when the seat went up. But he is still feeling his way round the place and hasnt given up finding fountains yet.

How it is that the apartment has passed into his possession Henry can explain, its the why thats the problem. Because theres a God, thats why, would be Henrys best shot, or at least his second-best shot at an explanation. Unless theres a devil and NW8 is earmarked for destruction. The how is much easier. An envelope popped through the letterbox of his moor-land cottage, thats how, just as he was considering his future, its contents a life-tenancy agreement with his name on he takes it to be a life tenancy anyway, though he cant be trusted to comprehend any piece of writing which isnt what his profession calls imaginative and a letter from Shapira and Mankowicz, Solicitors, outlining the terms of the gift, to wit an obligation, as per the enclosed lease, to make no noise, to house no pets, to let off no firearms, and otherwise to ask no questions, in return for which he can expect to live unhampered and be told no lies. Henry doesnt think its a mistake, Henry believes he can discern a bit of logic in it, but just in case hes wrong, just in case someone elses name should be on the lease, another Henry Nagel even more deserving than he is, he means to enjoy his good fortune before its taken away from him again. Like life itself.

Not that Henry wants much more from the inside than he expects from the out. He doesnt riot in the sunken bath, or go to sleep with the chandeliers ablaze. Mainly he potters about in a kimono (an affectation), makes tea in a samovar (another affectation but then its all affectation in the twenty-first century, doing anything that isnt slobbing about in running shoes with writing on them is affectation) and searches for peace in his heart. He likes it that he can see London from any of his windows, Regents Park, the Zoo, the Mosque, Lords Cricket Ground, the towers of the City. Better than the hills, all that. It means that life is out there if you want it, which Henry doesnt, but he is grateful for being given the choice. You need life to be out there if you are going to find peace in your heart.