Howard Jacobson - The Mighty Walzer

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4.1 The Rules

SMALL BEGINNINGS. The principle of the oak tree, and the secret of the successful artist, politician, sportsman. Nice and easy does it. A box of Woolworths watercolours for your birthday, a volume of Churchills speeches, a cricket bat or a pair of boxing gloves in your Christmas stocking. And then the slow awakening of genius.

Softly, softly, catchee monkey.

No small beginnings or slow awakenings for me, though. My sporting life was shot through with grandiosity from day one.

Grandiosity was in the family. On my fathers side. Normally, when I speak of the family I seem to mean my fathers side. Make what you like of that. My mothers side went in for reserve. And that too was something my sporting life was shot through with from day one. Can you be simultaneously grandiose and reserved? Not without great cost to yourself, you cant. But lets stick to my fathers side to begin with, if only because my mothers side wouldnt want to be intruding itself on anyones notice so early in the piece.

And lets pin it to a date. August 5, 1933. Dates are important in sport. They remind us that achievement is relative. One day someone will run a mile in zero time; thanks to improved diet and training methods they will cross the tape before theyve left the blocks. But back in the fifties four minutes looked pretty fast. On August 5, 1933, the first ever World Yo-Yo Championships were held in the Higher Broughton Assembly Rooms, not far from where the River Irwell loops the loop at Kersal Dale, on the Manchester/Salford borders. From my grandparents chicken-coop house in Hightown my father could walk to the Higher Broughton Assembly Rooms in twenty minutes. That was on an ordinary day. On August 5, 1933, he walked it in zero time. Excitement. He was twelve years old. And carrying his Yo-Yo in a brown Rexine travelling-bag.

The Yo-Yo craze had swept the country the year before. Cometh the hour, cometh the toy. A Yo-Yo was the perfect Depression analgesic. Every unemployed person could afford to own one. It passed the time while you were hanging around on corners or standing in a bread queue. And it conveyed a powerful subliminal message nothing stays down for ever. Its even possible that in some sort of way Yo-Yos were seen as an antidote to Fascism. Not just because of the multiplicity of bright colours they came in but because they bred individualism, introversion even. A kid playing with his Yo-Yo was a kid not marching behind Oswald Mosley. This may have been one of the reasons the Yo-Yo craze lasted so much longer in Manchester, which was a Black Shirt stronghold, than anywhere else. Though for the most likely explanation of Manchesters irresistible rise to Yo-Yo capital of the world you need look no further than the weavers shuttle. Theyd been spinning cotton here for two hundred and fifty years; theyd been weavers of wool, slubbers of silk, distaffers of haberdashery, ribboners and elasticators, for centuries prior to that. Wristiness was in their blood the way grandiosity was in mine. Playing with a Yo-Yo was no more than theyd been trained to do since the Middle Ages.

In the face of an adeptness as ancient and inwrought as that, it was fantastical of my poor father to suppose he had a hope of impressing at the World Championships, let alone of lifting the title itself, on which hed set his heart. He may have been Mancunian in the sense that hed begun his life in a Manchester hospital bed Its a lad! were the very first words he heard, and a biggun too but there had been no other Mancunian of any size in our family before him, and you cant expect to barge into an alien culture and lift all it knows of touch and artistry in a single generation. Bug country, that was where we came from, the fields and marshes of the rock-choked River Bug, Letichev, Vinnitsa, Kamenets Podolski around there. And all wed been doing since the Middle Ages was growing beetroot and running away from Cossacks.

He couldnt count on much support at the Assembly Rooms either. The only person hed told that he was competing was his father. And he only told him on the morning of the competition.

I imagine my grandfather sitting in his rocking-chair, looking into space, listening to the ticking of a clock. Grandfather clock, you see. Thats how we make our associations. Though in fact he wasnt anybodys grandfather then. The rocking-chair wont be accurate either that too belongs to a later time. But Id be right about him looking into space. The one thing he wouldnt have been doing was reading. There were no books and no newspapers on my fathers side. I dont mean few, I mean none. Although he owned reading-glasses towards the end of his life, and liked opening and closing them, I never once saw my father reading anything except the instructions that came with whatever new shmondrie he was playing with and the notes my mother wrote (in capital letters and on lined paper) to help him with his patter when he was standing on the back of his lorry pitching out chalk ornaments on Oswestry market. He was so unfamiliar with books that when I presented him with mine (mine, ha! some book, forty pages of black and white diagrams and dotted lines, illustrating the hows of the high-toss service and the topspin lob), he marvelled that Id gone to the expense of having a special copy printed with the dedication for my father, Joel Walzer, who taught me to aim high. Dad, its not a special copy, I had to explain to him, theyre all dedicated to you. Its called a print run.

All of them? Sheesh! Thats very nice of you, Oliver.

After that he took it everywhere with him he would have taken the whole print run everywhere with him had it been practical even to bed, my mother told me, where hed sit up and stare at it for hours on end. I think Im beginning to get the hang of this, he told her one night. I asked her if she knew how far hed got. Yes, she did as a matter of fact. Hed got to the bottom of the page opposite the dedication to him, where it says This book is copyright. Apart from any fair dealing for the purposes of private study, research, criticism, or review, no part may be reproduced without the prior permission of the publisher.

But then who has time for books when theyve a living to earn? And when their heads full of big plans.

And big disappointments.

What my grandfather actually said on the morning I imagine him looking bookless into space I know from my father. He said, Keep your voice down.

Its all right, shes upstairs.

And stairs dont have ears? Use your loaf. Do you want to kill her?

He did quite want to kill her, yes. They both did. But the real issue was did he want her to kill him. No, he said.

Then hob saichel! Keep your voice down. What time are you on?

My father wasnt sure what time he was on. Only that he was contestant No. 180.

My advice to you, my grandfather whispered to him, looking anxiously at the ceiling, above which prowled the snorting beast, my grandmother, is not to watch the previous one hundred and seventy-nine. Go somewhere quiet. See if you can find a dark place to sit, or better still lie down. And dont show your face till they call your number. Now geh gesunterhait. If I can get away to come and watch you, I will. But if I cant, have mazel.

He knew about nerves, my grandfather. Not as much as my mothers side knew about nerves, but he knew specifically about stage nerves, which they didnt. He had once auditioned to be a Midget Minstrel for the Childrens Black and White Christy Minstrel Troupe. Its been said of all the men in my family fathers side, fathers side that we are built like brick shithouses. The shit part I take to be gratuitous; the house, however, gets something about our rectilineal outline. Even as a boy my grandfather was well on the way to being that hugely comical hexahedral shape, like a walking sugar cube (except, of course, that as a Christy Minstrel he was expected to be black), which he subsequently bequeathed to my father and indeed to me. That was what failed him his audition. You cant be a Midget Minstrel at five feet nine and three-quarter inches in all directions. He could have made it as a lyric tenor maybe, but for my grandfather these were the Jolson not the Caruso years. What he wanted was to jerk around, to be loose-limbed, not to stand like a shlump in a monkey-suit and hit high notes. He liked blacking-up, rolling his eyes, playing the banjo, telling Mr Interlocutor jokes and tap-dancing. Photographs still in my possession suggest that his glove work must have been excellent and that he could have out-horripilated anyone in the business. No small mastery of Western ways for someone who had been carried all the way from Zvenigorodka tied in a shawl like a leaking picnic lunch only a dozen years before.