Kevin Barry - Dark Lies the Island

A kiss that just wont happen. A disco at the end of the world. A teenage goth on a terror mission. And OAP kiddie-snatchers, and scouse real-ale enthusiasts, and occult weirdness in the backwoods

Dark Lies the Island is a collection of unpredictable stories about love and cruelty, crimes, desperation, and hope from the man Irvine Welsh has described as the most arresting and original writer to emerge from these islands in years. Every page is shot through with the riotous humour, sympathy and blistering language that mark Kevin Barry as a pure entertainer and a unique teller of tales.

Kevin Barrys debut story collection, There Are Little Kingdoms, won the Rooney Prize in 2007. His first novel, City of Bohane, was published in 2011 and shortlisted for the Hughes and Hughes Irish Novel of the Year and the Costa First Novel Award. His short fiction has appeared widely on both sides of the Atlantic, in publications such as Best European Fiction, The Granta Book of the Irish Short Story and the New Yorker.

EARLY ONE SUMMER morning, I sat with her among the rooftops of the city and the fat white clouds moved slowly above us it was so early as to be a city lost in sleep, and she was really very near to me. My want for her was intense and long-standing three months, at least; an eternity and I was close enough to see the opaque down of her bare arms, each strand curling like a comma at its tip, and the tiny scratched flecks of dark against the hazel of her eyes. She was just a stretch and a clasp away. The city beneath was lost to the peaceful empty moments of 5 a.m. it might be a perfect Saturday of July. All I had to do was make the move.

Nor was it my imagination that her shoulder inclined just slightly towards me, that there was a dip in the way she held it, the shoulder bare also beneath the strap of her vest top. The shoulders dip must signal an opening.

Now I dont want to sound painfully cool here? I said.

I believe you, she said.

But you may be looking at the man who introduced Detroit techno to the savages of Cork city.

We talked about the music and the clothes and the pills and the hours we had spent together the nightclub, and then the party at the flat that was rented by friends, all of whom were panned out inside now, asleep or halfways there, and we had climbed onto the rooftop to smoke a joint and see the day come through. Every line had the dry inflected drag of irony feeling was unmentionable. We talked about everything except the space between us.

I sat on my hands.

I thought about maybe kissing her shoulder. How would that be for a move? It would be the work of two seconds a lean-to, a planting of the lips, a withdrawal. And a shy little glance to follow.

I should maybe think about going, she said.

I really needed to make the move.

Dont yet, I said.

The pool of silence that was the city beneath us was broken but infrequently a scratch of car noise from a cab rank, the tiny bark of a dog from high in the estates somewhere, very distant, the sound of the traffic lights turning on the corner of Washington Street and Grand Parade. Across the way the church and its steeple, the grey of old devotion, the greened brass of its dome.

I turned towards her and I looked at her directly and her eyes braved me to make the move.

So any plans for Saturday? I said.

I read again the disappointment in her she was urging me on but onwards I could not make ground.

Depends, she said.

Her shoulder dipped a fraction again. Now was the moment. I sat on my hands and looked out across the rooftops and saw nothing, registered nothing but the hard quickening beat of my heart.

So hows it you know Cecille again? I said.

She sighed and explained the connection it was through the university, they had shared a place on Frenchs Quay as first years.

And-how-do-you-know-Cecille?

She said it in an exaggeratedly bored tone an automated drone, the words running into each other; a mockery.

The flat high on Washington Street was Cecilles Cecille had in her bedroom loudly been fucking some boy for most of the night; Cecille had no trouble ever making the moves.

Cecilles had a good night anyway, I said.

Yeah, she said.

Maybe I should just ask, I thought. Can I kiss you? How would that sound?

A gull descended to the lip of the churchs roof. Across the breadth of the street, the mad stare of its eye was vivid and comical and a taunt to me.

I allowed my left hand to emerge from beneath my buttock and I let it travel the space between us, along the cool stone of the ledge, and I placed my fingers lightly on hers.

No response.

I listened for a change in her breathing but nothing. She was still even and steady and I turned to look at her and blithely still she looked out and across the rooftops. She did not incline her head towards me. And she did not speak at all.

I drew back my fingers but only by an inch or two.

I looked to see if she would withdraw her hand to a safer distance but she did not.

She breathed evenly.

Hard rasps of jungle panic ripped at my chest inside.

I thought whats the worst that can happen here? The worst that can happen is I lurch and she recoils. So much worse not to try.

So all I have to do now, I said, is make the move.

Jesus Christ, she said.

What?

Youre killing this stone dead, she said.

But she did not get up from the ledge. She did not leave my side. She allowed the silence to swell and fill out again. Now birdsong taunted from the direction of Bishop Lucey Park. What if I left it to her to make the move? Procreation would end and the world would stop spinning.

The birdsong rose up now and strung its notes along the rooftops and linked them in a jagged line, the rise and fall of the steeples and chimneys was as though a musical notation. There was dead quiet from the flat inside. The last awake, we had the morning to ourselves.

I really like you, I said.

Okay, she said.

I mean really really.

So very hard to put the words out but they were on the air and at their work now. I turned to look at her and she turned but to look away. I saw that a flush had risen to her cheek. The perfect knit of her collarbone as it turned, and flawless brown from a good June the smooth curve of the shoulder. Like rounded stone made smooth by water. It was as if my words had just flown up into the white sky above and softly imploded there, as if an answer was not needed.

Okay, I said.

This meant everything. All of summer would be coloured by this. She did not seem to breathe then. I kept my eyes fixed on her, as she looked anywhere but at me, and I counted the seconds away as she did not turn to face me.

In my evil dreams I had seen myself approach her with lascivious intent with a cold thin cruel sexual mouth just parted slight-ways and I went deep then to find a way to make this suave magic come real. Still, something in her presence unmanned me; perhaps it was the sense that I was aiming too high. She was really quite beautiful.

Turn to me, I said.

She laughed but it was only a tiny laugh and it had the trace of shock in it I was forceful now out of nowhere.

And she turned to me.

I leaned in without pause I did not allow the words to jumble up in my head and forbid me and I placed my lips on hers.

She responded well enough the opening of the lips was made, our jawbones worked slowly and devoutly, but we did not ascend to the heavens; the kiss did not take.

After I dont know how long maybe half a minute, maybe a little more she placed very lightly on my chest the tips of her fingers and the tiny pressure she applied there told me it was over, already, the pressure was of a fuse that fed directly from her heart. Gently so with her fingertips she pushed me back to break the kiss.