Sjón - Moonstone: The Boy Who Never Was

The October evening is windless and cool. There is a distant throb of a motorcycle. The boy puts his head on one side to get a better fix on the sound. Holding it still, he tries to work out the distance; to hear if the bike is coming closer or moving away; if its being ridden over level or marshy ground, or up the stony slope on the town side of the hill.

A low groan escapes the man standing over the kneeling boy. With his back pressed to the cliff, the man appears to have merged with his own shadow, become grafted to the rock. He groans again, louder, in increasing frustration, thrusting his hips so his swollen member slides to and fro in the boys mouth.

The boy expels a breath through his nose. He sucks the penis more firmly between his lips and resumes the rhythmic back-and-forth movements of his head. But he does so more slowly, more quietly, than before, alternately rubbing the dome of the cock against his soft palate and wrapping his tongue around its shaft. That way he can do both at once: fellate the man and listen. Hes good at identifying the model by ear. There arent that many bikes in Iceland, after all, and their owners have taken to tuning them according to their own ideas in the hope of coaxing more power out of them. This could well be an Indian: the stroke of its engine is sharper than a Harley-Davidsons.

He closes his eyes. Yes, not just any Indian but the Indian. Its for this that he has studied the sounds; to distinguish this one from all the rest. Hes sure now that the motorcycle is drawing nearer, approaching up the slope. In no time at all it will breast the crown of the hill, from where the ground falls away to the eastern edge, beneath which is the cliff and he himself on his knees, with the gentleman in his mouth.

The man pushes against the movements of the boys head, which tells the boy hes close to finishing. As he sucks, he grips the mans cock in his hand and rubs it fast, in time to the throbbing of the engine, tightening his grip whenever the bike accelerates and the engine sings. It has the desired effect. The man presses himself harder against the cliff. Mumbled words escape from between his clenched teeth; snatches of the lewd scenes he is staging in his mind.

The counterpoint between the ever-louder throbbing of the engine and the movements of head and hand causes the boys flesh to stiffen as well. And although he had been intending to save himself this evening, he cannot resist slipping his free hand into his trouser pocket and stroking himself in time to his servicing of the man.

From the summit of the hill comes an infernal roar. The man is now groaning frantically, in competition with the engine noise.

Is she going over?

The question flashes through the boys mind, but he has no time to wait for an answer: the penis swells abruptly in his mouth. He pinches the root with his fingers and evades the mans hand as it fumbles for the back of his neck to press him close. When the boy releases his grip, the semen spurts onto the withered leaves of the small willow that is waiting out the winter there.

The motorcycle skids to a halt on the brink. Dirt and gravel rain down on man and boy. With a stifled cry, the man peels himself and his shadow from the cliff face. He begins buttoning his fly with trembling hands, glancing around for an escape route. The boy rises to his feet and steps into the mans path. He is a head taller than the gentleman. Without a word the man flings a crumpled banknote at him and hastens away in the direction of town. The boy smooths out the note and grins; there are two of them, a whole fifteen krnur.

On top of the cliff the Indians engine shuts off.

Silence falls.

She appears on the brink like a goddess risen from the depths of the sea, silhouetted against the backdrop of a sky ablaze with the volcanic fires of Katla; a girl like no other, dressed in a black leather overall that accentuates every detail it is intended to hide, with black gloves on her hands, a domed helmet on her head, goggles over her eyes, and a black scarf over her nose and mouth.

The girl pulls down the scarf and pushes up the goggles onto her helmet. Her lips are as red as blood, her eyes ringed with kohl that makes her powdered skin appear whiter than white.

Slborg Gudbjrnsdttir, Sla G.

The boy whispers:

I knew it!

His lips form the name of her double:

Musidora

* * *

Its been more than a year since the boy discovered this girl. As if for a split second he had been granted X-ray vision and could see her as she really was.

He had already known her name, where she lived, who her parents were, the company she kept for they are contemporaries, and in a town of fifteen thousand those of the same age cannot help but be aware of one another but her world was quite out of reach, far above his rung of society, so he had paid no more attention to her than to others of her kind.

He had made his discovery at a Saturday matinee screening of The Vampires at the Old Cinema. He was sitting in his usual spot, feeling irked by the whispers and giggles emanating from a group of kids his own age in the better seats in front. But just as he was about to yell at them to pipe down, people were here to enjoy the film, not the noisy petting of bourgeois brats, he heard one of the girls say she was fed up with ruining the show for the others.

It was when the girl stood up to leave that it happened. The instant her shadow fell on the screen they merged she and the character in the film. She looked around and the beam of light projected Musidoras features onto her own.

The boy froze in his seat. They were identical.

* * *

The boy hears a call from the top of the cliff:

Mni Steinn Karlsson, I know youre there!

He retreats farther into the willow scrub.

The girl draws a red scarf from the pocket of her overall, throws it over the cliff, and watches it float down to earth. She lingers. But when it becomes clear that the boy is not going to give in, she bursts out laughing and turns on her heel.

The motorcycle starts up and she rides away.

The boy emerges from his hiding place. He picks up the scarf and raises it to his nose. The silky-soft material is still warm from the girls body, still redolent of feminine sweetness.

O Sla G

The boy heads homeward over the marsh. As he nears the first houses, he makes a detour west around Sklavarda Hill and up Njardargata so no one will be able to tell where hes coming from.

At the top of the street he pauses by the northern wall of the Einar Jnsson Sculpture Gallery and peers around the corner. Although its past midnight, theres still a small crowd gathered on the hill to watch the Katla eruption: drunkards, policemen, laborers, newspaper reporters, university men armed with telescopes, three women, a poet with a hip flask, and waifs and strays like himself.

The gathering is free from the rowdiness that usually attends any congregation of this group after sunset they emit no shrieks or gusts of singing. When not conversing in low voices they gaze intently at the light show in the east, where the volcano is painting the night sky every shade of red, from scarlet through violet to crimson, before exploding the canvas with flares of bonfire yellow and gaseous blue.