I dedicate this book to the glory and honor of Jesus Christ, the Blessed Virgin Mary, and the Catholic Church; and with love and gratitude to my parents, Bernard and Gretchen Madrid, who gave me the greatest gifts of all: life and the Catholic faith. May God reward you.
To my wife, Nancy, our children, Jonathon, Bridget, Timothy, Hillary, Maximilian, Madeline, Judith, and Baby Number Eight (due in early 1995), and to Sr. Judith, O.C.D. Thanks for your patience and encouragement. I love you.
I thank the contributors for being willing to share the details of their conversions with me and with the world. I pray that their testimonies to the truth will help many come to Christ. My thanks to Scott and Kimberly Hahn; to Mark and Martha Matia, Gerry and Nell Hackbarth, and Patrick and Rosemary Trask, for their efforts to see this book to completion; to Gerry Gawronski and John Gecik, for their vital technical assistance; and special thanks to my colleague Karl Keating.
T he practice of telling the story of ones conversion has been around as long as Christianity has. Since Pauls testimony in Galatians 2 (cf. Acts 9:19) of his experience with Christ on the Road to Damascus, to Augustines Confessions, to our own day, thousands have recounted their journey to Christ and his Church. Yet, we seem always to be asking for more. So, what made you decide to become Catholic? is a question I never tire of asking. And from every convert I hear a different story.
None of the conversion testimonies youre about to read is like another. These people come from different backgrounds. Theyre scholars, pastors, teachers, preachers, and writers. They have different personalities. They followed different roads to Rome. Yet, the title of this book, Surprised by Truth, sums up every one of these stories, because each relates the earnest quests of persons seeking the whole truth about Christ, and each describes the surprise discovery that the truth of Christin scripture, history, and logiclies in the Catholic Church.
When C. S. Lewis wrote of his personal passage from atheism to Christianity, the title, Surprised by Joy, reflected his emotion at finding himself a Christian. As he mentions in the preface to that book, he wrote his conversion testimony partly in response to the frequent experience of people asking him his reasons for converting. Theyd listen and then say, What! Have you felt that too? I always thought I was the only one! As I read this book you now hold, I kept having the same sense of What! You too?
Ive often thought of my own journey to Rome as a mystery story, a horror story, and a love story. Sometimes being surprised by truth is initially being horrified by truth. The Catholic Church has the truth? The fullness of the truth? Confronting this fact is a gut-wrenching agony for staunch, Bible-based Evangelical Protestants whove thought and taught, largely because of misunderstandings and prejudice, that Catholics are not even Christians. And beyond the interior struggles are the external obstacles: career derailment; loss of salary, benefits, pension, and financial security; alienation from family, friends, and colleagues. Conversion to Catholicism means hardship, sacrifice, and often loneliness. It means following Jesus all the way to the Cross.
And for what? Once someone snidely remarked to Steve Wood that he became Catholic for the money.
No, not for the money, Steve replied. But I did do it for the riches.
We converts have been made so rich. We have been given wealth beyond our wildest dreams! What words can express the sense of the child who, after passing through a series of orphanages and foster homes, finds himself standing in the doorway of an unfamiliar mansion staring into the loving faces of long-forgotten family members? He is reintroduced to his Father, Almighty God, and to Mary, his mother and queen, who is standing, arms outstretched in welcome, next to his elder brother, King Jesusin the midst of that glorious company of angelic and saintly siblings who stretch forth from heaven to earth and under the earth. Can you imagine a holier homecoming or a more royal reunion? Few joys surpass the ones related here by these former theological stepchildren who have finally come home.
The anguish endured is not worth comparing to the riches gained: the Holy Eucharist, the pope, the magisterium, the sacraments, Mary, the saintsthe splendor of Christ mirrored in his Church. Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord (Phil. 3:8).
Then the horror turns to surprise, and surprise turns to delight, and bliss, and fire, and a desire to share all this with others. Loneliness fades away as one discovers more and more people who have also been surprised by truth.
While reading each of these incredible journeys, I laughed, cried, grunted affirmations, and basically relived my own journey into the Catholic Church. I heard echoes of my own struggles in their words. I relived the anguish I experienced on that lonely and sometimes frightening path of conversion, and I relived the deep, abiding joy of coming home.
But enough. Read these stories. Theyre prayerful, heavy-on-doctrine, evangelical, scriptural witnesses of people who discovered that what they had once thought was the most unbiblical church is really the Church of the Bible.
Scott Hahn
C onversion is a form of martyrdom. It involves the surrender of oneselfbody, mind, intellect, and faith to Christ. It requires docility and a willingness to be led to the truth, and for many, the truth lies in a direction where you do not want to go (John 21:1819).
Each of us is called to embrace this martyrdom. Catholics, who have been given the great privilege of membership in Christs Church, are called to the daily surrender of living its teachings and striving, by Gods grace, to grow in virtue and holiness. Non-Catholics are called to this also, but they must first heed Jesus Christs invitation to enter into the fullness of his truththe Catholic Church. For some, this particular act of surrender to Christbecoming Catholicis joyful and easy. For others, it is frightening and difficult. For many, it is abhorrent.
But martyrdom is also joyful. The Lord Jesus promised, Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. He who loves his life loses it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. If anyone serves me, he must follow me; and where I am, there shall my servant be also; if anyone serves me, the Father will honor him (John 12:2426).