Joy Meredith - My Last Wishes...: A Journal of Life, Love, Laughs, & a Few Final Notes

A JOURNAL OF

LIFE,

LOVE,

LAUGHS

& A FEW

FINAL NOTES

To

My guardian angels
Ted, Christopher, and Nonne,
who inspire me!

My best friends
Julie, Cheryl, Jennifer, Karen, and
especially Ann,
who laugh with and love me!

And to Joy,
who truly sees me!

W omen spend a year planning their wedding, men a whole afternoon choosing their fantasy football picks, and both at least several weeks deciding on a place to call home. Thats life! The weird thing is most people spend no time discussing or planning how they want the final part of their lives to go. Think about it: a year planning a party that lasts four hours? Hey, what about a little planning for the ever after that follows?

In My Last Wishes its time to start thinking about how you want the final part of your life to play out. If youre asking yourself, But Joy, how do I know if and when this book is for me? Well, if youre over 18, not currently living in your parents basement (you might have bigger issues that need your attention), have a pulse, your sanity, and possess even one of the following: a set of dishes, a color TV, a car, or a childthen this book is for you!

See, it doesnt matter how far into your future its going to happen; we are all going to die (at least according to the latest scientific findings at the time this book was printed). And once we have all the tricky questions answered, we can sit back and enjoy whatever amount of time we have leftwhether its fifty days or fifty years. So instead of hiding from it, lets be strong and view this as a great opportunity to look at our lives, convey love to those we cherish, and celebrate the life we have yet to live.

I myself have lost quite a few loved ones: two of the most important men in my life (including my first love and my great love), all of my grandparents, a high school friend, a sorority sister, a couple of coworkers, and several other friends and relatives. Unfortunately more than one of them had no idea it was going to be their time to go; shocking as it might seem, illness and death can show up at the most unexpected and inconvenient of times. Besides, having attended more than my share of funerals, I often wonder what my own service will be like. Dont pretend you havent thought about it! We all wonder who will come, who will cry (not that I want people to be devastated, but a tear or two might be touching), or even what our obituaries will say. Why wait? Lets start looking into our lives and take a quick peek at deaths while we can still enjoy the view from a distance.

To make sure we are all on the same page, I want to be clear that this book is not a legal document. Rather its a place to capture your thoughts, a springboard for conversations with loved ones and caregivers, and a planning assistant for when it comes time for your wishes to be honored. Imagine, if your wishes have been laid out clearly, the weight that will be lifted from your loved ones left with the task of following through on your requests. They may not pull it off perfectly, but at least they will have some insight into what you wanted, and a guide to help them make it happen.

Note: This book is written to share information in case you are dealing with others end-of-life situations, as well as contemplating your own. So sometimes I refer to you, sometimes to me, and sometimes Im just talking about the subjects in general. And although it should go without saying, Im going to say it anyway: Fill out as much or as little in this book as you want. The most important thing is for you to have the conversation with your family and then get as much of it down in writing (hopefully with legal documentation) as possible. If you whiz through the book and cover the basics with your family, youve done more than the majority of the population!

WARNING: Before we begin, know that even though this is a very valuable and practical book, it is also designed (by me) to be humorous (you know, a spoonful of sugar to help the medicine go down?). While I realize not everyone may share my same sense of humor (my sister thinks the odds are about 3:5) my hope is that youll enjoy it for what it is. And if for some reason you are not amused by something or if it offends you, feel free to scratch it out (I wont mindreally).

That said, let me also clarify that I am absolutely not pro-death. I want to be around a long time, and I want my loved ones to be around a long time, too. I mention this because some might find my bluntness and humor to be a little too direct. Ive designed it this way, however, with the sincere desire that this book initiates the frank discussion youve always meant to have with your loved ones about your life (including your end of life). I know I would have loved for the people I have loved and lost to have had this discussion with me; it would have saved me a lot of tears and heartache. Luckily for me, I get to honor their memories with this book; and luckily for you, you get to honor your loved ones by using this book while youre still alive and magnificent!

So take a deep breath, and lets have some fun with it.

W hats life all about? Yeah, Im not sure either. The better question might be: Hows your life going? Before we even get into a discussion about death, lets take a quick look at your life and see if there are some things to be noted there. How many of us have actually taken the time to tell our loved ones all that we want them to know about our lives? Now is your chance.

The following questions will help get you in the frame of mind to start pinpointing who and what is important in your life. First, lets look at the love in your life.

Love

Who do you want to know you love them?

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Who do you love that you havent told?

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What would happen if you died today? Have you told the people youve listed how much you love them? What are you waiting for? Love is the only totally renewable, never depleting resource we can generate on our own so stop being stingy. Youll never run out!

A few more love notes:

Who was your first love? ___________________________________

Who is the love that got away? _______________________________

Who is the love of your life? ________________________________

Friends

Who are your favorite friends?

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Who is your oldest friend? __________________________________

Who is your best friend? ____________________________________

Who is your most trusted friend? ____________________________

Who is your funniest friend? ________________________________

Who gives you the best advice? _____________________________

What was it? ______________________________________________