Knox - Enraged: Iron Vex MC Book 1

The only sensible way to live in this world is without rules

~Unknown

Rage

Ive been a shit father through and through. Never have I been what she was worthy of. Yet she still shows me some sort of compassion, even when I dont deserve it. My daughter, Tala, doesnt dare go by her real name. Instead, she has a road name as well. Her road name makes me swell with pride because it embodies every aspect of her personality. Tala goes by Boss, and it shows.

Ive done a lot of things wrong in my life, but I think I did something right when it came to her. Staying away from her when she was a kid kept her from turning into me. I wanted more for her. Fuck, I wanted better than the shit I had to deal with at her age. Fast forward to now, and shes grown into a strong, feisty woman. All in all, shes just like her mother. Every time I look at her, I see her mom. Its like Im looking at a ghost.

We named her Tala because it translates to some meaning of star in Filipino. I say we, but in all reality, it was her mothers doing. I didnt have a say. All I did was stick my cock in her and give her a great deal of grief for eighteen years. Even now, its still hard to believe that my daughter has a name that insinuates shes light and bright. Meanwhile, I fathered her, and I know my darkness floods through her veins.

Whats wrong? You asked to stay here. She peers over her desk and stares at me. Im sitting on a leather couch across the room. Its not a big room, but its all I need for now. I doubt Ill be staying here too long, but you never can tell.

Shaking my head, I respond. Nothing. Just wondering why youre letting me stay here. I wasnt exactly the best father to you growing up.

Boss chuckles, running her hand across the back of her neck, she moves her hair out of the way. No, you were the exact opposite. All of that is in the past, though. Youre still my blood, Dad. Closing her eyes, she takes a moment and then opens them. I know youre a monster. I cant find another word to even describe what you are, because there isnt another that is more fitting. Nonetheless, youre my family... the only family that I have left. It may be selfish, but I dont want anything to happen to you, no matter what youve done. Youre all I have left besides the club. Worry crosses her face, even though she tries so hard to cover it up. I think because were alone in her office shes letting her true feelings slip through. Ever since she was a little girl, shes always tried to act like things didnt bother her. The sad reality is that she takes it harder than most. The only difference is that she hides it all under a mask. Only those who truly know her understand her emotions. I doubt she has many people who know her, though.

I sit up a little straighter and take a good, hard look at her. Her tanned skin and jet-black hair accentuate her dark eyes. Sometimes, I have a hard time accepting that someone so beautiful could even be mine. Kid, youre gonna be alone one day. You wont be able to stop people from coming after me. Ive done a lot of shit, and Ive made a lot of decisions. Decisions that others dont like. Fuck, Tala, you know Im no good. Im the worst of the worst. We wont ever be able to stop the inevitable from happening.

I want to try. The way it comes out of her mouth tells me that she really isnt ready for me to die yet. All those times she told me that she wished I was dead back in her teenage years just went out the fuckin window. Looking up to me with sad eyes, she continues. I know it probably wont work, but I do want to try. You might have done some awful shit, Dad, but youre still my family. Im not just protecting you because of obligation. Its because I love you.

I cock an eyebrow at her. Are you telling me that youve been a Daddys girl all these years?

Oh, fuck you. Dont read too much into this. She stands up from her chair behind her desk and runs her hands over her jeans. I dont want to lie to you. I care, and I probably shouldnt, but I do.

I nod my head once at her, understanding what shes saying. Boss walks over to the closed door of her office, but before she heads out like Im assuming she will, she opens a cabinet door and pulls out a pillow and blanket. I hardly ever use my office as overflow. You should feel special.

Special isnt the right word for it. Thanks. Im sure Ill be very comfortable.

She mutters something under her breath that I cant quite make out and opens the door, but as my daughter leaves, another woman comes in. A young woman with some sort of rose gold hair approaches me. Her eyes are shaped with thick, black eyeliner but it just makes her hazel eyes pop even more. Her lips and cheeks match in a light pink color. For the first time in years, my attention didnt just go to her tits or ass, but now they are. She has a small, frail frame. Honestly, shes nothing special, but her eyes keep me trained on her. She cant be more than her mid to late twenties, and now Im thinkin shes some sort of special clubwhore.

Whats your name, darlin?

She brings her hand up and tucks a stray hair behind her ear, Im Gold. Listen, Im not here for the small talk. She comes over to me and unbuttons my jeans, digs her acrylic nails into my boxers and pulls my cock free. Licking her lips, she opens her mouth and fills it.

She bobs her head up and down, twirling her tongue around my head each time she does. I want to not like this girl, but I do. Part of me wants to wrap my hand around her throat and choke her until she cant breathe until her lips turn a lovely shade of violet. But I dont. I allow her to continue as she holds my balls in her hands, squeezing them every now and again.

Gold pulls her mouth away from my cock for a moment, offering her hand instead. My cock twitches while I think about unleashing my load across that face of hers. I wrap my hand in her hair and tug her close to my cock, slapping her hand away.