r.h. sin - Whiskey, Words and a Shovel II

other books by r.h. Sin Whiskey, Words, and a Shovel absence and peace. your absence taught me how to live without you time away taught me to find peace in being alone human flaw. we hide behind the human
condition of making mistakes using imperfection as an excuse to hurt those who love us expecting things to go back to how they once were after apologizing reminders. you kill your future by mourning the past sins request II. ex is short for exit this is what Ive come to realize stop leaving the door
open for someone who no longer deserves a key tangled. how quickly we become twisted tied and tangled within each other lost in a translation that only we can comprehend I understand your complex emotions flowing, crashing like waves within the ocean open for me to enter so good, I refuse to leave we get each other we know exactly what the other needs best revenge. how quickly we become twisted tied and tangled within each other lost in a translation that only we can comprehend I understand your complex emotions flowing, crashing like waves within the ocean open for me to enter so good, I refuse to leave we get each other we know exactly what the other needs best revenge.

I remember that feeling the cold air dancing on my
hands as they were the only
thing to be exposed I sat there on the balcony of the
apartment we shared I took a deep breath and yet this
heaviness remained sitting
within my chest it was in that moment that Id do
anything to watch you crawl in
pain it was in that moment that Id do
anything to make you feel the
way I did but then I realized that the best
revenge would be to become
more of everything you failed to
appreciate, everything youd
one day search for after the
world had its way with you and when you returned Id be gone enjoying myself, happy and
peaceful with someone stronger
than you were the search. I set out in search of love and
what I often found was chaos
and destruction hearts filled with malice and
souls that resemble winter eyes that wander and lips that
lie I set out in search of everything
that I couldve given myself and
I know that now all lies. they were all lies, she thought to
herself while picking up the
pieces of her own heart silence, my friend. Ive been hurting and I cant
find the words to explain what I
truly feel and if I could I dont believe youd be able to
comprehend the words within
my soul this is why I say nothing as if silence is my only friend encouragement I. stop teaching women how to
think like men, we rarely think dont encourage her to become
the very thing that continues to
destroy her dont encourage the type of
behavior that makes men appear
weak encourage women to be more of
who they were meant to be respectable, valuable, loving,
and strong intelligent and beautiful encourage her to be the type of
woman that sends weak men
running the other way a war with self. shes an angel with a filthy mind early December II. shes an angel with a filthy mind early December II.

I remember thinking that Id
never get to speak to you again
and so I wanted to tell you every
single thing that I could for the first time in my life, I
wanted to be completely
transparent and even though you were just a
stranger, you felt so familiar I didnt know you but I knew
you from somewhere maybe another time, a time
where most of our conversations
were pillow talk or most of our interaction was in
the midst of silence, lying
awake, late nights afraid to sleep because that
would mean temporarily leaving
one another I dont know, I just wanted to
tell you everything everything that you missed
while being distracted by
someone who wasnt me everything you missed while in
the arms of someone who didnt
deserve to hold you everything you missed while
confessing your love to
someone who failed to
reciprocate the things you
expressed that night, early December read closely. you miss the person you thought
he was youre in love with everything he used to be you hold on because your love
is unconditional youre up, thinking about him wanting his attention maybe a text, a call, maybe you
just want to lay up and cuddle but hes always doing this hes rarely around and it hurts thats what keeps you up at
night youre hurting right now and
hes probably asleep understand this life is too short to lose sleep
over a living nightmare I know you love him but you
have to love yourself more see, anyone not willing to
respect what you feel is not worthy of any type of
emotional response how many tomorrows will you
spend waiting for a man who
only deserves a place in your
yesterdays your future is uncertain because
your focus is on your rearview
mirror you cant get to where you need to
be focused on everything that
belongs behind you long distance. Id kill the distance to get to you tainted love II. you spoke of love but there was hatred in your
actions you spoke of love and yet all I felt was pain you spoke of love until I stopped listening to what
turned out to be a lie in the form of everything I
wanted to hear 11:50 p.m. its hard, its always been
difficult but I just think were
looking for the type of love that doesnt destroy us in the
end the type of love that helps us
evolve and grow its important to realize that this
type of love is only attainable once self-love is achieved rare. you cant keep blaming yourself
for someones inability to be the type
of mate you deserve I used to do that often lost in my own feelings made to feel as if my all wasnt
good enough when really I had the terrible habit of falling
for those who werent good
enough for me because I was unaware of my
own value cracks. here you are covered in cracks from falling and not being caught cracks from loving someone incapable of reciprocating everything you gave them and yet here you stand still beautiful still worthy of the love youve always given I wrote this for you flames. you felt like hell but I stayed
there in flames for a love that never
did exist in flames for a love you werent capable of giving broken beautiful. she was quiet but her silence screamed her silence told a story where words often failed her heart like winter dry air upon her lips as she exhaled after taking in all shed been through broken yet stronger hurt but wiser a few cracks in her foundation and still she remained beautiful... love 722. you drive me mad but make me laugh imperfect, our love but perfect for me losing to gain. we lose things to gain more and
sometimes what we lose isnt a
loss in time, your heart will heal in time, your heart will be ready
once more but only for someone
who is ready for you masks II. what I wanted was the most honest parts of your soul and what I received was everything I tried my hardest to avoid people wear masks too large to fit and in time you begin to realize that the face you see isnt really theirs in between sleep. my mind knows what my heart
continues to ignore Im tired but I cant find sleep lost, between the hours of 1 a.m.
and 3 restless under the same moon as
you eyes, the truth. smiling with sad eyes Ive seen what youve been hiding after 3. its after 3 a.m. and I cant sleep my mind wont quiet down and my soul cant help but wander lying here, still appearing peaceful but theres chaos deep within me struggling to close my eyes a smile. and I cant sleep my mind wont quiet down and my soul cant help but wander lying here, still appearing peaceful but theres chaos deep within me struggling to close my eyes a smile.