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Radiation Diaries tells of a month of radiotherapy treatment undergone when Janet Todd was president of a Cambridge college and while her father, in his 100th year, was approaching death, with skin cancer. The day-by-day treatment brought into her mind flashes from her early life in Bermuda and Ceylon with her father, in Ghana and Puerto Rico, as a young woman, along with stored poems from childhood. Written each morning and night, it tells of the terror she induced in herself with insomniac nights on the web, searching out percentages of recoveries and death, of alternative treatments. Her reactions will be common to others who spend time in hospital-land. Todds experiences and writings will inspire and help others with these illness and treatments, and those who care for them.
Unflinching in detail, Radiation Diaries will strike chords for anyone who has suffered a life-threatening illness, but the books message is positive, for the author lives well and has a new career. Now 75, she completed her term as President of a Cambridge college, while ill, published further books and became a grandmother. Now she maintains her academic career with speeches and lectures, has become a novelist, and travelled to launch her fiction in US and the UK, while still recovering. Surrounded by family and friends, she continues her peripatetic existence, albeit more by creative work from her imagination and via computer than by frequent exotic travels to the places she has lived and taught.
Janet Todd turns her renowned literary intelligence to her experience as a cancer patient. Original, forceful and often funny; there is no other cancer diary like it. The books clear-eyed detail is a reminder that indignity, pain and fear do not diminish memory, imagination or the self. Terri Apter, psychologist and author of Passing Judgment: Praise and Blame in Everyday Life

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Janet Todd novelist A Man of Genius 2016 and internationally renowned - photo 1

Janet Todd, novelist (A Man of Genius, 2016) and internationally renowned scholar, was until recently President of Lucy Cavendish College, Cambridge. Born in Wales, she grew up in Ceylon, Bermuda, and the UK. She was a Professor of English at Rutgers University, NJ, and at the Universities of East Anglia, Glasgow and Aberdeen. She has also worked as an academic in Ghana, Puerto Rico, and India. An expert on womens writing and feminism and co-founder of the journal Womens Writing, she has published biographies and critical work on many authors, including Jane Austen, the Shelley Circle, Mary Wollstonecraft, and Aphra Behn. Now an Honorary Fellow of Newnham College, she lives in Cambridge and Venice. She is completing her third novel, Dont You Know Theres a War On?

Praise for Janet Todds previous work

Fascinating, a page-turner and a delight Emma Donoghue

A quirky, darkly mischievous novel about love, obsession and the burden of charisma, played out against the backdrop of Venices watery, decadent glory

Sarah Dunant

Strange and haunting, a gothic novel with a modern consciousness

Philippa Gregory

Revealing, surprising, compelling

Miriam Margolyes, actress

A mesmerizing story of love and obsession in nineteenth-century Venice: dark and utterly compelling

Natasha Solomons

Intriguing, pacy and above all entertaining; a clever, beguiling, debut

Salley Vickers

Genuinely original

Antonia Fraser

A rip-roaring read

Michle Roberts, Sunday Times

Terrific insight. Todds sound and generous reimagining of womens lives is a splendid work

Publishers Weekly (Starred)

Mesmerizing and haunting pages from a gothic-driven imagination

Times Literary Supplement

Gripping, original, with abundant thrills, spills and revelations

The Lady

A haunting, sophisticated story

Sunday Times

A real knack for language with some jaw-droppingly luscious dialogue. I can see the authors pedigree in the story, style and substance of the book: think The Elegance of the Hedgehog

Geoffrey Jennings, Rainy Day Books

Janet Todd is one of the foremost feminist literary historians writing in this country. She has devoted her literary career to recovering the lives and works of women writers overlooked and disparaged by generations of male literary scholars

Lisa Jardine, Independent on Sunday

Janet Todd guides us with unfailing buoyancy and a wit all her own. [Behn] is now wondrously resurrected

Michael Foot, Evening Standard

Thorough and stimulating. A fascinating study

Maureen Duffy, Literary Review

Janet Todd, a feminist scholar, has done a great deal of groundbreaking scholarship on women writers of the long eighteenth century. [Her work] reads quickly and lightly. Even Todds throw-away lines are steeped in learning and observation. Todd has documented so ably the daring attempt of a woman to write, both for her daily bread and for immortal fame

Ruth Perry, Womens Review of Books

Radiation Diaries

Cancer, Memory and Fragments of a Life in Words

JANET TODD

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Fentum Press, London

Sold and distributed by Global Book Sales/Macmillan Distribution and in North America by Consortium Book Sales and Distribution, Inc., part of the Ingram Content Group.

Copyright 2018 Janet Todd

Janet Todd asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work

A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library

ISBN (paperback) 978-1-909572-17-1

Typeset by Palimpsest Book Production Limited, Falkirk, Stirlingshire, Scotland

Printed and bound in Great Britain by
CPI Group (UK) Ltd, Croydon CR0 4YY

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the prior permission of the publishers.

Contents

Radiation Diaries

Its near midwinter. I face over a month of whole pelvic radiotherapy. Being a wordy person, I need a verbal sedative: I resolve on a diary. The subject will be Life in Hospital-land.

Pro: a diary should prevent excessive talking of symptoms. As the president of a Cambridge college, I might embarrass colleagues whod be too polite to protest. Writing should deliver a little detachment?

Con: a diary will be indecorous and excremental. See Web descriptions of Side- and After-Effects.

The fox knows many things, the hedgehog only one. This enigmatic saying is often interpreted as the hedgehog knows how to escape.

Rolling into a ball and displaying prickles seems to me a good metaphor for fear.

7 December, Wednesday

Around 4 a.m. my panicky Web-searching focuses on percentages of recovery from 3 cancers strictly 2 cancers and a vault recurrence, but a little hyperbole is justified: treatment will be radical, serious, no half-and-half affair.

Sometimes the whole control group is dead after a year or so.

I think. A lifetime of reading and teaching reading and now I sit skimming words, unsure what Ive seen.

Back to bed. I burrow under the duvet and beg the bladder for a truce. It refuses. As if it knows.

The first cancer, 2 years ago, was bladder it weathered its chemo. Then came endometrial and now a vaginal recurrence, demanding this brutal radical treatment. Along with other organs down there, the chastened bladder will feel the fire. No wonder its terrified and shivering.

Up again in under 10 minutes.

Must be on the road by 7.20 with kind D, whose healthy mornings it was supposed to be his research leave will be ruled by this, caught in another persons ordeal.

Im too worried to drive. I visualise the grim concrete car park with me scraping its sharp pillars against the cars soft metal. The idea of the ageing car makes me almost teary. Aw shucks, as Goofy used to say. Dead I suppose by now.

I hate but lean into the uncommon dependence.

D will drive deftly and slowly and well always arrive early.

Should I have breakfast? Brown toast and an orange too much? A banana? I so want to do the right thing.

I put on my new hospital kit: baggy red skirt from Laura Ashley to keep parts aired, no more sleek Viyella trousers from Jaeger; long socks from M&S to avoid pantyhose; waist-high cotton knickers, no synthetic briefs.

Its pitch dark as we leave. The cars clammy. Were silent. No sign of dawn, cold, wintry.

Not my funeral, I say.

A little deaf, D doesnt hear.

What in me is dark illumine, I mutter. This time D catches the sound and the reference. Not seeing the relevance of Paradise Lost. Me neither.

Switch on the sun, please.

In my solitary mid-teens, I filled a 5-year diary, not with my life, but with worthy quotations from Colin Wilsons The Outsider and masters like Thomas Mann or Aldous Huxley, who threw out their phrases world-wearily as partial truths. In Polonius style. This above all: to thine own self be true. Sounds good till you unpack it, which I didnt then. Oh may I join the choir invisible recited at the Baptist social I assumed it implied dying to become a cherub trilling sweet notes: less jolly when I learnt it demanded daring rectitude.

Since abandoning my snippets, I havent looked in books for guidance. Just pleasure, exhilarating sometimes, consoling at others like a solitary walk by the sea. Im not finding much help from English Literature just now. Not even John Milton. Indeed, though useful in times of numbness, EngLit has never much served during the tumults and agitations of life.

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