Craven - Born in a Burial Gown

Caffeine Nights Publishing

Born in a Burial Gown

Mike Craven

Fiction aimed at the heart and the head...

Published by Caffeine Nights Publishing 2015

Copyright byMike Craven 2015

Mike Craven has asserted his right under the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1998 to be identified as the author of this work

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A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library ISBN: 978-1-910720-01-1

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As always, this book is dedicated to my wife, Joanne and my late mother, Susan Avison Craven. Without either, this wouldn't exist.

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Like any published book, the author is just one member of a team. Id therefore like to thank Morgen Bailey for her invaluable input early on in the process (her explanation of why I should be using the word began' rather than started continue to haunt me...), my editor, Emma who polished the novel beyond recognition and my friend, and fellow author, Graham Smith, for all his support and for convincing me to attend the marvellous Crime and Publishment event in 2014. Last but never least, Id like to take the time to thank Darren Laws of Caffeine Nights Publishing who spotted something worth pursuing in the rough manuscript I sent him a year ago.

Mike Craven 2015

It started as it always did, with a breeder. A married man with a burning need he couldnt sate at home. A married man wanting something discreet, something the boy had, and was willing to sell. Hed met him in the toilets of a club in Whitehaven. Nervous at first, the man had quickly gained his confidence and let out a stifled yell as he finished. After the money had exchanged hands, hed made the boy a proposition. In no position to negotiate, the arrangements were made quickly.

Each transaction the boy made carried a risk, he knew that. He was in the highest risk group of what was statistically the most dangerous profession in the world but sometimes there were no more choices left to make. Some breeders paid extra to bareback, increasing the risk of disease tenfold. Others hated what theyd just done and became violent. For some, violence was part of what they wanted, what they enjoyed, as if paying for sex gave them unlimited rights over someone else. The boys profession attracted a disproportionate amount of sadists. It wasnt just the breeders he feared. Roaming gangs of youths, eager to find someone with no social value to vent their frustrations on, were a constant threat. Even the police had been known to stick the boot in. Sometimes after enjoying the boys companionship.

Occasionally the violence went further than a beating. Sometimes men killed to keep their secrets. Hed known four others like him whod died before theyd reached thirty. One had been murdered, two had died from complications after being assaulted and the fourth had simply given up and hanged himself. It was a fool who thought he could beat the odds forever, and the boy was no fool. How would his time come? At the hands of a breeder or in a hospital bed, wasting away? He thought about his own mortality often.

But he wasnt thinking about it that night.

This breeder had been different. He was kind. Hed found the boy somewhere to sleep. So that night he was warm, he was safe, and had something to look forward to. Earlier, hed played the game and won. Now he could enjoy the spoils.

That night he wasnt thinking about death.

Perhaps he should have been.

Kicked out of the family home at the age of eleven when his stepfather had made his mother choose between them, the boy had spent sporadic years in various childrens homes before finally being abandoned by everyone.

A friend, and despite what had happened to him since, he still thought of him as a friend, had lured him into the trade with promises of more money than hed ever seen before.

For the first few years, his friend had been right.

He often thought of what he called his golden age, when the heightened value of youth meant he was in demand. He could charge what he wanted, choose whom he wanted, and always had cash in his pocket. Hed thought he was happy then. But boys in his line of work reach a sell-by date. It was a gradual decline. Previously loyal customers moved to younger, fresher products. His value decreased at the same rate as his age and before long, he was struggling to survive. Without the USP of youth, he had no choice but to drop his prices. Ten years ago a breeder would have happily paid two hundred pounds for an hour of his time. Soon he was struggling to get twenty pounds for what were becoming increasingly extreme acts.

And like countless boys before him, he tried to blot out the violence and depravity meted out to him by taking heroin. As his drug use spiralled out of control, his appearance deteriorated and his value plummeted until he was reduced to selling blowjobs in dank pub toilets for a fiver a time. Unable to afford essentials like rent or food, he became a street creature; homeless, and penniless, surviving anyway he could. In the previous year, hed been strangled to unconsciousness twice, raped four times and beaten more times than he could count.

But two weeks ago, hed had a break. A breeder hed been with had offered him a place to stay during the night. Free of charge. The only cost was repaying the favour every morning. A favour for a favour. Somewhere warm and safe in exchange for something hed done a thousand times before. The boy had accepted happily. He was still there. Sleeping safely at night, repaying the favour first thing when the breeder arrived. The boy had to leave after the act was over, forced to stay away during the day until the place was empty and he could let himself in again. A daily routine he and the breeder were happy with.

Earlier that day, hed scored another job and surprisingly, the man paid more money than normal. He supposed he was new to the game and didnt know what was a fair price. With cash in his hand and somewhere free to stay, the boy bought the only thing he ever wanted: heroin.

He took the key the breeder had given him and let himself in.

Experience had taught him that carrying as little paraphernalia as possible was preferable to carrying dirty kit with trace residue. Residue was enough to get you locked up on a possession charge, and while brushes with the law were an occupational hazard in his line of work, he never took risks he didnt need to. A new syringe, citric powder and sterile water, all provided free by the NHS, and an empty can of Coke were all he carried. Nothing he could be arrested for. Dirty spoons, covered in heroin residue, were for beginners.