Simon Clark - Stranger

Where did you find him?

Down in Lime Bay, right at the waters edge. Hed made it across in one of those fiberglass canoes.

All that way?

Hes a lucky man. Theres a good westerly blowing today. He said it carried him across in less than three hours.

How is he?

Tired. Got a little burned by the sun, but-

No, has he spoken?

Dont worry, hes a blue-eyed boy. Hes one of us.

Are you sure?

Right down to the accent. He says he used to attend school in Lewis before the shit piled into the fan.

Your people are looking after him?

Theyre feeding him coffee and sandwiches. He looks as healthy as a horse to me.

Id tagged along with the crowds who were eager to see what that big, dirty old lake had washed up on our shores. The old boys and girls tried to look as if they were in control and taking this in their stride. But you could tell different. You see, a stranger was in town. A stranger was big news. They were excited. They wanted to feast their eyes on a fresh face.

Ben looked at me. Greg, theres no need for you to come. He grinned, happy as a kid on his birthday. Hes one of us.

Theres no harm in me checking then, is there?

Suit yourself. But hes local. They say hes from across the water in Lewis.

Lewis is deserted.

Maybe he was already out of town, crowed an old dear who I can never fix a name to.

Or maybe he got away before it happened?

Maybe, I agreed. Yeah. A kid scowled at me. So you leave him alone, right?

OK. I shrugged. No problem.

Come to that, they all looked like a bunch of kids on their birthdays. Eyes bright, all eager-beaver smiles, rushing down the road that led to the beach. Where no doubt more smiling residents of this sweet little town of Sullivan were giving that hungry-and once hunted-kid nice fresh sandwiches and hot coffee.

If you ask me, the people of Sullivan were rehearsing for the day when a convoy of national guard, or regular army, or even the residents of fucking Disneyland turned up on the edge of town to tell them that everything was back to normal. That America was exactly how it was ten months ago. Yeah. Some hope. Some fucking hope.

Dont get me wrong. These werent people whod spent the last year crying over spilt milk. No, to me, they were all pretending the milk had never actually spilt in the first place.

It had, of course. It had spilt big time. BIG TIME.

I watched the crowd go jigging and arm-waving and talking and smiling at one another. They thought this was the first sign of a return to normality. Me? I went to perch myself on the hood of a Mercedes that sat gathering dust in the shade. The sun burned good and hard that morning in May. It was a day to catch you out. A stiff one blew off the lake making it feel cool. But the sun would broil six inches of skin off your face if you stayed out in it too long.

I sat there as blobs of sunlight slithered like drunken spiders across the ground. Ben calls it dappling when light falls through the branches. Crap on that. To me, its drunken spiders made of light dancing all over the place. I drew doodles in the dust. Mainly gallows with hanging men. But more than anything I burned to stand on the car and shout at that bunch of happy townspeople.

IDIOTS!

Most of them were old. At least the tomb side of fifty.

IDIOTS!

That sheer goofy optimism did it for me. They were too damn optimistic. Even though theyd seen most of their children leave town to head for cities where they believed in their heart of hearts that everything would be as it once was. With bright lights, busy stores, theater shows, and men, women and children crowding the sidewalks. Those territories out there beyond the hills had sucked those young people in, of course. Only it hadnt spat them back out again. They were (in the words of the song) gone, gone, gone

And without a spit of doubt, hearts chock-full of hope beat in those chests of men and women scuttling down to the beach as they asked themselves: Has my Petey come back?

Or:

Please God, make it my dear son, Ben. Please make it be him that youve brought safely back to me after all this time

Keep praying. Because it wont be him. None that left after the big BAD June the freaking first ever came back. All we got in the last few months were strangers. And you can paint that word bold and you can paint it black: STRANGERS.

Speak of the devil.

I watched as the crowd returned. They walked with a guy of around seventeen. And, yeah, he was a blue-eyed boy. With neat blond hair, too, like hed just turned up for his sisters wedding. Clothes tidy. Shoes clean fairly clean, that is. Maybe hed broken into a store on the other side of the lake to help himself to a new pair. He walked, drinking from a paper cup full of coffee. He seemed tired. But his blue eyes were bright enough. He chatted with the townies who guided him toward the house at the edge of Sullivan where strangers lodged until we placed them with a family. He looked catalogue friendly. The kind whod ng bamodel clothes your mom would like. The kind you wouldnt be seen wearing on a morgue slab. As they passed, the kid whod warned me off earlier stared at me. A few townies glared as well. Hell, you could read the warning loud and clear. Leave him, Valdiva. Hes one of us. Hes OK, Valdiva. Leave him be

I watched him pass surrounded by this bodyguard of sorts. As he sipped his coffee he said something complimentary about the town church. The old folk smiled. They were pleased and proud that this nice young man said something nice about their town.

Then the guy looked at me. I sat drawing hanged men in the dust on the car and looked him back in the eye. Bright blue eyes, remember. The kind that made you think of Jesus eyes in stained glass. People glared at me, daring me to speak out as they headed for the lodging house. Ben smiled at me, then shrugged. Dont let them bug you, he seemed to be saying. Theyre excited, thats all. Theyre like excited kids with a new playmate. They want to keep him all to themselves.

I waited an hour before walking up to the lodging house. I had to wait a little while longer. The sun burned hard enough against my neck to push me into the shade of the trees. There, I listened to the sounds of Sullivan. Someway off the sound of a piano. Light sparkling notes that matched a day full of sunshine. I heard a dog barking farther in the distance. Children called to each other as they tossed a ball into the sky. Bees buzzing in blossom. Birds calling to each other. An old man sawing wood in his yard. They were the normal sounds I heard every day.

And I stood there, looking up at the face of the lodging house. Its windows stared right back at me.

At last the stranger came out. He wasnt alone. More than a dozen men and women were with him. Maybe they were going to show him something of the town and to meet the civic leaders-maybe even the chamber of freaking commerce-before theyd leave him to rest in his room. I watched him come down the steps onto the white concrete path that led to the sidewalk. The guy looked relaxed. He smiled the friendly smile.

I looked hard at him. I looked until my eyes watered from the effort. At first it didnt come. In fact, I was ready to walk away. But then that little knot came inside me. I dont know how to describe it. A knot of anxiety? A knot of tension? Almost the kind of feeling you get before jumping off the highest board at the pool for the first time. It gets tighter and tighter inside me. Muscles in my neck and legs become hard as they tense so fiercely youd think theyd rip apart. Even the muscles in my back writhe like theyre infested with a life all their own and are trying to worm out of my skin.

The townsfolk walking with the stranger stopped. Stopped dead. Just as if Id pointed a gun at their heads. But there was this single expression on all their faces. It was sheer disappointment. They could have been kids whod got up on Christmas Day to find that Santa Claus hadnt called after all.