The views expressed in this publication are those of the author and do not necessarily reflect the official policy and position of the Department of Defense or the U.S. Government. The public release clearance of this publication by the Department of Defense does not imply the Department of Defense endorsement or factual accuracy of the material.
Some names, identifying characteristics, and other details have been changed to protect the privacy of the individuals involved. In some cases, composite characters have been created for the purpose of further disguising the identity of individuals. Finally, in some instances, the author rearranged and/or compressed events and time periods in service of the narrative.
Copyright 2019 by Mat Best and Ross Patterson
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Names: Best, Mat, author.
Title: Thank you for my service / Mat Best.
Description: First edition. | New York: Bantam Books, [2019]
Identifiers: LCCN 2019016176 (print) | LCCN 2019020166 (ebook) | ISBN 9781524796501 (Ebook) | ISBN 9781524796495 (hardcover)
Subjects: LCSH: Best, Mat. | VeteransUnited StatesBiography. | United States. Army. Ranger Regiment, 75th Battalion, 2ndBiography. | Iraq War, 20032011Personal narratives, American. | Afghan War, 2001Personal narratives, American. | ActorsUnited StatesBiography. | Internet personalitiesUnited StatesBiography. | BusinesspeopleUnited StatesBiography.
Classification: LCC U53.B47 (ebook) | LCC U53.B47 A3 2019 (print) | DDC 956.7044/42092 [B]dc23
LC record available at lccn.loc.gov/2019016176
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Contents
Chapter 1
Does Anyone Need a Hand?
As an Army Ranger and a contractor, I had the honor and pleasure of spending some of the best years of my life defending what this country stands for. I did my thing in many different areas of several countries over the better part of a decade. I saw a lot of death. I made a fair share of it myself, dispatching our enemies to the netherworld with extreme prejudice by any means necessary. I wore the uniform with immense pride and deep admiration for those who had worn it long before me, including my father, a Vietnam-era veteran. It was a privilege to be part of a military brotherhood that is second to none.
After leaving the Army following five combat deployments, I never thought Id be able to replicate the relationships I built within that brotherhood. I assumed that whatever I did next couldnt possibly offer the kind of camaraderie you develop by living and working with the same group of guys, in war zones and on military bases, day in and day out. Over the years, however, Ive found ways to compensate for that in my personal life and in my professional life. Early on, if I was missing one of my boys, Id just hop on a plane and crash on his couch without giving him a chance to warn his wife, like a good friend is supposed to. Later, to stay in touch, Id start a group text and send a message like Perfect 10 with a picture of Kim Jong Ils bullet-riddled face taped over the ten ring at my local shooting range, which would inspire them to send range pics of their own, partly to join in the fun and partly to pretend like theyre better shooters than me, which is just about as pointless an exercise as arguing on the Internet.
Eventually, though, as I moved on and moved around and some of those older relationships faded into the background, I realized that camaraderie isnt something that only develops between people whove shared the same experience. Its also possible to develop it with new people who share the same values and have had the same types of experiences. Guys from the military can work and connect with each other outside the military too. The service is not the only place where you can create bonds with guys who know what it means to sacrifice, to suffer, and to shit in places with no doors on them.
That isnt why I ultimately started a clothing company or a liquor company or joined forces to build a coffee company called Black Rifle Coffee, but it is why my partners and I prioritize hiring veterans. We know that theyre looking for the same thing in the civilian world that we were: the ability to play with guns, dogs, and explosives while doing some good and keeping our health benefits in the process. Starting a business by veterans, for veterans, is probably the closest I will ever come to re-creating the emotions I felt and the bonds I enjoyed during my time with the Army and the .
Now if only it could re-create the one thing I have missed more than anythingevery waking moment of every daysince I left the military: the thrill of war.
Silently hunting natures most formidable opponent while implementing years of training to execute a precision raid? Yes, please. High-fiving some jihadis face into martyrdom with a suppressed AR-15? Thats just a warm slice of freedom pie with an ice-cold scoop of America on the side. Understanding the fragile, ephemeral nature of life and then being the one to snatch it away from some fucking terrorist who hates you and wants to kill you and everyone you care about? Its better than Chick-fil-Aand lets face it, nothing is better than Chick-fil-A.
Yet the most satisfying kind of war story of all, karmically speaking, is when one of these dickless shitbirds suicide-bombs himself into oblivion but fails to take anybody with him because hes fucking stupid. One night, deep in central Iraq on my final deployment, I had the great honor of watching the worlds worst terrorist work his special brand of magic.
Our target that night was a set of buildings that either housed or operated as a meeting place for an active cell of insurgents. When that many fighters gather in one place theres usually a bunch of shit worth knowing about them, so our mission was to capture as many of them as we could for intelligence-gathering purposes. Wed been watching these buildings through an ISR (Intelligence, Surveillance, Reconnaissance) drone feed for several hours prior to spinning up from base to confirm that everyone inside was a legitimate fighter, so by the time we got in the air, we knew there was a high probability that they possessed information worthhow should I put thisextracting? Yeah, the Department of Defense will like that word. Im going with extracting.
The plan was to execute a basic offset infil, which means that the helicopters drop our teams about three to six kilometers from the target location so the enemy cant hear us and we can use the cover of darkness to walk in and fuck their souls in the middle of the night. Everything was going according to plan on our flight into the HLZ (helicopter landing zone) when, wouldnt you know it, the drone feed showed six enemy combatants run out from one of the buildings carrying AK-47s, RPGs, and PKMs (belt-fed machine guns). They jumped into a truck and took off.
In the military we have a name for guys like theseenemy combatants who somehow catch wind of the twenty to twenty-five inbound Americans and choose flight over fight. We call them squirters because they are usually holed up inside a juicy soft target where, if you apply enough consistent, vigorous pressure in just the right way, from the front or the rear, eventually somethings coming out. The only questions are how much, how fast, and in what direction?