Elizabeth McCracken - Niagara Falls All Over Again

This story like most of the stories in the history of the world begins far away from Des Moines, Iowa.

It starts with two men one thin, one fat dressed in tuxedos, walking down a black-and-white street arm-in-arm. The fat man keeps stumbling. At one point he falls and manages to land on his high silk hat. The fat man will always land on his hat, and the thin man will always help him up, whack him over the head, and replace it.

I dont want to do this, Professor, the fat man pleads in a childish voice.

Youll be fine, says the thin man, who, befitting his name, wears a mortarboard instead of a top hat. He drags the fat man up a set of stairs into a white church and through the flung-back doors and down the aisle to a sudden wedding march. Though both men are rotten marchers, they make it to the altar, where a minister opens a Bible in a chiding way: theres no good reason to be late to your own wedding, even if your bride is a pony. Which she is, a chubby, swaybacked roan pony whose hindquarters keep shifting shes not thrilled about the match either. In this world, everyone wears a hat; the ponys is straw, trimmed with a net veil thrown over her shoulders. The fat man sneaks sugar cubes to his intended. The pony has a history of bolting.

We are gathered, intones the justice of the peace, which is when the fat man howls, Oh my fucking God!

The cameras there are cameras here, and a boom mike, and a director who hates the pony, and a script girl and a prop guy and dollies and grips stop rolling.

What is it? the director asks.

That fucking pony! the fat man says. That fucking pony bit me!

Okay, thats it, the director says, but he laughs. We need a new pony.

Jesus Christ. The fat man is trying to shake the ache out of his hand, but hes milking it. Get me a better-looking one this time, will you? I want a Shetland. Im sorry, sweetheart, he says to the pony, but a pony like you, and a guy like me take my word for it. Im saving you a lot of heartache down the road.

The director shrugs, but its 1946, and the fat man is famous. He can hire and fire any pony he wants. Already hes walking off the set, doffing his white gloves, tossing his high silk hat at the wardrobe girl, who carries a torch for him. Everyone on the set carries a torch for him; either he doesnt care or doesnt notice. Come on, he tells the thin man. Im hungry.

The thin man follows. (When the cameras stop, the thin man always follows.) Dont insult the pony. The pony is high-strung. You try being a pony in this town.

That fucking pony, the fat man says gravely.

Oh, Rocky. We both know the pony only wants to make you happy, says the thin man, the other man, the straight man: me.

Heres what I think: when youre born, youre assigned a brain like youre assigned a desk, a nice desk, with plenty of pigeonholes and drawers and secret compartments. At the start, its empty, and then you spend your life filling it up. Youre the only one who understands the filing system, you amass some clutter, sure, but somehow it works: youre asked for the capital of Oregon, and you say Salem; you want to remember your first-grade teachers name, and there it is, Miss Fox. Then suddenly youre old, and though everythings still in your brain, its crammed so tight that when you try to remember the name of the guy who does the upkeep on your lawn, your first childhood crush comes fluttering out, or the persistent smell of tomato soup in a certain Des Moines neighborhood.

Or you try to recall your wedding day, and you remember a fat man. Or the birth of your first kid, and you remember a fat man. You loved your wife, who died decades ago; you love your kids, who you see once a week. But facts are facts: every time you try to remember anything, the fat man comes strolling into your brain, his hands in his pockets, whiskey on his breath.

At which point you decide to write your memoirs, hoping to clear space for the future, however long that is.

Maybe youve seen our movies. A chubby guy in a striped shirt whose head is a magnet for coconuts, shot puts, thrown horseshoes, upside-down urns, buckets of water. A thin man in a graduation cap and tweeds who is afraid of everything but his partner. Carter and Sharp, briefly the number-one box office draw in the country, now an answer to back-of-the-magazine quizzes. I dont think we even show up on late-night television these days. In the 1940s, you couldnt avoid us. We made twenty-eight movies in thirteen years, every one a love story, no matter what anybody says. We were two guys who so obviously belonged together you never had to wonder whether wed end up arm-in-arm by the final frame: of course we would, we always did. Even with Astaire and Rogers, you had to wonder. Not with us.

Heres What You Do

His regular straight man turned up drunk, is how it started. I was a young man backstage of the Minneapolis Pantages Theater in the second year of the countrys Great Depression and the third of my own. It was 1931, and I was a vaudevillian, though vaudeville was dying. I hardly noticed. Everything was dying: it was hard to figure out what would rise from the ashes, and what was sputtering out for good.

Id been summoned to Minneapolis to sub for a Dutch comic with a bum appendix. When I arrived, the stage manager handed me a bright red wig that smelled like the tail of a golden retriever. I painted freckles on my face and went on in a borrowed checkered jacket. I looked demented, not Dutch, and told jokes in my usual mournful way.

Some audiences liked the deadpan delivery. Not this one. I could hear several hundred programs opening, several hundred fingers sliding down the bill to see who was next; I could feel the damp leavings of several hundred sighs of boredom, puffed up from the house one at a time to pop like bubbles on my cheek. So it wasnt a surprise when I stepped off the stage and the manager handed me my publicity photos, which was how you got fired in vaudeville.

He was a parsnippy-looking guy, scraped and pale, but he wasnt heartless. He saw the look on my face. Listen, kid, he said. God never closes a door without opening a window.

Good news if youre a bird. I was twenty years old and out of work; I believed that if God opened a window, He meant me to jump. A flash act had taken over the stage, a bunch of pretty girls dancing as they warbled some song about the weather: they predicted rain, and wore cellophane slickers and carried mustard-colored umbrellas, which, of course, they twirled.

I rolled up my pictures and stuffed them in my jacket pocket. Then I felt a finger tapping my shoulder.

My first impression was of an overwhelming plaidness. The guys suit looked like a worked-over full-color crossword puzzle, smudged and guaranteed to give you a headache. His face was worse: hed applied his makeup in the dark, apparently, pancake layered on so thick you couldve stuck candles in it, rouge smeared in the neighborhood of his cheeks. I couldnt tell what he really looked like. Heavy. Snub nosed. Agitated. Still tapping me with one hand, rubbing his stomach with the other. Behind him, a sharp-faced man was vomiting into a ladys purse.

You a straight man? the tapping guy asked.

Sure, I said. Of course I was. I was whatever he needed. If hed been short a poodle for his trained-dog act, I would have dropped to the ground and wagged my tail.

You know the Swiss Cheese Bit?

I nodded.

He continued to tap my shoulder. Suddenly I reached up and snagged the offending finger with one fist. I was an Iowa boy. I knew how to catch pests. I could feel his finger wiggle in my hand, trying to tickle my lifeline.