Endorsements
Marys story is one that will live deep in the corners of your heart forever, reminding you, through her own experiences and beautiful storytelling, that the good stuff of life is often found in the hardest circumstances. Dirt is the inspiring story of a girl who knew something better was on the other side of fear and challenge. Marys words are so poignant and touched my heart in so many ways. This is a story you will keep with you long after you turn the final page. Im so excited to share this truly extraordinary memoir with everyone I know, and Im eager for Mary to put pen to paper again.
Emily Ley, bestselling author of When Less Becomes More: Making Space for Slow, Simple, and Good
Mary Marantz is a born storyteller! She is an exceptional writer who has that unique ability to transform even the hardest of scenes into profound fine art. Her writing just has a way of taking you by the hand and walking you back to truth, to a place called home. If youre tired of running from your story and ready to lean into the strength it gives you, this book is for you. Dirt is truly a pull-yourself-up-by-the-bootstraps American anthem. All I could think was how our two stories are so different, and yet Marys story is also my own. Its all of our stories. This deeply moving debut book is a triumph in every way!
Jessica Honegger, founder of Noonday Collection and author of Imperfect Courage
In Philippians, the apostle Paul talks about the great stuff hes done, the horrible stuff hes been through, and how its all forgettable in light of God. Those verses come to mind when I hear or read Marys words. Her story matters because all of our stories matterbut its not her accolades or her acknowledgments of pain that youll remember most. Her words reek of Gods grace, glory, and goodness, and of our ability to cling to them. Whether you come to this book with the most successful or the most stinky past, youll be blessed and loved well by Marys leading. Shes a good friend, and this is a good book.
Jess Connolly, author of You Are the Girl for the Job and Take It Too Far
In this captivating, compelling book, Mary Marantz draws you into a moving story with plenty of space to breathe and say, Ive felt that too. Marantz writes from right here on the ground, meeting you where you are. She tells the unique story of her life in a beautifully relatable way, where you will comb through every page and be reminded: through it all, there is grace.
Morgan Harper Nichols, author of All Along You Were Blooming: Thoughts for Boundless Living
Its easy to want to discard your roots and turn away from the mess that made you, but Mary Marantz does just the opposite in this beautiful work. Filled with the kind of writing that drops you directly into the gritty details of the story, Mary sifts through her own dirt to reveal pure treasures and glimpses of God to hold on to for the long haul. This book is gorgeously written, and every last word is so intentionally placed. The words are stunning. The pictures she paints are so real, I could not put it down! Get ready to have your heart shaken up and made better through the pages of this book.
Hannah Brencher, author of Come Matter Here and Fighting Forward (2021)
How is it possible to find myself within a story that is so different from my own? Through gorgeous writing and brave truth telling, Mary guides us to lean into our own stories and find transformation and redemption we never thought possible. Dirt is an anthem of love over circumstances and faith over fear. I dare you to start this book and not read it in one sitting. I know it will leave you inspired, challenged, and changed.
Nicole Zasowski, marriage and family therapist and author of From Lost to Found
Dirt is a beautifully written memoir that I could barely put down. Marys words are equal parts poetry and pain, sadness and soaring redemption. For every one of us who has ever wished for an easier story, Dirt is the fight song we have been waiting for. An invitation to trade shame, striving, perfectionism, and unforgiveness for grace, rest, freedom, and reconciliation. I found myself repeatedly nodding my head, seeing myself in her story, even though our pasts could not be more different. I cant think of a more important, desperately needed message right now. This book is a wakeup call, a resounding reminder to stop running and to dig deep into the mud that made us.
Tonya Dalton, bestselling author of The Joy of Missing Out
One word: riveting. If youre looking for your next page-turner that will make you believe anything is possible for yourself, Dirt is what you need to read.
Jess Ekstrom, author of Chasing the Bright Side
Half Title Page
Title Page
Copyright Page
2020 by Mary Marantz
Published by Revell
a division of Baker Publishing Group
PO Box 6287, Grand Rapids, MI 49516-6287
www.revellbooks.com
Ebook edition created 2020
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any meansfor example, electronic, photocopy, recordingwithout the prior written permission of the publisher. The only exception is brief quotations in printed reviews.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is on file at the Library of Congress, Washington, DC.
ISBN 978-1-4934-2670-6
Scripture quotations are from The Holy Bible, English Standard Version (ESV), copyright 2001 by Crossway, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved. ESV Text Edition: 2016
Photo on page 55 courtesy of the Library of Congress Prints and Photographs Division, LC-DIG-fsa-8a39820.
Published in association with Illuminate Literary Agency, www.Illuminateliterary.com.
Some names and details have been changed to protect the privacy of the individuals involved.
Interior design by William Overbeeke.
Dedication
For Dad, Mom, and Goldie,
who loved the Girl In the Trailer.
For Justin,
who loved the Girl After the Trailer.
I have been born a new thing.
This time, one with both roots and wings.
For the people of West Virginia,
who are unshakable proof of the indomitable spirit
that grows wild in the mountains there.
This story belongs to all of us.
Contents
Cover
Endorsements
Half Title Page
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Prologue
Part I: The Girl in the Trailer
1. It Always Started with Dirt
2. You Have to Dig Down to Get to the Good Part
3. A Tiny Shift in Words That Changes Everything
4. Marked for Hard Things
5. It Was Always in Our Blood
6. Something Not Always Seen but Felt
7. These Scars We Bear
8. Leaving Is a Suitcase
9. None of It Ever Made Her Feel More Real
10. The Scars That Stitch Us Back Together Again
Interlude
11. A Ship Sailing toward a Distant Shore
12. Stories Change Stories
13. Belonging Is a Gray J. Crew Sweater
14. A Constellation of Complicated
15. Substance over Surface
16. The Heavy Chains We Never Asked to Bear
17. Not Even Real Dirt
18. Its Safe Now for You to Rest
19. Grace Is a Root Word
20. The Broken Was Part of the Plan All Along
21. At Last Freedom Takes Root and Comes Home
Epilogue
Author Note
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Back Ads
Cover Flaps
Back Cover
Prologue