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This book is dedicated to my angels on Earth
and my angels in heaven. You know who you are!
Thank you for always being there!
I am blessed!
My Friend Is a Superhero
Picture it! New York City, 2012!
I was a wide-eyed twenty-one-year-old standing backstage at Live! With Regis and Kelly! I anxiously peeked out of the wings like a frightened clownfish as I waited for my cue to walk on stage. The final advertisement in the commercial break played on the video monitors above meABC insisted we didnt want to miss the series finale of Desperate Housewives that Sundayand my heart was pounding because as soon as the preview finished, Id be interviewed live in front of millions of people!
My mind raced as I mentally rehearsed all the talking points about the projects I was there to promote (a childrens book, a television show, LGBTQ+ rights, oh my!). The pressure was on and my harsh perfectionism did me zero favors. I convinced myself that if I messed up one wordjust one wordId never get asked on a talk show again.
Twenty seconds, a stagehand told me. Break a leg out there.
Thanks, I said, and nervously gulped.
By the way, dont be offended if Regis pronounces your name wrong, the stagehand added. We consider it a rite of passage.
Suddenly, I was distracted by someone moving out of the corner of my eye. I turned toward the movement and saw another stagehand escorting a pretty blond woman in a cheetah-print coat. The stagehand guided her to a discreet corner backstage and giddily gestured for all the surrounding crew members to be quiet.
Whos that? I asked.
Thats Char Margolis. The producers are sneaking her on the show after your segment.
Why?
Its Regiss final year so theyre surprising him with memorable guests.
Her name sounds familiar.
Shes a famous psychic-medium. The last time she was on the show she predicted Kellys pregnancy before she had told anyone. It was wild.
As if I werent stressed enough already, my whole body went stiff. I was terrified of psychics! Thanks to the books Id read and movies Id watched over the years I had unfairly associated all psychics, mediums, mystics, and clairvoyants with bad news. I instantly thought of the witches from Macbeth, Professor Trelawney from the Harry Potter series, Tangina Barrons from Poltergeist, and the damning prophecies they gave their stories protagonists.
Char sensed my fearful gaze and sent me a friendly wave. I quickly looked in the opposite direction and pretended I didnt notice her. We couldnt engage! What would I do if she gave me a grim prediction? What if she told me all the projects I was working on were going to fail? What if all that hard work was for nothing? I decided the best thing to do was avoid her at all costs. After all, no news is good news, right?
Get ready, the stagehand whispered. Youre on in five four three
Our next guest is an award-winning actor and soon-to-be published author. Please welcome Chris Colfer.
Holy smokes. Regis Philbin got my name right! The stagehand pulled open the curtain and the studio audience greeted me with a welcoming applause. I took a seat on the stool across from Regis and Kelly Ripa, and the interview began. It went wellat least, I think it went well. The adrenaline rush made it hard to focus, but I managed to promote all my projects and make a few jokes without spontaneously combusting or projectile vomitinga victory in my book.
The interview finished, the audience politely applauded, and the show went to another commercial break. I thanked Regis and Kelly profusely for having me, I waved goodbye to the crowd, and the stagehand escorted me backstage. I was so overwhelmed from the interview I completely forgot Char was hiding backstage until I walked directly past her. We made close eye contact and I gasped.
Great interview, honey, she said. You are so adorable.
Th-th-thanks, I stuttered.
Where do you live?
La-La-Los Angeles.
Char placed a comforting hand on my shoulder and gave me a kind smile.
Before you leave, I just want to tell you what a huge fan I am of yours and everything youre doing. Especially for my friends in the gay community. Youre in this world to help people. And Im here for you if you ever need anything.
I I I appreciate that.
Id love to give you a reading when youre back in Los Angeles. I live there part-time.
Before I could respond, the stagehands ushered us apart, and like ships in the night, Char and I went our separate ways. Once I was back in my dressing room, I let out a long sigh of relief. I was thrilled the interview had gone smoothly, but even better, I was thankful I had encountered my first psychic without receiving any tragic news. However, Char had been so sweet and warm, I couldnt help wondering if my perception of herand of all psychics in generalwas misguided. Perhaps mediums werent so scary after all?
Picture it! Beverly Hills, 2013!
More than a year later, I was backstage at the Saban Theatre shooting an episode of the television show Glee. Lea Michele, Naya Rivera, Sarah Jessica Parker, and I were sitting in our cast chairs waiting for a lighting setup. Theres always a lot of time to kill on a film set, and that day the girls and I chatted about everything from composting to the Hubble telescope. Eventually, the subject of psychics came up and we discussed our personal experiences with them. If memory serves me correctly, Sarah Jessica had seen a few psychics over the years with varying results. Lea was singing the praises of a psychic she had just seen on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills and was in the process of booking an appointment. I dont believe Naya was interested in the subject and, like me, she admitted to being a little afraid of them.
You know, I met a famous psychic last year on Regis and Kelly, I said. She was so nice and offered me a reading, but I never took her up on it. Im really kicking myself nowit would have been a great story.
The day after my co-stars and I talked about psychicsnot the next week or the next month but the very next dayChar Margolis reached out to me! I opened my phone to find an email from my publicist with the subject Psychic Reading???
Hey, Chris, my publicist wrote. Did you meet a psychic named Char Margolis backstage at Regis and Kelly last year? Her people reached out to us to let you know her offer for a reading still stands. Would you like us to respond?
I stared at my phone screen for a good five minutes without moving a muscle. I was shocked! I was bewildered! I was spooked! It was such a profound coincidence I knew it was far more than just a coincidence. So, naturally, I emailed my publicist back and booked my very first psychic reading with Char.
As expected, I was absolutely terrified during our first session. I sat across from her and tightly clutched a pillow until my hands went numb. Char was incredibly patient with me and gently walked me through her process and what to expect. She closed her eyes, said a prayer of protection around us, and went into her zone. At this point, thanks to the notoriety of Glee, a plethora of information about my past and personal life had been made public. Anyone with an internet connection could easily find out where I lived, how many siblings I had, where I went to high school, what projects I had on the horizon, etc. I went into our reading very hopeful but also a little skeptical about what she might tell me. However, what Char channeled that afternoon was nothing short of extraordinary. She tapped into information that no one could have possibly known without a direct line to the other side.