Connors - Fire season: field notes from a wilderness lookout

Fire Season

Field Notes from a Wilderness Lookout

Philip Connors

For Martha

Contents

April

May

June

July

August

U ntil about fifteen years ago I thought fire lookouts had gone the way of itinerant cowboys, small-time gold prospectors, and other icons of an older, wilder West. Then a friend of mine named Mandijane asked for my mailing address in Missoula, Montana, where we were both students in print journalismone of the least timely courses of study in the history of higher education, though we couldnt have known that at the time. M.J. said shed soon have a lot of time to write letters. When spring exams were over, shed be off to New Mexico to watch for fires.

I was intrigued, and more than a little envious; M.J.s letters did not disappoint. She was posted in the middle of the Gila National Forest, on the edge of the worlds first designated wilderness, 130 miles north of the border with Mexico. On Loco Mountain, she said, not a single man-made light could be seen after dark. She lived in her lookout tower, a twelve-by-twelve-foot room on stilts. The nearest grocery store was five miles by pack trail and eighty-five more by mountain road. Over the course of four months she had fewer than twenty visitorshunters on horseback, mainly, and a few adventurous hikers. The romance in those letters was almost unimaginable.

For years our paths diverged, though we always kept in touch by letter. I left school for New York and lucked into a job with the Wall Street Journal . Her continuing adventures took her to Ghana, Costa Rica, and Argentina. One spring she wrote to say she was back in the States for another summer gig in the Gila, this time at a different tower forty miles southeast of Loco Mountain. She knew I was busy, tied to a desk in New York, but suggested I take a vacation and come see the country, for a few days at least.

I needed no further urging. Id already hustled too long and for no good purpose in the city, and when I finally looked out on that country with two dozen mountain ranges I couldnt name, more mountains than a person could hope to explore on foot in a lifetime, I guess you could say I fell in love at first sight. And what a sight it was: a stretch of country larger than the state of Maryland, nearly 20,000 square miles of desert and forest, sky island mountain chains in three states and two countries. In the afternoons, when M.J. sat in the tower keeping watch, I hiked through old-growth fir and massive groves of quaking aspen. I was unaware of it at the time, but those aspen had grown back in the scar of what was, for almost half a century, the biggest fire on record in the Southwest: the McKnight Fire of 1951, which burned 50,000 acres along the slopes of the Black Range. Much of the fire crowned in mature timber, creating a massive stand replacementthe death of one or several tree species and their total succession by others. Though I could not see it yet, Id been seduced on my walks by that fire, or at least by the effects of the fire, the beauty of the forest created in its wake.

Around our own little bonfire under starlight, M.J. told me shed grown antsy in the lookout. She wanted to get out on a fire, inhale the smoke, feel the heat of the flamesand make some bigger money, overtime and hazard pay. Her boss was game, she said, if she could find him someone reliable to take over fire watch. By the time I had to hike out and head home, Id talked myself into her job. Shed vouch for my backwoods bona fidesatrophied after four years in the cityand Id fly to New York, offer two weeks notice at work, and be back before the moon was full again. I knew almost nothing about being a lookout except what Id read in books, but what Id read seemed promising. It doesnt take much in the way of body and mind to be a lookout, Norman Maclean had written. Its mostly soul.

Since that first summer Ive returned each succeeding year to sit 10,000 feet above sea level and watch for smoke. Most days I can see a hundred miles in all directions. On clear days I can make out mountains 180 miles away. To the east stretches the valley of the Rio Grande, cradled by the desert: austere, forbidding, dotted with creosote shrubs, and home to a collection of horned and thorned species evolved to live in a land of scarce water. To the north and south, along the Black Range, a line of peaks rises and falls in timbered waves; to the west, the Rio Mimbres meanders out of the mountains, its lower valley verdant with grasses. Beyond it rise more mesas and mountains: the Diablos, the Jerkies, the Mogollons. A peaceable kingdom, a wilderness in good working orderand my job to sound the alarm if it burns.

Having spent eight summers in my little glass-walled perch, I have an intimate acquaintance with the look and feel of the border highlands each week of each month, from April through August: the brutal winds of spring, when gales off the desert gust above seventy miles an hour and the occasional snow squall turns my peak white; the dawning of summer in late May, when the wind abates and the aphids hatch and ladybugs emerge in great clouds from their hibernation; the fires of June, when dry lightning connects with the hills and mesas, sparking smokes that fill the air with the sweet smell of burning pine; the tremendous storms of July, when the radio antenna sizzles like bacon on a griddle and the lightning makes me flinch as if from the threat of a punch; and the blessed indolence of August, when the meadows bloom with wildflowers and the creeks run again, the rains having turned my world a dozen different shades of green. Ive seen lunar eclipses and desert sandstorms and lightning that made my hair stand on end. Ive seen fires burn so hot they made their own weather. Ive watched deer and elk frolic in the meadow below me and pine trees explode in a blue ball of smoke. If theres a better job anywhere on the planet, Id like to know what it is.

The work has changed remarkably little over the course of the past century, except in its increasing scarcity. Ninety percent of American lookout towers have been decommissioned, and only a few hundred of us remain, mostly in the West and Alaska. Nonetheless, when the last lookout tower is retired, our stories will live on. Jack Kerouac worked a summer on Desolation Peak in the North Cascades in 1956, an experience he mined for parts of two novels, The Dharma Bums and Desolation Angels . He secured the job through a recommendation by his friend the poet Gary Snyder, who worked summers on two different lookouts in the same national forest and wrote several fine poems about the experience. During the 1960s and 70s the old raconteur Edward Abbey worked as a lookout in various postings, from Glacier National Park to the Grand Canyon. He wrote two essays on the subject and made a fire lookout the main character in his novel Black Sun , the book he claimed he loved most among all his works. And Norman Maclean, in his great book A River Runs Through It , wrote a lightly fictionalized story about his one summer as a lookout on the Selway Forest in northern Idaho, over the Bitterroot Divide from his home in Missoula, Montana.

Based on their reminiscences, Im pretty sure the qualifications to be a wilderness lookout remain the same as they ever were:

Not blind, deaf, or mutemust be able to see fires, hear the radio, respond when called

Capability for extreme patience while waiting for smokes

One good arm to cut wood

Two good legs for hiking to a remote post

Ability to keep oneself amused

Tolerance for living in proximity to rodents